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Monday, May 22, 2017

janam..janam...jahanam hehhehe :P

i try singing janam-janam-Forever...infinity



friend always said it as"jahanam...jahanam" -malays word-
mean something like disaster/hell/damn/inferno/blasted ahahaha
they're crazy =_=

wait...does it mean..infinity/forever is kinda disaster/hell ahahahaha

but they love listening to this hindi song
and they will laugh...hahahahahahaha
there is something bout them...
yoooo..friend...tell me your secret!!!!!!!! bwahahahaha


my friend be like...
she just wanna rest at her dormitory..for half day
and tomorrow..i'll meet her again...
but she hug me...and tell..."o my i already missing you"...and laugh 

-she must be people of love-
-i'm kinda of dark...but God bless me with people of love :P-


ok..listen...from 5 y0 me
i don't caught in mad love
so..maybe my voice will not reach your heart as mad love
maybe ..it will sound like...friendship kind of love...muah..hug
everybody love me
i love me too
thank you

















maybe...someday...my imaginary prince
will teach me bout mad love....it must be hurt..right?  ouch
-i don't like prince!!!!-and i don't like king!!!i love mom..n i love me
meet me in grave. dear prince bwahahahaha...i gonna be your disaster!!!!!

i'm jelous listening to his voice
it sound..beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!















Janam janam janam 
Forever.. 

Saath chalna yunhi  
Walk by my side 

Kasam tumhe kasam  
Promise me 

Aake milna yahin 
that you will meet me again 

Ek jaan hai bhale  
We are two bodies 

Do badan ho juda  
but our hearts beat as one 

Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna  
Be mine, forever 

Kabhi na kehna alvida  
Do not leave me ever 

 Meri subah ho tumhi  
You are my dawn
  
Aur tumhi shaam ho  
You are my twilight 

Tum dard ho  
For you, my heart aches 

Tum hi aaraam ho  
and only you can allay the pain 

Meri duaaon se aati hai 
I have only one wish ever 

Bas yeh sada  
Be mine, forever 

Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna  
Do not leave me ever 

 Kabhi na kehna alvida 
Do not leave me ever

link






















Friday, May 19, 2017

I think

I think
Butterfly
Got a very big crush on me

It visiting me again ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Thursday, May 18, 2017

Mama cat n 5 kitten: library




I just went home for 3 days
And she ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜˜
She love her kitten
I'm jealous with kitten
Cause mom is there ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Friend
Said she gave birth on monday at noon

All orange...









Monday, May 15, 2017

Lucie Jones- Never Give up on you







link

dance of the goddess

Shakti that turn to be Kali




p/s: good nite-love

Sunday, May 14, 2017

alenjandro sanz e ivete sangalo-no me compares

i found this song
and i love listening to it
dont know
what they said.....

this song

i love her voice the most
she sound soooooo harmony
imma gonna find the meaning
http://lyricstranslate.com/en/n%C3%A3o-me-compares-dont-compare-me.html



Agora que gemem mais pรกlidas nossas memรณrias,
que hรก neve no televisor.
Agora que chove nas sala e se apagam
as velas do barco que me iluminou.
Agora que canta o tempo chorando seus versos
e o mundo enfim despertou.
Agora perdido em um silรชncio feroz que quer desatar esses nรณs.
Agora enxergamos direito e podemos nos ver por de trรกs do rancor.
Agora te digo de onde venho e dos caminhos que a paixรฃo tomou.
Agora o destino รฉ ermo e nos encontramos neste furacรฃo.
Agora eu te digo de onde venho e do que รฉ feito o meu coraรงรฃo... 










Vocรช nรฃo sabe por onde andei depois de tudo amor.
Eu sou a chave, da porta onde encontraste alguรฉm…
Nรฃo (No) me compares…
Nรฃo busque nela o olhar que dei a ti,
Imperdoรกvel, que eu nรฃo seja igual a ela…
Entรฃo nรฃo fale, que alguรฉm te toca como eu toquei.
Que se acabe e que tu partas sem saber
e para sempre, ninguรฉm te toca como eu toquei.
Que se acabe... Yo soy tu alma, tรบ eres mi aire.






ok..i see it...
that is why i love her voice ahahahahaha
my tribe ahahahaha
wicked





and for the -his-solo music video
no me compares
i be like



i love voice
but when i see his video
i be like





if I see my boyfriend
- ok pretend i have boyfriend la~la~la-
making music video
touching another girl
then…for sure
he’s DEAD!!!! HURM AHAHAHA

I’M JEALOUS

my jealous is not kind of 
forgiving you
and let you stay with me
like second chance

my jeolusy...
will make you
out from my life like forever
dont ever appear...anymore

THIS one nevermind…cause i don’t have boyfriend…and i really don’t care…
like demi sang… EVEN IF THE STAR &  MOON COLLIDE
I NEVER WANT YOU BACK INTO MY LIFE!!!!!!!OH OH
I REALLY DON’T CARE…


- i wrote this..before...reading the song meaning-
-let's see the meaning of this song...why i wrote it like this-


p/s: o my again...
i'm imbalance ahahaha

Me & Voice & Sound & Music

it is like im translating their hidden secret

i hear your voice
and suddenly...i'll write something
feeling that i feel..when i'm listening to it...

it always
end up
i'm writing your history
without noticing it

i always remind myself

dear me...
you're reading their aura
that is not yours
ok

keep calm

you don't even have enemy
 you don't even know how to hate
you're natural
hehehe 

ok...
don't feel bad
bout it

dear me
your aura is like
transparent...crystal clear
but it still weak

and...
you're like
confuse with human being
5 yo angel

p/s: that is my light side...
what i don't like about light
light will attract dark
dark is light bodyguard -___-!!!!

it feel like
ewwwwww....gross

i don't like dark
i scared to sleep in dark for so many year
i'll scream
so many time..friend n mom caught me screaming 
ya..i caught in nightmare...like trauma..n scream
cause...i saw..they have no face
i see..dark figure...that was why i scream....
and i don't want to be surround by monster
i'll take care of myself
alone..hurmmm
dont need bodyguard

light
still piss off with dark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrr ahahahaha crazy
kill dark!!!!

fairytale end ahahahaha
light turn to be wicked




p/s: you're so right
i'm the key
don't compare me with anyone else
with him or her

cause they all will perish...

don;t make me jelous
cause when i don't like you
i mean your behaviour
you're doom 

i love you too much
it can't be explain with word

my jealousy always turn to be the curse 
and you'll suffer like infinity
cruel/wicked beloved ahahahaha 

Saturday, May 13, 2017

I'm walking alone ๐Ÿ˜…

I'm waiting for my burger
So...I decide to walk
N admire/appreciate my surrounding
My beautiful greenery scenery

I found this

Hahaha
Ya...this uni
Is reserved forest anyway

But where is the mommy???




















About me

I think I have a lot of
Dark princess inside of me

Cause...
Even a simple thing about (feeling,) (empathy)...

I learn that thing by observation to others

I don't feel sorry, pity...N not even sad seeing human die...

Example: I don't felt sad when my grandmother passed away...

@animal die...too
I don't feel sad
Even that was my pet

I took care of them
Give em bath...
Give em food
But when it die...
I don't feel sad
I just look at how it breathe...the last breathe

I just like zero feeling



You, know
Something like, I don't have a heart
And it is not acting....
I just don't feel

Basic thing that human should have...


N it isn't fair...
Why am I like this

So I keep asking God why?

Hmmmm...

My journey to know me

Today:picnic+bonding time with my tribe ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜˜

I'm black...N my friend colourful one
Actually, there are three of us
She went for her meeting
N we wait for her, there ๐Ÿ˜‰


Beautiful

Thanks

Cause..you all keep teaching me bout
Friendship, love, family, heart

I'll learn it slowly...by slowly
Step by step...

๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜




Thursday, May 11, 2017

=___=!!#

I think I goonna die
With this english language


๐Ÿ˜ฃ
Sustainable tourism
Logistic industry

I am not familiar with such term

Ya...I do know bout it
But I'm not familiar


I'm mute
I don't wanna talk in english with you
๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜ญ I feel so difficult
Feel like crying
So...all my foreigner friend

Please speak MALAY language with me YA
I'm princess anyway

Ofc...that is the price/effort
that you must show to me
Learn my language
N then, you can freely speak with me

If not...
I pretend, I'm mute
N snobbish

Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Bumble bee

Link

Dunno y
Love at first sight
I feel so satisfied looking at this picture


I'm full
N satisfied n happy
N I fall in love with fluffy2

Hug this bumble bee



Feather: Owl or eagle?? ๐Ÿ˜…


I found this Bird feather on my way to cafe
Or on my way back to room from cafe

On june/2016

So I kept it ๐Ÿ˜…

Is it eagle or owl???

haha

My friend said to me
That I should work at zoo
Cause I'm attracting a lot of animal ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Ya...I think the same too ๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜ฑ
I love animal...With their fluffy2 fur/feather


p/s: owl/eagle stalked me or what?
Cause Bird around me are acting a little bit weird..They come close to me and stare O_o!!!

It stare at me!!!! O_o!!!!
It doesn't fly
It jump..jump...n walk slowly
N stop front of me...N stare


Monday, May 8, 2017

New library Cat: mommy

She want my pizza -____-๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜‚
You know... she don't really eat pizza
It just...mommy to be thing
They just wanna try to eat everything that pop out from their mind





Haish
Who did this thing to you๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
you're pregnant
She suddenly appear at night:library
With her big tummy

N black cat disappear...don't know
Where he go...


This is her real food

I try to be nice with cat...
So, I copy paste my friend behaviour
They like to feed cat...

So I did the same...

Thursday, May 4, 2017

My conclusion: bout human


This vid
Explain bout human perfectly

For me
Human
They're crazy
Donno y they do the thing they do
Donno y they keep doing
N repeating the same thing

watching this vid
I be like...

I don't wanna be human
They're so weird...I swear it!!!!!


You...freak me out...


Watching this
Made me thinking I'm from somewhere else
Not belong in human group muahahahahaha

I'm 5 year old
With angel frequency
So I don't understand
Y God create such unbelievable moron human...hahaha

Just kidding
Dont be serious with 5 yo

p/s: Do you feel the same?
I think my mission on diz earth
Is to change/brainwash human mind
N install new brain to them

So this earth will be more heavenly

My mood


Spider

It say hi to me

Should I spare his/her life?

If I'm mom, this will be your last chapter on diz earth...

Even how cute you are

She will step on you...
She be like "NO CUTE SPIDER! ITS DANGEROUS!"

So I learn from mom
Sometime I step on spider...kill it

And this kind of picture will pop out on my fb..like a lot..
What does it mean?
Ya spider never do any harm to me...
But...It is DANGEROUS
I just following mom advise



I like butterfly
So I teach mom not to kill/step on
Caterpillar...

She agree with me... N spare caterpillar life...

But no spider...

p/s: I did not step on it yet
So please disappear...before I kill you...





Wednesday, May 3, 2017

Recall: library memory



30/1/17

Ya...at this place
Ghost favourite place
2 round table...

I sit there
Cause no human sit there
So I can focus
And all other place already full

-___-!!!
I stay up till 3/4
Staring at my book
Just like that ghost behavior

This 2 boys
Appear

Wait
That is why it stare at wall
Or at another round table behind me?

I was thinking...
Maybe it stare at lizard
Wat that cat was staring at ? O_o!#!!


That black cat..
He zzzzzzZzzz...N his friend
Wide awake..N stare at something huhuhu

Yup...no human...
Only 2 human..I guess....


Cat....you should accompany that ghost!!!!!
Ya...so she won't be alone...hahahahaha








Today story

I'm waiting for my choco waffle
N ice blended chocolate dark pearl

N snap this flower



It look like sakura a lil bit๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜…
๐Ÿ˜˜

N friend telling me bout vampire at our library...so many people/student saw her reading book at this library

Omg...
So, I think I can be her friend too
O_o!!!!

Remember, my first day stay up at this lib
Actually
I sat at her favourite place till 4 am
Or near her favourite sit O_o!!!
I don't know huhuhu
Will never sit there anymore
Student said...She like that place
She will read journal/article

Sometime...maybe when she get bored
She will have fun with student....
Yup...naughty
Most of the time she ignore them
She Only stare at her book



Maybe not vampire...
It just..they tell me
A girl/woman reading book
But she is not human.....

And last night
Some student said...
Something scream at 4 am
Women voice huhuhu

Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Today song: Study


This sound nice

Enjoy this hymn

I love goddess Saraswati

:P


Hurmmm
I'm bias...
Cause...I like all 3 female goddess

I love sakti the most cause
She is mom
I love mom

I love Saras
Cause she is super intelligent

I love laxmi
Cause she bring positive aura of happiness


But...3 male, Shiva, Vishnu, Brahma
I don't like them huhuhu
Or...less interested...not interested
Sushhs suhhss hehe

I don't even understand...why mother like them hurm


She is mom anyway...
Bad or good she love her child hurm
Great I'm not mom
So I can kick punch...N shushh shush
Stay away from me....huhuhuhu
Evil monster



I'm just 5 year old...
Dont take it to heart
It is just normal
Dont be sensitive n emo with 5 yo hahaha

Monday, May 1, 2017

Keep the faith!

Ok
I will stay strong
Love

๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’‹๐ŸŒน

My voice :) :P


I'm trying alone song
-____-!!!


____________________________________

Faded
Short version

_____________________________________________

"my all" Ayumi Hamasaki
Japanese...
Someday,I'll try Chinese song...

____________________________________________


Sing me to sleep zzzzzzzZZZZzz

________________________________________

Riptide
_____________________________________
Jealous song


I don't have time to edit
Sing in my room...N upload


-_____-


Ok I love me
If you don't like my voice... Get Lost!!!!! Hahaha
If you like my voice...
May you rest in peace bwahaha
It will cure ur insomnia ....

I'm sleepy
I don't have mood to look at book right now..

I just wanna be alone
Sometime, I sing like crazy...N I love screaming song....Cause they scream for me
I want to scream too...but I don't have that kind of energetic voice

So hearing they scream
Heal me

Ok bla..bla..bla
If you miss me...
Listen to my voice k

N u can join green Bird team
Cause it sleep listening to my voice
Mehh


It think my voice was like sleeping pill 
I wish I could be like it
Cause it can sleep safely
Not afraid with monster


What am I blabbering
I think I gone crazy

 Bye2   ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’‹
๐Ÿฏ๐Ÿฒ๐Ÿ‘‘

Friday, April 28, 2017

Dragon tigris

This is my latest music mood
I just dont like one song in this vid
Pierce=30:33-34:57
Cause it sound so stressed

And the rest
Awesome

I'm listening to this while reading


My study style is changing O_o!!!

I can listen to screaming song
N read book n write ........at the same time



Ooi DrAgon sky n oceAN
Please appear in my reality
Your princess already feel like dying

Dear Tigris...Please come to me

:) I miss them all
Spoil princess

I love my dt

Thursday, April 27, 2017

Tuesday, April 25, 2017

Tonight song: kemuri oor

   
Hahaha
Today feel like a lot of de ja vu
-______-








p/s: n I feel like running away
Every time I feel this kind of feeling
It full with calmness but it scared you
Chaos inside ur heart

I don't play with love...
You look stupid
Go sulk k
Scary
Don't disturb princess with her alone time





Tonight:white butterfly, again

Every time I start my 4 am routine
It will appear
This time it doesn't let me touch it

I think it sulk with me hahaha




Hurm
The same color
It look like white tiger
Panthera Tigris

I gonna call it..
butterfly
Panthera Tigris

Cause it remind me bout white Tigris


p/s: I don't understand this clue






...

Few hour ago
I saw mother n her baby girl
N the mother smile at me

N...I just thinking
I wanna go back into mom's tummy
Gonna sleep in there, n don't want to go anywhere huhuhuhu don't wanna go out


Thanks, final fantasy

Ya, I just not belong to this century


I Feel like, I was born in false era hahaha

Modern human being with the heart of old ancient soul -____-

I feel like dying everyday
This era is so bored
Era of rest in peace

Hurm
I'mma gonna do homework while listening to final fantasy cut scene...

What make me happy?
PlayStation game
War game...Ofc with magical ability like in final fantasy....

I love digimon w3

Gonna stay up till 4
 I feel so happy cause no human monkey making noise, and just few human tonight at lib. Enjoy silence of night




















Monday, April 24, 2017

Final Fantasy


I just doing some literature review
N watching this movie while doing it...



Last time
Final Fantasy: The ligtning return
I said it was about... The Creator...
The Evil King...he create n create
non stop...N he doesnt like his creation
It mean nothing to him...
 Brahma character...
the heartless demon king
I wanna kick his face bwahaha
-_______-...



This final fantasy..
That one, with the red eyes
They says something bout king of king
From my opinion
So they mean... Shiva... The Destroyer
He will always destroy the demon



Not finish watching it yet
I feel so alive n happy watching this cartoon

p/s: so enjoy...the movie










Sunday, April 23, 2017

Strange thing bout eyes



Try watch this vid
Look at her eyes

I cry watching her eyes
Do you cry too????????


Her art is strange
But we could learn a lot from her

This we call as madness.... hurm

p/s: focus with my book
I wanna sleep like forever
N rest in peace hahaha

Friday, April 21, 2017

Fairytale-comic-dream

I just thinking
Someday I gonna sketch something like this

link
The character in that fairy story
Will wear something like this

See...

And animal will be in that comic too
I want this kind of character




Haha...It so cute omg

Haha...bwahahaha cause he was so mean with lil/cub

Mommy get angry

Ofc..husky Siberian too will be in it...

...
Gonna put like hundred of huge ancient library...exmple: library of macedonia


I'm dark...I'm light...I'm all


My hearbeat

Today, My heartbeat is really weird -__-
No it doesn't beat fast

My heart only beat fast
When it scared
Performance time
After marathon...

it feel something weird
Like vibrate...something like


Bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzbuzzzzzzzzzzzz -___-

Or maybe it humming
Something like om
Ya something like the sound in this vid



N it feel like
Something holding it O_o
Such as a hand...But not hand
Something surround it
Or embrace it


Oi
Dear light side of me
This must be your did
Am I right?

p/s: light n her love
Lovey n dovey hurm
She love everything

Omg...It hard sharing this body
With light creature

Thursday, April 20, 2017

real talk- crazy talk

everytime
i found my kind of tribe

i be like

hey, what is wrong with him/her, he/she doing just fine, why he/she stop?
and he/she is beautiful....


and then i read all those hatred/annoying/disturbing comment
ooo...that is why...he/she turn to be crazy bwahahahahahaha
pissed off with human...

..........................................................................................................................................................

n maybe..they get annoyed with me too....
not maybe, but so sure ahahahahahhahaha :P
cause

lemme..read their mind hahahahahahaha
kidding

their mind:

what is the point you say i'm beautiful!!!!
everytime you see me... 
you avoiding me again and again

like i'm kind of monster
ghost that haunted your mind
you just need to stay...
why you've to leave...?

you're being so mean
you know me all of me
but you keep denying it

why can't you see me?

ugly, beauty
love every part of me
i want and always need you...
...................................................................................................................................................................

my answer:

hurm

i kind of scared with you
everytime i look at you deeply

i feel like staring at myself
those eyes...
it gave some chill to me

maybe i just scared with my own self
it is not about you

everytime i avoiding you
it is about me 

i'm just thinking...

wowwwww....i know/understand your mad love
we're crazy anyways

but...
maybe.it is because of
my character qualities in this life time

mad love...endless love...unconditional love
is not part of me
not part of her character

look at you
you, embrace that madness, fully
and break the rule
no more...bad/good character

from one source
then we scattered
separate....

i posses qualities/character, that is different from you...
i can't be you, n you can't be me

and i'll keep avoiding you till my last breathe as her
i love me anyway

i'm not ready for home
i'm not ready for mad love
she says that kind of love is YUCK!!!!


AND everytime you speak with me
i mean, speaking with her 
you get so emotional
i hate you so much
that i don't wanna see your face anymore

i be like
what is wrong with him/her???????????????????
heyyy...this is my first time talking with you..in this life.
i dont even know you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why you behave like this??????

i feel so confuse

then i remember...
i should remind myself bout the source
that 
we're one....


You're so stupid
you can't stop revealing your true self to me
that is why i need to avoid you

hurm...i feel like...not seeing human anymore...........


........................................................................................................................................................






dear me...
please avoid human being
stay away from them............

you're stubborn 
show them...how stubborn you could be...hahahahahaha

so human....
seperate you reality and illusion k
don't make me confuse...............
she won't mind being alone
she enjoy it...