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Thursday, December 22, 2016

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Maka untuk mengenali diri kalian...lihatlah pada sifat yang ada dalam diri kalian. Renung dengan jujur dan ikhlas pada diri...apakah sifat anda. Kemudian lihatlah ke cermin dan renung pula wajah anda. Semakin anda mengenali diri akan terpancarlah cahaya wajah anda pada diri dan wajah anda mulai berubah sikit demi sikit menjadi wajah yang berbeza daripada waktu anda kanak-kanak dan remaja dulu. Itu sebabnya kadang-kadang jika anda bandingkan gambar-gambar muka anda ia seakan-akan berubah dan menjadi orang lain berbanding muka anda pada tahun-tahun yang lepas. Terus-terusanlah membongkar rahsia diri dan mengenali diri anda kerana anda akan dapat melihat wajah anda yang semakin hari semakin berubah. 

Maka tidak hairanlah kadang-kadang kita melihat wajah seseorang seperti wajah kuda..wajah syaitan.. wajah itik...wajah biawak...wajah kucing...wajah air...dan macam-macam lagi wajah. Apakah wajah jiwa yang sebenar-benarnya? Lihatlah pada cermin dan layan....huhuhu

Apabila kita lahir semula berkali-kali maka apakah yang kekal dalam diri kita?

Itulah dia SIFAT DAN WAJAH. Inilah juga cara yang aku gunakan untuk mengenali seseorang dan juga orang di sekitar aku. Dengan cara ini juga yang membantu aku mengesahkan bahawa aku tidak berkhayal dan berilusi sendiri.

Ada lagi satu yang kita turut bawa dalam diri...itulah RASA yang tersimpan kemas di dalam hati. Melalui rasa ini jugalah aku dapat mengingat peristiwa-peristiwa yang lampau.
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in my childhood..
i love to solve the puzzle
i play it again and again
this picture...mom took it
at my grandma house..............................
i think..it was my birthday

this house full with flower motive
sometime..this house...
ya..i start to see the unseen in this house
it all began in here

but..i'm just too small to understand

maybe i'm 5 years old
cause...5 candle...
see...all flower

maybe 2,3 years old... hurm

she always happy

when i look back...
my world is full with flower
she won't mind with monster
always forgive n forget........



if i could turn back time
i want to say to her
don't be friend with boy & stay away
cause they're all dumbass ahahahaha
ok kidding

what i remember..all my friend, they're all nice
only few..act like dumbass



and i love wedding ceremony soooo much…
i will stare at the bride…i love to see they make up/painting bride’s face wakaka
make up n their attire…but when people said bout my wedding…i cry like hell
-____- n hate that people so much hurm -weird lil me-

 not lil bro

chinese lil girl hahaha
me n lil bro..maybe i'm 4 years old

at time i'm in my mom's tummy
mom said she wish to have baby boy
but grandad told her

grandad:  that is not baby boy but girl..after her, you'll get baby boy

ya i know..my grandad was super weird


 me


 lil bro




after lil bro passed away
i just thinking to myself
i don't have real sibling anymore






i think this is my trip to Melaka with mom n lil bro
and this Chinese girl can’t stop looking at me hehe
 
i told you, children like me, they aren’t scare with me 
i cover my face...why aren't you scare with me ahahaha 

ya..only cat didn't recognize me
when i didn't cover my face...it know me..and meow..meow..meow hahahahah
when i cover my face....it just look me from far..it scare to come closer hahaha
confuse cat..bye2 cat
miss your chances

this lil girl also the same ahahaha
so cute
 
–i hope they scare with me- haha –i’m the one who scare with them-
mom said, it happen, cause i, myself behave like children…
so children think i’m their friend -______________----
from baby to kid… sometime they come…
and hold my dress  n a lot more funny thing
this is what my lil nephew did -___- ignore him



i start to wear like this
i think 4/5 years already
and i understand why they wearing it
it feel safe

it is not about you're beautiful or anything else...
it is just about feel safe...
and no men/boy/human told me to wear this and that
don't ever dare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wear what i like hurm


haha..i'm totally crazy




i wore the red head cover n went to computer class 
-first time try to wear it-
n my Chinese teacher said “You look beautiful”

she is not muslim...

eventhough i cover my face...
Indian women still smiling at me.....
and speak with me nicely

maybe..it is because of heart..
nice heart..see the beauty in others


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hurm....
thanks God
cause giving me chance to feel how it feel to cover my face

i like it so much
and will always adore it so much...

 and for the next adventure, i don't know, i still can wear like that or not 
maybe i'll just wear headcover

but..right now..
enjoy wearing it hahahahahah




this is my aunt from mom's side
they took rambutan


now..

after aunt-dad's side- passed away
no one stay in this house
they killed her
murder case

drug n alcohol
isn't good
it made human loses their mind

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