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Wednesday, November 30, 2016

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they be like:

don’t go
change back your mind
let’s move out together
don’t be her friend cause she want to leave us

-___-!!!

and me: 

this is my fight song…
take back my life song
prove i’m alright song
don’t worry

o my..now…i just the same as my ancestor wakakakaka
i can feel you dear ancestor..pet our back bwahahaha
now i’m in tiger squad -____-!!!



-fight song-


trust your instinct



you should always trust your heart

when heart say no, it mean no
when heart say yes, it mean yes

before you can trust your heart,
make sure that heart is full with love
not a sick heart………………………….

before you become leader or a role model to people,  First, you yourself should be in that situation –problem- and then you can solve that problem, you’re a winner  , so you could understand your people condition.

Lot of people, they’re so weak and couldn’t move on. And they stuck in the same situation for too long. And longing for  people to help them. Don’t be afraid…You’re stronger than that. There is something inside of you…that you don’t know exist….

Love mean serenity, calmness. If you don’t get that in dark place. Get out from that place.

I try to taste it all, cause i want to understand about this world. In childhood, i choose to stay and love monster and help them to change.  i try my best, at last i be their friend and got their unconditionally love… I win hehehe. At that time…i can see ghost/spirit…and paranormal thing. And owl coming into my dream… Why?  There’re a lot of bird in this world, but why i keep dreaming about owl, it waiting for me… i should dream about pegion, penguin or what so ever…

ya she don’t like rude people, but she keep forgive them…you don’t understand her. People slap and kick her…But she still love that people…and hug them and be their friend…………….

Now,  i try to use second method…..ego vs ego…. It is good too…i love this ahahahahahaha
and break up bwahahahahaha
muah…



p/s: yeay dad too..he agree with my decision
mom and dad will go with me....to my new rent room

ofc...he disagree at first...and no no no...............
but well, i'm stubborn

when...i want something..i'll get it..no matter what.....
 
 

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

Hanya Milik Aku



ya, i know

when the light move out from dark place
that place will be like the city of the Death

no more light
all the flower will die
all the love will gone
do you know who will suffer?

let’s that thing suffer……………………………….
they deserve it………………………………………..

sungguh mengecewakan ahahahhahahaha
sudah ada di depan mata…tiada ia nampak
apabila hilang…meranalah dia buat selamanya

wahai tanah, wahai angin, sampaikan khabarku pada bonda
aku rindukan khayangan, istana chahaya penuh kasih dan cinta
anakanda bebas disitu

tanah ini berlumpur…
lumpur itu dilumurkan ke muka beta
tiadalah beta hanya duli pada Sang Dewata
di mana kaki melangkah
disitulah langit ku junjung….


di dalam hati ku simpan Dia
kemana sahaja aku pergi
ada Dia bersama aku sentiasa

tiada ku kongsi rahsia Nya
karana kecemburuanku dan Cinta itu hanya Milik Aku….

drama queen



me: mom, you’ll not have cleaner anymore, so you should do it alone
mom: i’ll tell him to move out
me: what? do you think i’ll return…i’ll not return unless he die.
mom: why you say like that…don’t be like demon
me: demon meet demon, he need that…

mom: do you think i’m not angry at him? but i’m patient

me: i can’t stay in this place, i already lost my patience. If you don’t wanna see i stab him with knife let me move out. You married demon and get child like demon. And you want me to stay in here…. i just lost my patience..i’m totally lost


demon think they know me…they don’t know that i’m their leader, and i can kill them.
low rank -___-

please read the demon diary comic, okay bwahahahaha

i don’t like coward…

ok..need to packing my thing…the owner of that house…somehow, she answering my question.  I write in here, what should i bring.  She told me in that message, i don’t have to bring anything, i just need to bring clothe.

this matrix is scary…but i won’t mind taking the risk….

i’ll not hurt good/nice people. I appreciate light so much. When you’re living in darkness for too long. You begin to appreciate, love everything that’s shine.



p/s: i love mom...
ofc i cry...i wanna stay with mom
she is like angel in my life............

but...i lost my patience


I'm patient. I can wait.





ya be patient and wait until you die kah kah kah

Monday, November 28, 2016

Shiva story

VEERBHADRA! THE DARK HERO

Narada noticed that Shiva was going into a different mood.


He had darkened, His face resembled the darkest cloud in the sky, and His eyes became bloodshot, His hair started rising in arousal of extreme excitement, like the mixed thrill of a warrior, when He is about to embark into an immediate and deadly battle.

He started stomping His feet on the ground, causing the earth below Him to quake and the mountains in the horizons actually seemed to shake.“Daksha, you will not be spared! Sati, I am coming! Sateee!!” 


The ganas repeated the call, “Daksha, you will not be spared! Ma, we are coming!!” Shiva started a war dance, tugging violently at His own hair and whirling in the air,His right hand pulled out His Trishula from the ground where it had been restfully parked for months, as if to jerk it out of its dormancy. 


“BABHAM!!” He yelled a war cry and lunged forwards.

“Babham Bhayankar, Jai Shiv Shanker!” cried the ganas, their collective voices sending shudders down the entire jungle and valley.


Then, Shiva commanded,“Get to Daksha! Kill all who come in your way of killing the vile Daksha. I want his head on my Trishula today. Even if a rishi or even if Vishnu or Brahma comes to His rescue, spare them not. Daksha’s end is here. It is going to be done. NOW!!”


“Jai Shiv Shanker Babham Bhayanker!” cried the ganas, and then added, “Jai Ho Veerbhadra!!” Narada noted that Shiva, in His darkest mood, had turned into a terrifying and almost sinister appearance, and yet he was the paradoxical hero. He moved like a one-man army getting ready to wreak havoc on all those who came in its way, and Narada was reminded of a cloud of locusts on rampage.'Narayan, Narayan' he trembled.





( SHIVA, The Ultimate Time Traveller.)

agree with you on this Shiva
i don't like Vishnu and Brahma
both of them: same like mosquito and fly

i want their head to be lost huhuhuhuhuhuu


feel like:
stomp on them bwahahaha

-____-!!!!


link

my journey begin....



yeay i already book one rent house, room
and it cost Rm 250 month…ok i can afford that

i’ll be missing my garden, this home, my mom
but i don’t wanna stay with demon……………….

i will return to this land on the day
after the demon die burning in flame
cause i don’t wanna see his face anymore
he shouldn’t exist
when he die, they shouldn’t put him in grave
cause he doesn’t belong to this earth
i think mother nature –earth- also angry with him so much

ya, i’m so angry
i already reach my limit

idk..it is coincident or what…
but everytime i angry at person/people… Something bad will happen to them
no, i’m not using dark magic..maybe because i angry at the right person………
and my word turn to be real……………………………………………………………………………
that is why, i’m not sesuka hati cursing people, eventhough how bad they are
cause i always hope, they will change for the better
i want them to have a better life, i always forgive….

this time…my heart already explode… and won’t take back my word……………..



p/s: dear princess?
why it should be this serious????
can you laugh and smile like always

i'll smile on the day he die..............