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Sunday, October 30, 2016

Diamonds in da sky

isn't it lovely?
that is why she love to be there

in fairytale realm

all star in da sky are mine only
and moon is her best friend

Saturday, October 29, 2016

moment...craziness..song





ya this song...
i hate you, i love you
scaryyyyyy


listening to diz song make me want to write like this:

please
its scary
can you see
i don't want her or him
i want me -____-!!!!!!
i want me?
ooo diz sound weird...wateva
i love me
cannot share me with human
cause i don't share me with anyone

dear me
human iz soooo weird
so we need to tell them
its just

only me, myself and i
and hug potato for a better life ahahaha
may penguin will always be with you
ya happy feet

i don't watch it yet...

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when dark monster taught a lot of dark thing to innocent light princess -____-!!!
this is how she react...

reality: T T yin yang -feel like hell to accept dark-

so, she run away to light side, her nature, her home
not whole/not complete but
that is her dream world
 only  half of her alive -light side-
 innocent little princess
in white world

she said: bye2 dark :P wekkkk
dear lil princess, why you do that? 
don't you love him too?

maybe...she want to teach him some lesson
who know...

hurm....
so what happen to them..next...
the last thing i could imagine about him
what i saw in that mirror world
and they also told about that legend.........-thanks, for lovely fairytale-i love u-
he cried blood tear...in that dark world
why cry?

cause he lost his light huhu

maybe he understand about love
and need his light back....

she already sulk with you
hurm dear dark monster
what to do now to win her back ?

good luck



link 
apa yang aku merapu ni adoyai
wateva


p/s:i'm not in anyone side
i'm just fans...
and i don't have that kind of love
what i learn from that fairytale -light and dark-

i think dark understand about love more than me
they can love hard and suffer...
but it is scary

ok..hiding in my blanket..cause their love story..is soooo scary.....

vasilina





Born without hands, the adorable toddler named Vasilina is seen in the video gripping a fork between her toes in an attempt to pick up food from a bowl.

wisdom


link
link


ya, give
the giver

the giver just wanna see their smile
and that is the best thing ever

your pain is my pain hurm
i wanna teach human about empathy
i want them to feel everything ahaha

and how to control that empathy

i mean...some people can't look at the suffering of other
they feel soooooo sad, and cry alot....ya, that is good sign,
cause it;s the proof you're human being and not heartless monster
but, you need to control that feeling, emotion

wherever we look at sick people
from empathy, we learn, we know that patient is hurting/is in pain
we want them to heal

give a hand...
and skip that sadness...
no need for sadness

help them as much as you can then leave the rest to God hurm
and empty your mind and heart from sadness and drama....
let it be empty

empty from human....

give and give...without any reason...
without needing any "thanks"












i feel sleeepy



p/s: today we visit uncle at hospital
i feel happy to meet with family :)
thanks...

Friday, October 28, 2016

-___-!!!

manja
wekkkkk :P

sibuk jugak nak memanja macam aku kah kah
aku tak pe la..cause me is me bwhahahahaha

orang pencen ni..mestila kena poyo

waaaa jelesnya...seronoknya tengok diaorg main
nak main jugakkkk, boleh? kah kah kah kidding. not interested
 
hurmmmm...


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they take it as serious matter
i know it is serious
but i'm too exhausted...........
mesti kuciwakan dengar aku cakap macam ni

research
hurmm

mungkin untuk spread kefahaman untuk manusiakan
convert data-data tu kepada bahasa yang mudah untuk difahami oleh manusia
dah diprogramkan macam tu

hurm..
i wonder
what they're planning to do

apa plan yang seterusnya

hurm

bolehke diaorg faham ilmu-ilmu kuno tu...
semuanya dah ada dalam diri
bila dah jumpa cara untuk access ke kotak simpanan ilmu-ilmu tu
kebarangkalian, data-data yang dalam bentuk energy akan ditukarkan ke dalam penulisan

penulisan secara automatik, dan proses tu sangat sakit................
tapi, macam dia cakap, teringinkan nak tengok depan-depan
tapi, aku tak sampai hati....

you know, it hurt -___-

hurm, data-data tu bersambung. orang yang berbeza hehe

universe is planning something...hurm

wakakaka merepek...

off

i should read about Carl Jung
automatic writing

hehe.. -___-
pening










p/s: cannot sleep larrrr
finally -____-!!!
ok..sleep..
meditate..off

Thursday, October 27, 2016

nite

i wanna sleep early
off from nite owl mood


i'm not normal like most human...
right now, i'm thinking
my real mission as this girl is...
finding, who am i......................
my memory

before that baby girl born, where is she?
we just know a little about that from scripture

they say, he say...
how about your own eyes? we can't just hold on to...he say, they say...
we have to see it with our own eyes


and i'm thinking,
i just can't follow human normal program, i just can't...
their way of life, it is something odd/weird for me

it feel like
i'm in this puzzle world and i met with all of you
without you notice, you're the sign, some sort of code that i have to understand
it make my mind like....gsdkshvkjfhgrwhgjnghahgahrlghhjijgoaj...ya something like that


alone
this world, it look like full with human/creature
but actually, it is, alone world, lonely world
when you close your eyes and sleep
all people around you, they're gone

can you feel it...hehe..not now, maybe sooner or later hehe
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i understand a little bit about your character/pattern
but i still confuse
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ahahahahaha...stop from serious mood...-_____- it's stresssssssssssssssssssssssss

So...my time, i'll spend it with watching movie, cartoon, book................................
ya, one more thing. To find the answer, please be true to your heart.......................
it doesn't matter if you're bad or good...just be true to your heart


my reality/responsibility only: study and work... -FOCUS-
only this two, i don't want to make thing to be complicated
ofc, prayer, cause i choose this religion ,it is kind of meditation
God didn't need your prayer, you need it
way to calm my chaos mind/self


FOCUS, FOCUS, FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,
FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,FOCUS,


First: study and book
and stay away from drama

there will be a lot of drama, if you choose to get married
your husband drama, your wife drama, your children drama.
They're Queen and King of  Drama/Illusion, their character
and when you stress, you can't focus
you'll be drown into their drama

so stay calm...and be happy..and be like me...stay away from drama -_______-!!!!


p/s: the end.. i love me
ahahaha




Wednesday, October 26, 2016

today was a fairytale



awww it is a sad song T T cry an ocean
maybe that is why i don’t have this song
teardrop on my guitar
this is not my favourite song, but it is still a beautiful song
ofc, i can’t listen to this song everyday, it’s too sad huhu

this part:
he says he’s so in love
he’s finally got it right
i wonder if he knows
he’s all i think about at night

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbkvLYrEvF4




today was a fairytale, i like that song..cause it sound happy
i like this part: ya only that part, cause i’m obsess with time/time travel n fairytale bwahahaha

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1JjxrvaxJM

time slows down
whenever you’re around la~la~la
me: what a pretty voice, beautiful voice

i think this is my first time, listening to this song






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most  of time, i don’t give a damn about love song and heartbreak
cause i always happy in my imaginary fairy2 tale, my own world
there is no human in that world bwahahaha they’re uninvited

sometime, friend told me about their heartbreak love story

i be like…
he’s not even handsome, why are you sad -___-!!!
how could he do that to you..awww pity my lovely cute friend -____-!!!
and then we laugh… crazy kah kah
haha sometime, you need this kind of heartless friend like me
i learn a lot from them…about heart
how human feel

example:
few month ago, mom  asked me….
what girl will feel, if their fiancée want to postpone their  marriage ceremony

me: mom, i don’t know how to answer your question. if that is my marriage, it is not he who want to postpone , but me ahahahaha. And not only that, i’ll cancel that marriage. i feel so happy  doing such thing. You should ask her this quest –my cousin-

mom: -____-!!!! ahahahaha

cousin: ofc, she will feel very very  sad. Especially if she got…very handsome fiancée, like that actor/model.

i forgot what she told us. But something like, from my understanding,  Got him today, and marry him tomorrow. Couldn’t wait anymore. That is how human feel, when they’re truly in love.

bertabahlah manusia2 kah kah

cousin ii: how about you get married…

me: me??? i’ll get married, next life -___-

cousin ii: ahahahaha i be lizard and you be frog in next life…how can you get married then.

me: ahahaahaha

p/s:  they’re crazy…but i’m the craziest -___-!!

next life, maybe i’ll be snow, air, water..cause in this life i’m burning fire, and tick tock tick tock to explode. You know, what is heaven for me? Heaven is a place without any creature/human and their dizziness. That is heaven. Only me. Peaceful place. exhausted with drama. I should stay away from human, as possible as maybe, as much as i can.

happiness is me and my game..ya warrior princess game...i'm  gamer

Tuesday, October 25, 2016

taylor swift song

i wanna listen to

teardrops on my guitar and today was a fairytale
internet is tooooooo slow like slowpoke
i don't have that song yet -______-!!!!
put it here, so i won't forget






hurm, i'm thinking, if this life is theater
i wanna play as sad character, not main character, not important character
cause i don't want to be partner to hero character -___-!!!
don't ever dream of me bwahahahaha

o god...she already disturbing...
ok gtg...
i'm listening to eyes open-taylor swift

p/s: i love you Taylor Swift...


Monday, October 24, 2016

what i feel?

everytime i speak with friend
i feel like hugging each of them
i just love them so much T T
-secret-shhhhss

they don't know
each of them look like star
look at sky, do you adore all the star
that is how i feel.

for me, they're perfect
ofc everyone make mistake we're human
but i just met, perfect in imperfection
the most perfect human...
i'm lucky to have them in my life

i feel like i want to give everything to them
i mean, i want to give them present/gift
you can't give from an empty vessel

i don't want anything
i just wanna give...
you know, the giver

like santa claus
i'm santa claus bwahahahahaha

i wish my dream will come true
just right now, i couldn't keep in touch with all of you
i need to settle a lot of thing...
my reality, my insanity
and be rational

i don't know how many year i'll take to settle my own problem....
just be patient with me...please love me muahahahahahahaha
if you don't love me, i'll punch your face ahahahahaha

p/s: just be patient, your time will come hurm
come on,
almost 17 year spend my time with friend n lot of human -dizzzzzy-
lemme spend alone time with myself...
let her be free and be at home
she never in home
she always, everywhere, anywhere -_____-!!!!
ahahahahaha

talking to the moon



link
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Saturday, October 22, 2016

Angelina Jordan- Fly Me to The Moon

repeat song

ya..she look like old soul haha
how old are you dear?

Greek Goddess
Fly Me to the Moon
N Let me Play Among the Stars
 
You are What i long for
                                                                  All i worship n Adore

Fill my Heart with Song
N Let me sing Forever more

You are What i long for
All i worship n Adore

in other words
I love Me so much muahahahaha

in other words
please be true









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don't like homework
i just like to daydreaming
i want to be free from anything
freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedoooooooom

Fly me to the sky
let me Play with star dust



crazy cat

link

Friday, October 21, 2016

fight song-list


ya..eva..i'm so in love with this song too
adorable lil eva..warrior princess-love-




my crazy moment


link

ok..follow his advise

i love me
i miss me

and sometime i miss my owl
owl, where are you now?

princess
is princess

she need to stay away from monster

link

hurm
sometimes
it is hard to think everything is illusion
all is energy....

i hate this puzzle

once i finish and understand about this puzzle
you better dead monster....
cause....i want to...cook you alive -_____-!!!


they become so obvious
i'm scared....

ya scared with you...
and tired and exhausted
gonna hide from monster

bye


Thursday, October 20, 2016

Fight Song- Night Owl time hehe






goshhh
i miss them all so much
hug their shadow huhu

i fall in love with all
i love all my friend -_____-!!!
cause they're so cute

night owl time
and they're crazy too
kah kah kah

spending time with night owl
now sleep time bwahahahaha


like a small boat on the ocean
sending big waves into motion

like how a single word can make a heart open
  i might only have one match but i can make an explosion


 losing friends and i'm chasing sleep
everybody's worried about me
in too deep
say i'm in too deep (in too deep)

p/s: cya..whenever we met
there is no night for sleep
night is our daylight ahahahaha
it always like that

we speak about everything...it is so strange
like i know them for thousand year...and love ahahahaha

i break their heart...when i choose to be alone...............
naaaa..this life is infinity..don't worry..we shall meet someday hehe
true love never gone, they will keep coming back hehehehehhehe

my healer

Tuesday, October 18, 2016

they be like...

i hate you
i love you
i hate that i love you
to me -_____-!!!! haha

jahatnya engkau
jahat pun aku
baik pun aku

what am i suppose to do

i didn't create follower
i be like, if we don't vibe...then we don't vibe



apa yang aku mahu, aku mahu mereka berjaya, tanpa aku
atau jika aku ada disitu pun aku mahu mereka berjaya.....



kau perlu tahu
didasar sudut hati aku
sedikit pun aku tak membenci

setelah aku tahu 
kita ini satu
aku terduduk dan termenung
bagaimana dia itu aku?
aku adalah aku

sakit hendak menerima hakikat yang satu ini

jika aku keliru
jadilah aku seperti ular yang kepanasan menggigit ekornya sendiri

jadi aku perlu rungkaikan kekeliruan ini
aku perlu atur, satu, satu, satu watak yang dimainkan oleh dunia bayang2 ini
aku perlu letakkan setiap watak ditempat yang haq bagi mereka
barulah pusingan kehidupan/jalan cerita ini akan berjalan dengan lancar

maafkan aku kesayangan
nampaknya watak yang dibawa kau di dalam permainan ini
tidak sejalan dengan diri aku

aku bukan lagi berpura-pura
aku hanya mengikut naluri hati aku

hanya mereka yang sejati
yang punya cahaya cinta
berani tampil mendekatkan diri

jika yang masih ragu
kau akan tertinggal disitu
sehingga satu masa nanti
mungkin kau akan bersedia sepenuhnya
untuk mengenali  siapa kau dan siapa aku

hati yang tiada kebencian
tapi tersekat dengan watak yang ditakdirkan buat aku
watak yang sangat gelap seolah kejam.....
itu hanya lakonan
tapi perlu

untuk kelangsungan jalan cerita ini

p/s: wahai jiwa2 yang satu
bersatu dengan diriku
dan tambahlah kekuatan cahaya dalam diriku
agar kebenaran yang berlapis-lapis dapat aku singkap

aku juga jiwa yang diuji
penuh dengan kekeliruan
wahai Tuhan...kasihanilah aku....


-tiba-tiba nak tulis macam ni-
-i love you all- take care-muah

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

Tuesday, October 11, 2016

who was i?


lately i'm watching, who was i? my past lives...tv series
it is exciting to know their story hehehe

Hypnotherapist Damian Bertrand guides people through life regressions that lead towards astonishing revelations. link

we should be open minded if we want to know everything
if we want to know the truth about this life
we should be wise/humble enough to admit

a wise man never knows all, only fools know everything







 link


http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x2ibx62


but they only remember, 1 or 2 character...not all



 i gonna watch it all
now, i'm watching episode 2

Friday, October 7, 2016

a human being

a human being

You are and you were always a normal human being. You only believe in what your eyes can see, but at the same time, you feel like there is something bigger watching over you. Never stop believing in that. As all creatures, you have two sides, Light and dark. But the “Light and Dark” thing in the human beings is very complex, because that is reflected on the life that they lived or that they are living. 

a vampire

You are a bloody Vampire. You might look like one human being, but you are not normal. You have an enormous desire of blood and you love to see creatures getting killed. You have a really really dark soul and you are very romantic, but in an unique way. You feel like you need to drink the blood of your loved one, to show him that you love him and to feel that you have a little part of him floating in your veins. 

a mermaid

You are a dangerous mermaid. You have killed lots of pirates and sailors with your seduction, in the old times. You love to sing (even if you sing badly), taking care of your hair and swimming in the sea. You feel a great connection with the sea. The sea sends you vibrations of harmony and power. As all creatures, you have two sides, light and dark. You are in the middle of those two, but sometimes you are a bit dark for men. “Men only think about SEX” or “Men’s specialty is breaking a women’s heart”, but let’s face it you can’t live without them.

a fairy

 Your soul hides a magical fairy. Is very possible of you being a fairy in your past life. You love to sing and dance everywhere you go, like you were shining. You are made for great things… You feel a big connection with the Nature. The Nature gives you power through the five elements: fire, water, earth, air and energy. Besides the Nature, you have a really strong connection with the moon, and the moon has a really strong connection with you. The moon gives you power and peace. You feel like she is your second home. You have two sides, as all creatures, light and dark. You are in the middle of those two, but in the right times, you fall on the light side.

 an alien

You are a mysterious alien. Your soul was born in another galaxy and you were born among the stars and among the planets. Looking and the stars bring you peace and memories. You possibly have stars that shine in the dark, pasted on the walls of your room. You have two sides, like all creatures, Light and dark. You are walking in the middle of those two. You are very funny and intelligent at the same time. You love science fiction or comedy (is very rare an alien having a passion for comedy, but you never know…).


 

p/s: all wrong
i'm princess -____-!!!!
and i hate king
i love queen
i love all animal.... 

and for prince charming
she said

you better DEAD...i found you, i kill you!!! hurm 
princess, shouldn't be weak, she can be strong, alone

ofc princess is smart
so she know the answer 

ahahahha kidding..

just for fun

fairy tale time...


i want to be princess...and i have white tiger, i have dragon...and live with them
my flufffy22222 pet...white wolf, white bear, winter...
no human
i hate human
cause they kill the nature
-____-

-warrior princess-

Wednesday, October 5, 2016

stuck in the middle







i love this song
Taylor Swift, Ayumi Hamasaki, and then OOR

legend ahahaha




sleeeeepyyyyy

hurm

i wrote a lot
waaaaaaaa
i don't wanna be serious

serious will make us streeeeeeesssssssssssss

so..don't be serious....and be funnnnnnnyyyy


it's scary
ya...you make me scared


nite..
i love you all
and i love me the most
muahahahahaha

ya..
just this time
just for once in my life time
let me solve this puzzle alone

ya
you can stay
but...
let me do it
you, don't do anything
let me do it....

princessssss is sleepy

Monday, October 3, 2016

song time -Anna Clendening-




you want her
you need her
i’ll never be her
i’ll be everything that you hate

every night i sing that song
i hate you
i love you
i hate that
i love you
and hate you
i wanna kill you
you better DEAD!
this song sound so crazy



p/s: i listen to that song...
i forgot what song and i add some more word and make it worst ahahaha
her/his life must be complicated...
so, please love you before you love anything else..it is so confusing to understand human muahahahaha

 old soul
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i love her voice
healing voice

- meet - will be positive