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Wednesday, August 10, 2016

next: awakening sign



sign of awakening process
it is hard to tell about this stuff…
may it be useful to you

Another sign of activate kundalini/awakening of your own self

i really wanna know all the secret about this life
desperately…so even it’s not my actual, i  mean the right time, i push/ i force myself
don’t be like me, just enjoy this life, not struggling, and slowly by slowly know all the mystery

T T
it can’t be help, my curious self, she want to know…so i ask dark from the dark side. Let me convert it into dialogue.

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awakening process

dark: it taste like orgasm. love, anger, hatred, lust, all in one. 
This is how i could explain about oneness to you.

me: >_< glup
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this is not the final explanation, take this knowledge, and combine with your knowledge. It is just a piece of puzzle from me. 

explanation:  hurm, ya another sign of awakening process, you feel/taste orgasm. This is the easy way to explain it to human. The word/term that you (human) would understand. The same taste, when you doing intercourse (wife+husband/male+female).  But it taste more powerful than that, maybe 100 times better than that, or thousand time powerful  than that. When human do s*x, they will get tired, right? But this kind of awakening process, it give you energy, you get the taste, and didn’t feel tired at all, calmness, serenity, love. So it is different from normal intercourse. It is not wet dream too. Orgasm all over the body. But you didn’t do any s*x with anyone/ghost haha. the end.

 ya, that force/energy look like this
for women, it look like this
for men..i donno (you need to ask another people)
idk...where is this picture coming from
what book, i donno



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hurm…but dark told, it felt like  love, anger, hatred, lust all in one. Maybe at the beginning, when this thing happen to you, you’ll cry, cause it is something strange. It taste good, but you’ll cry. Freaking scary T T

Me, when i see, s*x video (like porn) i be like, why they do it? What i see/feel from their aura. It is like, confusion, lust, sadness, fake. And it make me feel sad. Doing s*x and expose your body to the entire world for money. What kind of life, what kind of hell that you taste, until it drag them to be in such situation. hurm..ok enough (membebel pulak haha)

whenever you understand about yourself, even when pretty/handsome women/men ask you to have free s*x with them, and they already naked front of you. You won’t touch them, ya you can 100% control your p***s and v***na. So understand yourself first, before,  practicing your believe, your religion. So, it will never be like, adultery, cheating. Stupid human ahahaha. 




Awakening process make you love all human. You feel like, you want to protect them from any harm. And you feel like, you want to prevent yourself from harming another human. Awakening human. So in love.



before i forgot…


So it is normal for human to get married. Men and woman. That is, one of the safest/normal way to discover the mystery about life. Ya marriage. I feel happy  when i see happy family, ofc i want people to get married. So they won’t be alone. And step by step, both of them will discover about their self.


p/s: but when i see broken family..i feel like..i want to step on their face ahahaha.


Me? i’m totally weird, and not normal at all haha. i’m stubborn enough. I want to discover it alone. And i keep thinking, why human is so weird. Just seeing and thinking about mom and dad, already make me feel weird. I can’t imagine, if i get married,  what i’m gonna do with him, maybe i’ll stare at him, and poke him, and ask him….


me: are you real? or you’re just my imagination O_o don’t ever touch me…you make me feel scare 

me: you’re kind of cat or what? don’t ever!!! ahahaha


i’ll run away from him, and hiding under the table and cover my face with hand…It is so scary, like seeing ghost. Better not to cari pasal masuk ke alam perkahwinan. Lagi mengarutlah jadi kat aku huhuhuhu. Don’t wanna ex-change any saliva with anyone, yuck. Why should princess have to be like that. It is so rude to force innocent lil princess like me. Let me be alone. I don’t understand, such lovey dovey bird drama okay. Stay away…kick his face. So to prevent myself from harming people, better i’m not into marriage thing hahaha.

weird human life/system.

 no, i don't stupid dark..dumbasss (me, whenever..i get so angry with dark)

no, i don't ..semuanya sebab terpaksa T T
it is just i have to accept my dark side T T
it is not funny at all
nightmare









p/s: light won’t tell you this kind of knowledge…Better be with light side T T, for innocent lil girl like me T T. i’m kind of girl, when people talk/speak dirty joke about s*x or flirting , it take me a very long time to understand, what kind of shittt they’re saying. And when i know it, i be like O_O. oooooooo

yup i know, perasan suci ahahhaha..can’t help it, i love white…i don’t like dirt. but i play with mud

this world isn’t clean as snow as white, i love snow white -___-!!!, you should know your own darkness, so you may know how to deal with the darkness of other. Ya it’s better to be with light, but dark can explain more detail about this life. You got knowledge from both side..hahaha, complete -___-!!! ya , and the two of them, make you feel crazy. good. >_< and at last, i’m totally mental. ok just kidding.





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