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Monday, April 25, 2016

Inspiration

look...it's so cute n it start to trust that human.. look at:ear...so cute ^^

nice try..



p/s: i want to shut down my lappy..phone for 6 day..
ya..i want to focus on my task...
ok...meet again on May...

ya...privacy time...don't want any calling...
don't want any internet surfing heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

just me and my book....


all the best...

all da best...


-i think this is the best moment in his life-
-beautiful picture-
-feel ease at heart-
-calmness-

he want to be boy back..
so he made breast implant removal surgery
22 years old




-family support-




p/s: ya putting the right thing in the right place...

Saturday, April 23, 2016

life story (goose-animal)


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i want to be friend with..."human that animal love them hehehehe"
not they love animal but animal don't love them wakakakakaka
(what? they already try their best and have effort..hurrmmmm..then, try again wakakakakaka)
hurmmmm cat is not into that animal... ahahahaha...cause cat is mean, kidding
cat is cute..so it's exceptional...

hurmmm tiger and lion...and another dangerous animal...? i hate snake the most
 answer: hurmmmm..don't want to be friend with them...
cause they have the knowledge how to control that animal...it's not true love wakakakakakaka.....
it's force love...that animal have to obey them huhuhu
like black magic

but if they don't use any knowledge or anything
but animal like them...(wild and tame)?
ok..then you'll be my inspiration...adore you
  
why...?
hurmmm..because..i think that kind of people
they have a very lovely heart...
until animal too like them so muchhhhhhhhh ahahahaha

just my silly opinion...
 
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eternal truth will echoes throughout time endlessly



i want to tell you a lot of thing but my real task as student didn’t finish yet.
hurmmmm it’s kind of boring routine…i swear it ahahaha…hurmmm
me…every time i look at animal i just love all of it…they’re so cute
i like/love animal more than i like human..yaaaaaaa 

human have a lot of negative energy that make me feel confuse 
and want to stay away from them...but i've to control it and act cool
i'm so sorry..i'm not a nice person
but i just sensitive with energy... i feel it...

i’m not vegetarian…once i wish to do that but can’t do it…
-___-!! all my family member eat meat, and every time mom cook
she be like “eat it!!!!! if not i’m sulk”
but i adore vegetarian’s people…they have a soft heart, kind heart…

ya…i eat chicken, fish, and sea creature, not much red meat (beef: cow, buffalo ) …sometime
ya just this animal


i’ll not eat rabbit, goose, goat, camel, horse, duck…and everything that look cute…will avoid eating it


what if..someday you'll be put into island...and there is no food..only rabbit, goat and all cute animal
hurmmmmmm...my answer is...let me die with that animal they're so cute...i can't eat them....
stupid..how can you eat rabbit that look like cat... -_____-!!!

damn..now i feel like become one of vegetarian aishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
grrrrrr

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ya..i know..it sound ridiculous ahahaha


Friday, April 22, 2016

feeling


it come again...the feeling that i can't describe
it feel so sad...ya from time to time it will come

do you know how it feel?



only when i sat with them... they might understand it
cause i and them... we share the same feeling

it's a kind of longing...

ok...already feel a little bit better
ya..it's fleeting moment...it come and go
so sudden...

it feel like..something come and whisper to your heart
you can't describe it with word yet you understand it clearly...

this feeling make you want to lie down and look at sky
if you're in room it make you want to stare at ceiling or wall...
stare and listen to the fan sound and not say a word
it's empty...

ya the same feeling when you lie down in darkness and sleep
isn't it comfy and calm?



p/s: the end ahahahaha crazy

hehe...angry


ofc we can get angry
we just human ahahaha

ya..but don't let hatred ruin you...

if they punch your face one...you can punch back their face one...
hurt them back the same quantity they gave to you.... just for their lesson


ya..ofc we should love people...hurmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
so..don't mess with me......eventhough i forgive......... i'll not forget



Thursday, April 21, 2016

war mood

hurmmm...

i already wrote it on paper...but it's hard for me to type in on microsoft word...
now i can read about military essay but i don't have chemistry with it hurmmm

something wrong? hurmmm
why my heart hate it so much
let's see...what is the consequence...why my heart fear it so much...

i remember about my uncle..when he further his study in the same uni as me
ya..he is in military field...already finish his task here...

he said:

he: ya i went there...but i don't go see you...cause i know, i'm no one to you -___-!!
me: ahahahahaha (sound sulk)

ya..i've to agree with you uncle...i'm not into that military stuff...but we still friend  wakakaka
far away friend..not close one wakakakaka (bad me)

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hurmmm...30 minute before subuh prayer...and i just stare at it...oh noooooooooooooooooooooooo
ok..i want to see what will happen to me..if i finish this task..what will happen with this writing..........
why it is so hard? i gonna die

i feel so stupid

i wannna screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i think if i write about cat..it'll be a lot more easier than this
or if i write about..something lovely and have nothing connection with murder, blood, destruction...
but...can't turn back now...i have to finish it...don't be like King of Evil....


be responsible!!!!!!!!!if you start doing something, you have to finish it....not leave it...

if you leave it...
then start new one...and if new one also not perfect...again you'll leave it. 
and at last...you'll get nothing... and a lot more trouble will come...

creation (my writing) so i have to be responsible about my writing...

create it (writing) even it doesn't perfect i can still repair it...
and not leave it and create new subject..............................
this is how..knowledge will have soul/feel inside it...not empty
cause you care about it

you've made a promise...and they still waiting....don't disappoint them
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ok, more example:

hurmm...
you're student..and you take media course cause you like it
but suddenly after 3 semester..left 3 more semester...you feel that course is so hard
and you feel you can't do it anymore...you feel like you want to stop...and quit.......
but at first...this is what you want..you really like it, you really like this course !!!!!!!!!

you aren't responsible with your study...you aren't responsible with your creation (media course)
and it will give a lot more trouble later....

maybe..if you still have parent...parent will be worried for you
if you make loan for your study...than you'll have problem with loan...
if you change to another course...it'll need a lot more cost

and it will give you a lot more headaches hehehe

so, don't be like King of Evil!!!!
take responsibility for any decision that you've made....
think deeply....

don't hate your creation wakakakaka

cause all knowledge is precious...it have beauty in it...you've to discover it...
don't lose your control..be patient...work hard...don't lose hope...
do all the best you can....

imperfection is perfect...you've to accept that...

p/s: i don't know...what i sayy....

i already hear ...azan..ok gonna pray subuh bye2



this song is beautiful...
i always hear, listen song..but my interpretation always different
it always remind me about something else...

when i hear ayumi hamasaki's voice...she remind me about princess,queen, legend hehe
when i listen to Lorde..she remind me about kingdom ahahaha

their voice made me feel history..memory...ahahahaha


ya..i'll just listen to that kind of song that feel like history and memory...
don't care any genre...and any language...i'll just listen

Wednesday, April 20, 2016

Taylor Swift: 73 Questions


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Quest: If you have superpower what would it be ?
Taylor Swift: healing people

Quest: What do you think is the most  important life lesson for someone to learn?
Taylor Swift: the KARMA is real







p/s: ya...agree healing people...
your voice is so beautiful...healing voice

i love Taylor Swift

Tuesday, April 19, 2016

Opinion 3 (goddess)



(just finish watching this game..today)
(Bhunibelze) start from 8:24:00 -8:29:00


(i want to watch this tooooo...but i don't have much time...huhuhuhuhuhuhu)


God (Bhunibelze) that they mention in this game, he have similarities with Brahma characteristic
In trinity teaching we call he as God of Creation or King of Evil or Coward…
he want perfection in each creation but nothing as perfection ever exist
So he abandon his own creation and create new one…again and again
he doesn’t have emotion (no emotion at all) he doesn’t love his creation
He just like to create and won’t be responsible for his creation
(I don’t care bout you..go die cause you’re not perfect…hehe)
And his creation always bring disaster

Why he keep creating? Cause he want to see perfection in his creation…but his dream just a dream
We need to slap his face or punch his face like lightning do maybe…so he might wake up huhuhuhu

Ya..in goddess stuff you should read about trinity…then you’ll understand it
Trinity: 1. Shiva+Shakti 2. Brahma+Sarasvati 3. Vishnu+Laksmi
Coding this game ahahaha..just opinion..doesn’t have to agree with me…peace


Example: hurmmm..like mom giving birth to child and then she abandon her child …then can you think what will happen to that child? Maybe it will be 50:50 or 60:40 that child will be broken… huhu 


 p/s: hahahaha la~la~la sing