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Wednesday, October 28, 2015

hmmm again...


i think..i gone crazy..
today i push away nice person from my life...

ya..sometime they're not toxic..
cause i just feel like pushing people away from me... ^___^...
ofc before i  made that  decision..i will cry

after i do that (pushing)..i feel so release..relief....relax...i feel happy
i think, i do something good haha :D

beloved?????
oo they're kind of stubborn people...i keep pushing them away...
but they keep coming back...maybe i'm magnet...and they're iron/metal -_____-!!!!
(i don't want to speak with them...)
how many time????
even my finger can't count how many time...


when i don't want to speak with them..they'll do anything to make me speak back..
i think they're crazy
better i silent
sometime i feel scare with them
i feel like hiding...


hmmm..my motto..or my philosophy of life




and cousin laugh at me...huhu
what eva..haha

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

ya..it wasn't me -___-!!! shittt... :D


ya..
ofc...it wasn't me...hmmmm
cause i'm nice...
n ofc it was you...
cause you're rotten n bullshitt...
spiteful...

ya..great..he/she repent  n regret
but never give them second chance ^___^.
ooo..cammon...
follow..dark rule
be strong...






p/s: people that we love to kick their butt muahahaha
bye2 romeo n juliet haha

stay away from this kind of toxic
need to teach them some lesson ^____^.

Monday, October 26, 2015

...

how many??

last month + this month..i guess 5 people ^^

dear..as immortal...and old soul
if it is not important
we don't like to confront with conflict...
feel so tired

if you don't like that character...
get rid off them from your life
and if you don't like to be alone
wait and hope for another better character to come into your life

don't be moron...
why let toxic people live in your life
they create their own drama then they deserve their own karma huhu ^^

they don't deserve second chance...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dah la bodoh..sombong..pulak..lempang jugak nanti ish...sengal~!!!!!
silap aku jugak...biasalah..kadang2 aku terlebih baik..hmmmm..
sebab rasa macam sebati, sehati sejiwa, sesatu..ehhh merepek
lepas tu baru mula ingat, ni pentas lakonan, ish kena belakon betul2 huhu hahaha

hmmm...aku biasa dah...kalau kena lempang..aku lempang dia balik
kalau kena terajang..aku terajang dia balik...
huhu mesti la sakit...tapi puas hati......
last sekali dia yang mengalah
bagus2...

bila kau baik..aku pun baik la dengan kau
tapi jangan harap nak dekat dengan aku...
sebab menyampah..sesumpah sungguh!!!!
kau suka aku pun...
kau perhati je lah dari jauh
aku ni takde perasaan...

hormat je yang tinggal wakakakaka



crazy thought
-dark-

bye2 again


again..i reject people
ofc..it isn't feel okay....
^^

for the sake of originality
for the sake of sincerity of heart
i have to do that

acting my rule

watch your manner dear...
if you want to be my friend...
watch your manner!!!
again...
watch your manner


it is not my job to fix you...
if you want to ruin yourself...
my pleasure..please do that ^^
haha

i love to see you suffer..suit with arrogant you and fool you

if you want to change..and you need a lil help...
if i can help..i'll...
if i can't...i wish all the best for you


-dark-


p/s: dear love...people come to you...
not you asking for them..to come and stay...
ya..just stay there..silent..and do your work..
i love you

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Marimo



it look so beautiful
i want to have it....

i just need to put in water...no need to watering it daily...just suitable with me ^^ lol

cactus also suit with me but..
i want something cute type of plant/grass whatsoever
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inspire 2



dear...
Goddess of Nature..Natura
sweet to the good, but bitter to the bad...ya this is nature

 link
 The story of ancient. Whose legend we should never forget. Goddess of Nature.

lot of fakeness haha

 
she's/he's not a saint
and she's/he's not what you think!!!
she's/he's an actress/actor

one of my favourite song ^^ haha

ya..go and stand in the corner
and think about what you did!!!
mommy is teaching you some lesson muahaha

siapa yang sedar, dialah pemenangnya (pusingan 1)


p/s: i'm use not to sleep at night muahaha
back to ancient time..my old self....
ya..me and friend not to sleep at night is normal
and we don't even get sleepy in class...full of energy
weirdo us huhu...

i hope i'll recover fully..sooner...
bring back my energetic me...
i miss my old self...la~la~la

Friday, October 23, 2015

inspire 1




done..1 chapter
how..hmmm,i know my responsibility is big...so i keep delaying it
(cause i feel...burden,tired...,........)kidding la~la~la
ya...begin with  telling the history of dark to young generation
with hope, they may learn from history...

that’s okay...i give my time, my lovely sleep time...
for my lovely young generation..my beloved
mom also want me to walk in this route
knowledge

choose wisely dear young sun, young moon
how they/you want to build/construct/create  their/your  future
either they/you  choose to live in war zone or
live in  glorious time of science and technology, glorious time of  all knowledge and peace zone

^^
p/s: gonna pray tahajud...then...read al-kahfi...and continue my reading
mimi...why so serious??
cause i love this dream...
this life is more beautiful than sleep...life is my dream...it mean i already sleeping and life is my dream
when i wake up from this dream...i’ll remember back all my dream in dreamland i call as life....and smile






Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Frozen



i told you already...
my friend is dark...
but dark with pure heart...

so they already unlock their own memory :)
so sweet dear...i'm jelous
ya..i want to see you happy

i hope you too will remember back...
gonna hug you haha
i'm coming home
home sweet home

like pure..child hug...
don't have dirty mind...

-light princess-

good :)


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hmmm...
muffin have that kind of eyes..yaaa
but he just a cat..not tigris ahahaha


good..dear..
miss you so much...
ya..we have to read a lot of book hmmmm...
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ok... ya...all is energy..vibration...light density..different frequency
maybe your frequency..close to mine...nearly same with mine...
so we met hahahaha why we want to experience this kind of thing ahaha
your mind describe it as the thing you see right now...
actually it's just yin and yang...



illusion hmmm
you like love story so much
who told you, you have beloved???
you don't have it...it just illusion....
but..we're immortal...so we've to live in illusion
this gigantic illusion is so beautiful... 
only if we know the secret of this life

drama..hmmm...
when he kill your beloved...
you have such kind of anger,revenge, hatred
but..what if i told you...it is just illusion, it is just a dream
cause you want to feel it...you want to experience it
you want to experience anger, hatred...
cause...you're sick
and you build your own matrix world
and past memory...you conceal it 
you lock it..and ofc..you have the key 


ok...

pure dark choose to live in pain
and become enemy with pure light 
pure light also see dark as enemy
both of them "insane"
dear we can't see in bright light
and also we can't see the truth in deep dark
both of you're blind...
and puppet
actor and actress
stage performer

master in chess game black and white...
war game


and memory only will be unlock 
when you have pure heart
sick heart...will stuck in the same place until it pass the test
heart/eyes that want to know the truth
heart that know about love
heart that want to know
why this world look like crazy place...
like something is very wrong somewhere










why i have to explain..about this...
i'm just a child....
i feel so sleepy...
it just a puzzle..solve it hmmmm
i want you to be strong...
and bring back peace to earth
 

right now... i'm reading about Timur huhu

ofc..we live like normal human being....
be the best..okey

ofc.. i love God..so much

i don't know what i say..i'm crazy..see ya..love you

why dear??


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loeU-MZSX0k



in this century
a girl:
*i’m scare...who is Inao...bridge...two people on bridge...a girl and a boy...his face was sad...but he smile.
**you imagine inao as a girl...look back...remember back.
* who is Inao...why ..
** the memory is too pain...you manipulate the true story. Remember...what you see..a men, a boy
* who is she..the one that wear black...with long black hair...she is inao.
** she is a story teller...to tell you about Inao.  true love never dies dear...through him that girl finally realize and know the secret of this life.
*...
**hmmm i understand, you don’t want to remember about him
* why
** he cause you too much pain..you don’t even want to see his face anymore. She have a spirit of Inao in her. Maybe she have blood related with him..
*i want to kill him?i hate him?
** he just want you to remember his name...his name will lead you to your last destiny. Maybe  he know..you’ll hate him...he ask that girl to be close with you. His lover living in amnesia. Living in deep pain.
*...
** who do you meet in this century...your family...your friend...did they keep repeating his name. And how do you know that name?? do you ever read about him in any book or manuscript.
*no..i don’t ..it just so sudden,coincident . I just thinking that name is mystery. I thought that girl is Inao. And right after that...family and friend also start to  tell about Inao. but that is not a true story...legend.
** dear...that is a true story..Inao is real dear..maybe the way they tell about him and and his history have a lot of mistake in it...that princess (his beloved) she ran from castle and acting as men.Through her journey  not only men, women also  falling in love with her . She have a lot of charisma. Like Mulan story ya...
* ya..i feel tired with legend...i don’t want to think about it
** do you get the secret knowledge through his name?..Don’t lie
* ya..i got...she and he live in every human’s heart...their history will keep repeating. Cause both of them are true lover.
** you hiding something...you hiding a lot of it...
* they can’t bear the pain...
** hmmmm you belong with him
* -____-!!!! stupid story...my beloved already die
** i feel pity with you
* haha...if i be his lover...i’ll never give him second chance..he should die. Stay with his girlfriend..why falling in love with me..yuck...he think i’m doll/toy. love story should be like...you’re my first and my last. damn it..he just ruin my mood. such a playboy..he think he is prince...he can do whatever he want?? karma dear..karma...will hit you like crazy..
** ok dear..keep calm...it just history...you already got what you want..do you remember me?
* who are you...? no i don’t...
** you have a reason why you don’t want to...
* whatever the reason was/is...it must be painful. ya..just give me a time...hmmm
** you still can’t remember the real Inao...ok...After you got the true story about him and her...tell me about him..
* whatever...pay back time... i just curious..it feel like a lot of story....like unfinished puzzle. I just can feel..a girl with her love story, anger, death. Ya..we got the secret knowledge...but for history part...my memory isn’t fully recover...
** when do you start to remember about him..
* i think..during my saddest time..thinking about God, life, death..during my teenager. Sadness will lead you to your memory..

p/s: don’t ever imagine my inao in kazeyuki as boy...That inao is the last daughter in hiedeki family, have a long black hair..she is the secret keeper. and..pure heart type huhu
p/s: just a fairytale ^^ why so serious
p/s: i just show you..how...


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old conversation between *Yura and ** Inao

*remember the way we hesitate long time before?
** hmmm

* i was so afraid with dark...even the truth was buried inside of it. 
Well, what is the ending for them.
** step forward...the answer is  always behind  the fear.

* it will continue forever...
** fear is obstacle. if you won’t face it right now...it will coming back. Continuosly.

* it’s so cruel. This is why light don’t allow this path. They don’t want people to suffer.
** can’t you see the vibe? It’s all become mess and too crowd. Their mind can’t bear it.

* i understand...the conceal memory is there...when light and dark collapse the memory will be open. They miss their own face and memory.

** don’t want to coming here yet? so, choose the long journey..
it will be more interesting. Even when we’re apart, fate will bring us together back.

* yup..agree. And they will gain a lot more knowledge...if it is just end like that...
This story will be so boring.

** what you see in this life...all of it is inside of you...inside that conceal eyes.
who do you love? who do you hate? to who you’re angry at? hmmm answer it?
if you point the finger to something/someone else...it may take a very long time to clean up the mess in you.

* dear light..keep trust in love...how crazy all of you can be -___-
** believe...nothing as sadness when you gain your own memory. You miss it so much. dark will be so crazy and kill all...this is how they express it...they miss it, so much.

* they just too weak...let them rest. What is inside of us Inao?
** nothing,...emptiness,...nor love or hate...

* you always spoil their mood! -___- they like love story(let them be)...cause  we like to look at them...it is such a sweet memory.
** i like horror...ofc dark story...who kill who?
*  are you angry with yourself inao?
** hehe...
* better we keep silent..


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i'm tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.....
can't sleep..cause i need to read a lot of book..feel like crying
hahaha midnight or morning fairytale



Friday, October 9, 2015

...

hmmm
both of them??

ofc..always the most important people in my life ahahaha
see..i like to run away from people...and never turn back
no second chance la~la~la

don't make people change you..
you change people...
if they can't change for a better life
leave them...
such jerk...

this is what i always do...
but my world just turn upside down...
cause my beloved
they teach me to stayyyyyyyyyyyy....

dear...hmmm you're special case..won't mind at all...ok rest in peace

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hi reader,

first rule of dark...

if you want to get rid off..people that mean the most to you but parasite
don't care..family, friend,enemy or what so eva 

if they're parasite...they will make you like rubbish
if they're people of love..you're there or not
they will be okay
so don't worry bout them
u just need to take care of your own self
such naive pity creature!!!!!!
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once you walk away
please/never/don't look back (it's a big sin if you do that muahaha)
forgiveness???? this kind of thing..you should learn it with light not with dark
this is dark rule

shadow,
i just teaching you to be strong ahahahaha
and you don't know what kind of ego mask they wearing
before they break your heart..break their heart
until their heart become dust hahaha

hmmm...pure love always win
but (parasite) they still don't have it...
so...you can act like a dark master 
ego vs ego muahahaha

hmmm..
people come to you
not you come to people
ok...
don't begging like slave..

-dark me-

i'm crazy...
and don't know what i want
hahaha

p/s: cyaaaaaa. i skip my routine...
ok..time to be alone ..with me myself

please appreciate pure love..cause they're so sweet
appreciate people with empathy
appreciate people that have rational mind

cause..people nowadays... they're insane..no common sense...
just few still alive...creature with humanity...
so we should appreciate them.. lot of love


i guess this is Qurratul 'Ain or maybe Shieren  mood