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Saturday, January 31, 2015

^^ eclipse




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what to do...
my beloved don't want to come back, yet...

sooner or later 
^^
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cause i can't accept 
my beloved live in amnesia
so i have to close the door

ofc i love you


p/s: her drawing is so beautiful
love it


This was a movie






p/s: mom found sirrul asrar book by syeikh Qadir Jilani
and she read it...

me: i have that book...you know...for a very long long time ago (drama).
      And only now you read it -____-

mom: i don't know you have it...It is so interesting

p/s: from last night until this morning..she read it
p/s: ooo mom..don't ask me weird question hehe

and then i look at her

me: why you're crying?
mom: i don't know...i just read it and then i cry...
         it feel sad..so i should stop reading

me: -____- hehe

me: what number you always see
mom:11

p/s: she said..she don't understand most of it....but deep inside feel so sad
p/s: remind the soul about the day of promises
p/s: why you forget bout me ^^


O Lord, give me strength to walk on the road of Unity. Give me a yearning for the secret place of freedom…link



monkey

Take your time and see if you can read each line correctly without a mistake.

This is this monyet.
This is is monyet.
This is how monyet.
This is to monyet.
This is keep monyet.
This is a monyet.
This is monkey monyet.
This is busy monyet.
This is for monyet.
This is 30 monyet.
This is seconds monyet.


Now go back and read the third word in each line from the top down.


:P 

muffin isn't here...so i bullying you :P






Thursday, January 29, 2015

meow n duck







p/s: i think..big sis will not bring muffin home
cause he vomit -____-

so i can't bullying or call it ghost n mop

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he, she...they’re sex maniac
eww disgusting

Aihara...i kill them,front of eyes! ^^
begin with your beloved hehe
remember?
blood...
so sweet...

what...?
don’t worry his reign already end (long time ago )...
now, they have no more protector
this is our turn...
too slow dear...

hmmm...choose!..oh no need
i’ll make the choice for you
we begin with
 castrate!

at least we don't do that to your beloved
Yuuya...
he just die with poison...
aren't we're too nice to that traitor
he have too many faces

disgusting! 

ofc rat poison...
^^

-Qurratul ‘Ain -





inao: the dark cloud...
yura: they will bring rain of blood...and the flood of blood will coming into each of their home
inao: ...
yura: light is too slow?
inao: they always took a very long time to reach the earth
yura: light year...


Qurratul 'Ain: hehe

p/s: O__O!!

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p/s:sound like Beyonce
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 ya..i wish he die ^^
hehe
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In my Soul there is a temple, a shrine, a mosque, a church where I kneel.
Prayer should bring us to an altar where no walls or names exist.

Is there not a region of Love, where the Sovereignty is illuminated nothing,
Where ecstasy gets poured into itself and becomes lost,
Where the wing is fully alive but has no mind or body?

In my Soul there is a temple, a shrine, a mosque, a church that dissolves,
That dissolves in God.
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Love

I have loved Thee with two loves:
a selfish love and a love that is worthy of Thee.

As for the love which is selfish,
Therein I occupy myself with Thee,
to the exclusion of all others.

But in the love which is worthy of Thee,
Thou dost raise the veil that I may see Thee.

Yet is the praise not mine in this or that,
But the praise is to Thee in both that and this.
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O my Lord, the Stars Glitter

O my Lord, the stars glitter
and the eyes of men are closed.
Kings have locked their doors
and each lover is alone with his love.

Here, I am alone with you

 Reality

In love, nothing exists between heart and heart.
Speech is born out of longing,
True description from the real taste.
The one who tastes, knows;
the one who explains, lies.
How can you describe the true form of Something
In whose presence you are blotted out?
And in whose being you still exist?
And who lives as a sign for your journey?

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p/s: please die...
you lie
give me your life
i live and you die  ^^
happy
coward!

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

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too many heart will crying
that is okay dear...

in this life journey...
as long as we're in this matrix
we can't see the whole view

wake up...
the truth
i can't smile and laugh at you
i know what it feel to be in your place

look at me...
i'll tell you
the whole story
slowly by slowly

i promise to read this book until it last pages...
promise is still promise
i'll never forget the promises
between me and you...

p/s: or us
smile...

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

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-_____-Q!!

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dear...
they gone crazy again...
lets me tell you...
we should hide ourself
you can't fail in this action movie

be arrogant as you can...

acting... ^^

cause when they know you..
they keep falling in love

insane...i just want to tell em
home is waiting for you

hiding in dark
wear mask of dark
be evil ^^
so...they will not see yaa
(don't want to join with you)

^^
don't be weak...
i love you
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p/s: i like to see they fail haha....
the true warrior won't give up

dear dragon...

dragon: i'm always your friend..you the one who always turn away
wondering around...

me: ya...i kind of puzzling

2004 BL86



On January 26/27, the asteroid 2004 BL86 will sweep past the Earth at a distance of 1.2 million kilometers, three times the distance of the moon.

it have moon ^^
you like moon

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p/s: dad already in home..
ya..he still weak...

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we live here almost for 30 year
first time...dad caught in that fever

i get nightmare
that nightmare is about exam -____-
and a lot of arabic word
mom already woke up..then she pray tahajud

and big bro..like always..
he sleep in light on...safe and soundly
he didn't go to work
cause he went to hospital, last evening......
and be with mom n dad

big sis..
she want to visit dad
this thursday she will coming home


me....
good morning and good night


p/s: cya...
feel so calm
hope..dad..will be okay
cousin also caught in this fever...(kl)
he already okay...
aunt ask him to drink a lot of water n hundred plus
so he doesn't have to be in hospital..
15 year old

Monday, January 26, 2015

hmmm

today dad..stay in hospital
he caught in dengue fever
papaya leave juice
and crab sup will help a lot

pray for my dad to be okay...


ada juga yang rebus dan minum airnya tapi mungkin lambat kesannya. waallahualam. Pengalaman saya, lebih mujarab daun yang segar dibasuh, ditumbuk, perah dan tapis. Terus minum 1 sudu atau 2 sudu (tapi pahit la sikit). Alhamdulillah apa yang buat pada anak saya berkesan dengan cepat.

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today...

someone: can you be my wife
me: no

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i'm okay..
i can control myself
and not angry anymore
i have to balance dark n light inside of me

anyway i love me ^^
you have to love me too
and everybody should love me

p/s: :( i want oxford

Allah akan mengosongkan hatimu untukNya sahaja, Dia Maha Cemburu terhadap hati para Nabi, Wali-WaliNya dan hamba-hamba yang dicintaiNya.


Siapa yang telah mendapat Allah, maka cukuplah Allah baginya.







p/s: hmmmmm...maybe my mood will swing...
sad...

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if you're fighting with each other
i'll scold both of you haha
be careful...
i'm nature...
wind, fire, ocean, earth, sky
they're my friend...and they love me a lot
i'll tell them...you cat..are not nice! hehe


p/s: happy morning cya
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Sunday, January 25, 2015

^^



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aku menjadi kejam
sejak kebelakangan ini
haha

jangkit dengan kau la
budak sombong haha

ehh lupa..sori
semulajadi la

aku jadi baik pulak  
 




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what?
i can't hear you
^^

* you don't understand?
- i don't talk in such language...
* hmmm ancient language
- that is too old
* you remember that voice...
- traitor


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p/s: what voice?
p/s: only that traitor know it...^^

Saturday, January 24, 2015

-____-


-_______-!!














p/s: i won't listen if someone talk  to me like that
i only listen to soft voice la~la~la
lower pitch
i remember...i just stand like that
and will not move an inch
good girl

i listen to aunt and cousin..cause they talk so soft with me la~la~la

dad, mom..i'm so stubborn

near one week, dad caught in fever
so i have to replace him..watering all his plant
and i bullying lily...lulu only daughter
she have a same face with lulu..but her fur darker than lulu

how i bullying her?
watering HAHA...HEHE
i like to see her ran like crazy

grandad and cat



my grandad story and cat

grandad...even with very fierce cat, he can handle that. Everyone was so scared with that male cat, only grandad took care of it, and one day, because it done something bad, it ate neighbour’s chicken/hen, and neighbour start complaining, so he brought that cat to somewhere else. He love that cat.

second story...this male cat was soooooooo bad. It can’t saw any kitten front of him, that bad cat will killed all kitten. One day, it killed kitten again, and make grandad soooo angry, cause all people in that house love that kitten (i mean, mom and her sibling love that kitten), it was so small,cute with orange and white color.  So grandad took parang/knife and killed the bad cat. After that, grandad fainted -_- and grandmom was so shocked and scared, saw grandad killed cat.

and K. Farah told me...the cat in her house also kill kitten. One day when she woke up, and beside her pillow,  it put kitten’s head -_-. She screamed arghhhhhhhhhhh O_O

she love cat so much. Everytime her cat died, she cry -_-

me: why you took care of that bad cat?
k.Farah: that isn’t my cat, i can’t handle bad cat...that is mom’s cat.
me: -_-
aunt: ya..that cat is sooooo bad hehe



p/s: see, cat can be spoil
if you don't want to be hurt by spoil cat...
don't play with cat!
if you're same as my grandad
sure..welcome..take care of that cat...

Friday, January 23, 2015

Tok Guru Nik Aziz

KOTA BHARU - Ahli Parlimen Pasir Mas, Nik Mohamad Abduh Nik Abdul Aziz menyatakan bapanya tidak berhasrat menjalani rawatan kimoterapi sebaliknya akan terus bergantung kepada ubat-ubatan yang disarankan doktor.

Menurutnya, ayahnya akan terus mengambil ubat-ubatan dalam bentuk tablet itu yang lebih berfungsi untuk memberi tenaga kepadanya.

Tak ada, yang ada sekarang hanya untuk memberi tenaga kepada ayah, sebab sebelum ini dia kekurangan garam, "katanya kepada media selepas melawat ayahnya di Unit Rawatan Rapi (ICU) Hospital Universiti Sains Malaysia (HUSM) di sini, hari ini.

Dalam pada itu, Nik Mohamad Abduh berkata, keadaan ayahnya agak stabil namun kelihatan agak letih dan batuk-batuk.

"Ayah nampak letih, ada jangkitan sikit, kalau tetamu datang, dia celik dan tanya khabar menyebabkan dia kurang rehat, "katanya.

 Terdahulu, Nik Aziz menerima lawatan daripada Tengku Mahkota Kelantan, Dr Tengku Muhammad Fa-iz Petra yang meluangkan masa kira-kira 15 minit untuk melihat perkembangan beliau.

Baginda yang tiba kira-kira jam 5.40 petang diiringi exco kerajaan negeri, Datuk Abdul Fattah Mahmood dan Dr Ramli Mamat dilihat meninggalkan Wad 2 Delima tepat jam 5.55 petang.

Adun Chempaka itu disahkan menghidap kanser prostat sejak lima tahun lalu dan  dimasukkan ke ICU Selasa lalu.

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motivasi untuk kau la



Soalan #31

"Bang, saya dah nak nikah 3 bulan lagi. Dah bertunang. Tapi, tunang saya pernah pukul saya. Kalau cemburu saja, pasti kena pukul. Selalu saja ajak saya buat bukan-bukan. Bila tunang ni, makin menjadi-jadi bukan-bukannya itu. Setelkan pls."

Aku:
"Amboi, suruh kita pula setelkan masalah negara dia. Koh koh koh.

Baru tunang dah kena makan penampar. Lepas nikah agaknya kena muay thai. Dik, kalau perangai macam ni, tak perlu tanya abang dah. 

Ketepikan sayang dan cinta itu. Ketepikan status tunang itu. Tunang hanya proses untuk mengenal pasangan. Bila awak dah tahu sikap barannya, sikap miangnya itu tahap buaya tembaga rambut dijangkiti kutu babi, maka fikir logik sajalah.

Putuskan.

Sebagai orang yang masih siuman, kalau kena tampar atau pukul ni, rasa sayang pada orang itu pun berterabur di lantai bersama pukulan yang singgah di muka. Hati jadi kosong, beb. Hilang rasa. Dingin terus.
Jangan tunggu orang itu berubah. Yang perlu berubah adalah keputusan awak.

Jarang sekali berlaku manusia boleh berubah sekelip mata jadi orang baik. Perangai lama masih terbawa-bawa sampai ke alam rumahtangga.

Awak rela tak ditinju, ditendang tanpa bayang sebanyak 476 kali dulu nak tunggu dia berubah jadi baik? Percayalah masa tu, lubang hidung awak dah tertutup sebelah.

Awak pun tahu, Nabi s.a.w. tidak pernah mengasari wanita tambah-tambah lagi wanita-wanita kesayangannya.

Begitu juga bila awak dapati pasangan jenis kaki tak solat. Yang ini, awal-awal tak perlu lagi consider. Jauhkan diri, pilih saja orang lain. Kalau ibu-bapanya pun gagal mendidik anaknya solat, awak siapa je nak berjaya didik lelaki solat?

Wanita didik lelaki solat, peluang untuk berjaya senipis tisu tandas. Cuba tak salah, tapi jangan salahkan orang lain bila hati itu dikoyak-koyakkan. Salah awak sendiri yang degil nak pilih juga.

Jangan pilih yang limited edition. Pilih yang unlimited. Macam main internet, pilih data yang unlimited. Orang yang solat 5 waktu, jaga dengan baik, perangai baik, sayang Allah padanya adalah unlimited.

Hidup bukan untuk bersedih.Engkau hanya harus memilih.
Beranikan diri buat keputusan.Move on."

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— Abang Bikai

p/s: aku pun setuju 100% dengan kau
p/s: tak kahwin terus pun ok jugak 
p/s: pastu tetiba ada orang nasihat...nanti nabi tak mengaku umat
pastu aku pun jawab balik?
p/s: kau kenal ke nabi kesayangan kau tu..?
p/s: kau kenal ke Tuhan kesayangan aku tu?
p/s: bye...kau jangan buat aku gelak..sampai guling2