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Sunday, November 30, 2014

tadaaaa


^__^.
already back :P

i learn a lot...^^

so, all that i don't know..and just realize at this moment
it is an ancient Greek knowledge
...
and all of that is star name (most of it)


key: dolphin
key: sky
and  a lot of ancient name and a lot of strange condition

no..it is not coincident. Cause most of it, i write it and later i found what it mean
it just a brain storm/short note. And if i want to tell them, i'll tell them. If i don't want
i just shut my mouth cause i think, they should not know it.
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example: "lynx" i just feel like...i want to write this name (i don't ever think it have a meaning)
and later found it as
:the constellation in northern sky

p/s: our brain is so interesting thing hoho
p/s: but make sure...when you write it...your condition or heart
is something that you like, important, adore, amaze






p/s: nebula..they're so beautiful >___<
i love sky
not poet..but scientist haha
imagine
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yup i know...
this time...it will be my choice
and not just a coincident
he say, if you really want it
you have to plan and grab it and travel
don't make it as "just a coincident"

and at his hand..: world globe

-physic teacher- his blog http://astronomyandyou.blogspot.com/
this will be my favorite blog hehe
i like to listen to his talk
thanks Allah, for giving me this opportunity/chance

during the eclipse...
how the gravity condition?
you have to look at this video
"standing eggs during eclipse"

(they're waiting for eclipse...about some more hour)

                                               this one 
                                                (Dr.Kassim Bahali)

video link

Standing an egg on end on a hard and smooth surface, can be done at any time as long as you are patient as you find the point where you can ever so gently let it go to remain standing. However it is easier to set up during eclipse or closed to eclipse time. I have tried at several conditions such at noon, vernal equinox or on 21st March or September also easy to setup the egg stand.




p/s: ahaha..
i don't finish yet,... writing my assignment about Manzikert war -___-
tonight will be Manzikert war writing -___-
p/s: this time/this era..is knowledge reign not war...
p/s: thanks Allah..for always give me a lot of wonderful teacher
i hope they'll always succeed in life..ameen
p/s: can you imagine..i'll take politic class, next semester...
i still can't imagine that -____-...but i have to choose 2
i'll take islamic art and politic -____-.

10 year remain...and after that...100 year complete

Friday, November 28, 2014

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last night i sleep only 2 hour...-___-
and i feel a lil bit regret..why i sleep!!!
cause if i don't sleep...i'll finish up a lot more

that is okay..feel some relief
today...we'll travel to Malacca 2.30 pm
i could sleep in bus..cover back my sleep time
la~la`la hehe

cya..

i says..to fren
i'll be poet after return from that complex...
cause everyday...look at sun, moon, star
-____-

cya..
p/s: son't forget to read al-Kahfi

Thursday, November 27, 2014

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no..no..no
cause you're crazy -___-
and always make me feel scare
ya..i'll stay like this...forever and ever
and my immortality

me is me
you is you

la~la~la

you don't have any connection with mine
your life is your life
my life is MY LIFE !!!

i still sane...and won't be insane



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not me but someone else
i hope i'll never meet that
crazy human -___-

kata si gila itu -___-

Benar, katanya aku berlumpur...
Benar, katanya aku dari air hina...
Benar, katanya aku takabur...
Benar, katanya aku rakus...
Kata cermin aku tak pernah bersyukur...

Dia adalah engkau...
Engkau adalah dia...
Yang nampak adalah drama dia dan engkau...
Sehingga engkau tidak dinilai setia...
Jika mencintai dia yang baru...
Hakikatnya, engkau mencintai engkau...
Sehingga apa yang kau mau ada kata setia...

Tak perlu lagi rumah sakit jiwa...
Jika semua sadar bahawa gila adalah irama jiwa...
Bukan genderang perang menuju kebencian...

p/s: pergilah balik rumah tu..menyemak je kat sini
melangit..sampai lupa bumi
gerammmmmmnya
ambil cermin hempuk..pecah
kalau aku bagi dekat kau
mau hancur semuanya -____-
lantaklah...
kenapalah begini jadinya...
memang silap sangat kalau jumpa dengan aku
rasa manis..tiba-tiba, sebenarnya aku bagi racun...
pastu kau mati...baru rasa aman dunia ni
kau dah mati...

-puisi kejam-


i'm tired with you
ya...don't ever come into my sight 
ya..good..you should hide yourself
and you should feel shame with me!!!
-break your heart-
-give you the most hazardous poison-
-and stab your heart with Balsik Snake fang-

p/s: the dramatist make a cruel story again
hehe


-what you'll say to your beloved...if he want to be with you?
* go..die..and die...die...die..die.die..die..die
so sweet..right?


...





:P

...



ya all of this is an illusion
but our heart is too weak 
and can't accept the truth
so we live in it
ya all my property
my cute pet
my lovely library
my lovely knowledge

enjoy this journey
seek, what we already forgot
cause we choose to deny it for a very long long time

we create human to be in a very weak state
they always weak and always forget
nasiyan..an-nas

-symphony of life)

Allah says: Allah would make the burden light for you, for the human being was created weak...
(surah An-Nisa:28)

ok..dear beloved God ^^


I am the secret of human and human is My secret! I have placed within him/her My entire treasury. He/She is My wealth, My bank. Within human, I have placed all My powers. He/She is My wealth, and I am his/her wealth. If there is any being who can realize Me, it is only human. If there is any being who can learn My knowledge, it is only human. And if human is able to realize My knowledge, then he/she is I and I am he/she. All of My treasure and all My beauty is within human, and his/her beauty is within Me. He/She is My bank and I am his/her bank. The wealth that he/she needs is Me, and I have placed My wealth within him/her.
-Bawa-




yup..this Prof. learn to read Quran in the age of near 40
this link link
(if i not mistaken)bya..he already memorize the whole of Quran
ya..take care of your wife and husband

p/s: that is your choice ^^
so accept it with smiling heart 
i'm forever will live in reality
don't want to choose the same way as you

...


Japan...
ship island haha

me stay in library
i think library is a very appropriate place for me to study
feel happy ^^

5 pm-10 pm -___-
i love library

my home..sweet sweet home
someday...i'll miss this library so much
i love knowledge

p/s: ya..focus..Allah..i wanna live in library ^^
i wish i'll be like her..always full with energy
she can translate 50 pages of Arabic text for just only one day

me: (i'm teasing mom/make joke) mom..i don't want to study anymore...lazyyyyyyyyyyy
mom: O__O you make my heart...(electric shock)
me: kidding haha


p/s: ya..hidup aku untuk ilmu


Wednesday, November 26, 2014

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sayang...
diantara realiti dan ilusi
aku sukakan realiti...
sudahku larang jangan bermain dengan ilusi

apa yang ingin ku ajarkan pada mu
lupakan cinta...padamlah ilusi itu
aku lihat kau tak ubah seperti si gila
kelihatan bodoh sekali
dan ingin menarik aku sekali
-____-!!!
menggerunkan

anakku...
aku sukakan hakikat
ini agaknya kau menangis melihat aku
ingin berkata-kata dengan ku
ingin melihat aku
selalu merindui aku
ingin melihat wajah di sebalik hijab ku

 terasa sayup kedengaran suara ku memanggil kau pulang
tenang ya (indah)...aku tidak akan selalu begitu
aku datang dan aku pergi sesuka hati ku
mana mungkin aku menemani kamu
bermain dengan ilusi...aku sukakan hakikat

anak kecil...

padamlah semua ilusi
padamlah kebencian itu
itu juga adalah ilusi
kau sentiasa...
kau sebenarnya...
tidak pernah berubah...

hakikatnya kau sentiasa begitu 
ya..kau tidak pernah berubah
dan aku pun tidak pernah berubah
dulu,sekarang,dan hari-hari yang seterusnya


kembalilah
bangunlah dari tidur
sedarlah hakikat diri mu
^^
realiti itulah
satu...

tidak pernah dua, tidak pernah tiga....


Sunday, November 23, 2014

sapphire







if i says "i already gave up on you"
please don't coming back...
you'll hurt me again 
 
i don't want to get through it anymore 
i'm not toy to be play with
to be laugh at
and to be ignore

your game
what type of game it is?
i won't be part of that game

it getting dark here
and i scare with darkness
i will never put the light off
 
it will be the last and final
you won't be in my dream anymore
can you see...who is me?

-symphony of life-

natural question




Berapa banyak jasad langitan beredar tanpa kelihatan oleh mata manusia!
Berapa banyak penemuan disimpan untuk zaman akan datang
apabila ingatan kita tidak ada lagi
kerana dunia ini mengandungi hal untuk diselidiki buat semua generasi

Tuhan tidak mendedah semua perkara kepada manusia dan telah mengamanahkan kita cuma
sebahagian daripada perbuatan agung-Nya. Tetapi Dia yang memerintah semua benda,
yang telah mendirikan asas dunia dan meliputi diri-Nya dengan Penciptaan...

-Seneca-

Pembaca, dikau yang sedang berlalu
seperti dikau begitulah juga aku ^____^.
sebagaimana aku begitulah kau akan jadi
oleh itu, pembaca, berdoalah untukku
-unknown-



...



Wahai Sahabat ku,
"Yakinilah akan kata ku,
Sumpah aku tak menipu,
Yang ini yang di sana
dan yang di situ, semua
nya teterbit dari yang Satu"..
janganlah kau terkeliru
pada gaya dan kelaku..."

"Percayalah setiap yang dua itu
teterbitnya jua dari yang SATU"..

mr squi..squi...and miss birdie
i love you



p/s: yup..he/she..professional dramatist
hope you won't be fool by she/he
someday..i meet with that dramatist
i'll burn all his/her sheet of paper
and laugh at that dramatist haha (HAHAHA big laugh) and say I WIN!!!!
i'll take away her/his pen/keyboard
or whatsoever...

dear, dramatist
i don't like your dramatic art
ofc she/he like all the chatacter in that drama
cause she/he make it

dramatist...sick with your theater!!!
i just want to watch it...
and won't be fool with your drama..drama..drama

DEAR DRAMATIST
please coming home
home is waiting for you
home sweet home
aren't you feel tired yet...?

i'll make a new story for you
i know you love new story
dear DRAMATIST
right now..i see you making a lot of cruel story
yup..not good for your heart
i know...you're so lonely
come' on...growing up!
accept your reality
be happy with your self
i'll take your cruel story
and burn it..okay
agree?
no?
still feel sad?

ooo pity dear beloved Dramatist...

-...-


la~la~la

-"I'm sure you could have seen it too, if you had tried. After all, you and I have the same eyes.- 
-quote-

yaa..same eyes with mine

rahsia shhh



WAJAH DI SEBALIK WAJAH

wajah di sebalik wajah
tersenyum
memandang diri yang duduk dan yang berdiri
yang mencari diri sendiri
antara diri yang berdiri sendiri

wajah disebalik wajah
menyimpan rahsia sejuta wajah....
wajah ku wajah mu
dalam satu wajah
dalam satu wadah

wajah disebalik wajah
adalah rahsia disebalik jubah
adalah rahsia disebalik purdah
yang tersenyum indah...
pada tangan yang menadah....

-misteri cermin mimpi-


DIRI

Aku tulis
ia tak bersuara
aku lukis
ia tak bergerak
aku bayangkan
ia hanya di alam mimpi
ternyata
aku lemah dan tak berdaya
mencari diri.......sendiri
-misteri cermin mimpi-

p/s: aku tampor jugok nanti >__< hahahaha
bagi sedor..nok?
aku pesan banyak kali, jangan cuit aku!
dok paham2 jugok
mu nak main..mu main sorang2

 HANYA KERANA KAU DEMIKIAN

Kerana kau demikian
engkau terbuang
bergelandangan di bumi Tuhan

Kerana kau demikian
ada waktunya
engkau dihina semahunya
disisih
dibuang
dihalau bagai anjing
hanya kerana wang recehan
hanya kerana sebuku roti
hanya kerana mahu kopi secawan

Kerana kau demikian
belas kasih entah ke mana terbuang
tika kau
ditendang terajang
tersungkur dan tergolek ke longkang
mereka tertawakan
sedang engkau menangis dalam esakan
sakitnya sebuah kehidupan

Kerana kau demikian
terbaringlah damai
di pembaringan....
bersama doa penyesalan
ribuan insan
yang tak kenal tuhan
-cermin mimpi-


KIBLATULLAH

Agama sesat
ajaran sesat
ibarat perjalanan
tak sampai ketempat
penganutnya murtad
itu kata ustaz

Tertera di dada kitab
mereka yg sesat
adalah perjalanan
yang belum makrifat

Sahabat
pandanglah wajah
dari segala arah
kiblat mana
hatimu syahadat....
-cermin mimpi


KIBLATULLAH

Kiblat syariat
arah Kaabah adanya
Kiblat ma'rifat
Allah saja dihadapnya

Kiblatku pada Allah Yang Satu
bukan di Kaabah bangunan batu
kerana Allah tiada di situ
tidak juga di langit biru

ingatlah olehmu
Allah itu meliputi dirimu
lebih dekat dari urat lehermu
sembah itu bukan sujudmu
tapi khidmat dari hatimu
-insan- 

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what a foolish thing
tired with your drama...dramatist
beloved, your car, your wife, your child, your husband
your house, your laptop, your handphone, your castle,
your princess, your queen, your king, your lovely food
your mom, your dad, your sibling, your friend, your property...what so over
haha so sweet

dear...
i couldn't stop laughing at you
i just want to slap your face
and make you wake up, ofc from your sweet dream
so if you don't want to wake up
and sleep peacefully and silently..and sweetly
don't dare to be near me!!!
-dark-
reason: cause i'll make you wide awake ^____^.


my thought:
suddenly dark start to sympathy with people?
hahahaha
if they come to you...
just make them wake up
don't give them a chance to run away
maybe you feel pity...am i right?...
okey..it's up to you

sudah,sudah lah tu..sakit jiwa aku tengok
tak habis-habis berlakon -_____-

sakit mata...sakit mataaaaaaa aku tengok!!!1O__O


Saturday, November 22, 2014

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-sakimichan-

light was born/dark was born
the two are one
feeling harmony

to that dreamer
with love


00.47-1.04

la~la~la

love and hate

thanks, idiot, ignore
^____^.


...


now reading:  science and technology during Umayyad period
feel so lovely

this 28...due date

i read..while listening to this song haha

p/s:Knowing a person is like music,
what attracts us to them is their melody,
and as we get to know who they are,
we learn their lyrics. -quote-

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ya it getting too scare -___- :P

ya..if i go to that place early, i can't move like always
and it is only 1 month more to finish all the thing here
and my last exam is on 7/1

ya..sometime i feel scare
and sometime i laugh and smile like always
and forgot that i'm...

mom: cause Allah love you, this is why He put you in such situation
          He want you to be near Him.
me: is it Allah being mean to me? -___-
mom: no, you can't say like that
me: ^^ haha
mom: you want to delay your exam?
me: it will be too waste, i want to finish this study...only 1 month more
in heart (i don't know what will happen to me)
mom: okey, put your trust in Him...ask Him in your prayer
me: hehe ^^
mom: pray tahajud!!!
me: -__- la~la`la hehe


and sometime..it getting scare
i'll says like this to Allah
like Prophet Ayoub/Job said: Anbiya: 83

And remember Ayoub(Job) when he cried to his Lord:
ya Allah, indeed, adversity has touched me
and You are the Most Merciful 
of all those who show mercy
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p/s: i hope i don't have to go to that place >__<
the most unfavorite place la~la~la

p/s: ^___^. don't be sad
i know you can do this
talking to myself
again

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

^__^.



 meow..good you like to read...do you understand it? ^^
look how cute it is >___< link
someday i want to make it as my pet
ameen and we'll become friend
i'll shave cat fur..if they eat my cute lil mouse kidding





link
i love harry potter film
i have 1 n 2 (philosopher stone n chamber of secret)
^^



i love japanese song -___- ..i love song

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

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already comfort yaa hehe
^___^.
i hope we'll have a heart ameen hehe


p/s: writing is healing
don't stop writing
even it just a mess
i always found myself in privacy and in the gathering of Allah's remembrance
...
in Quran...this will be a very long process
if we don't read it...we'll not understand
sometime i feel tired when reading it
i just want to listen...
i like to hear mom read it
everytime she read it... i lie down and i'll close my eyes
and if i remember that verse...i'll just repeat it slowly
and sometime i correct her reading la~la~la



don't make people happy
first make yourself happy (happy with yourself)
then people around you will be happy

h.y 73



ISIS cannot be destroyed through military operations. Terror will only cease with the collapse of its ideology. 

From initially talking of bringing “democracy” to the region, the USA - which has been fighting radical Islamist organizations ever since the 9/11 attacks - is now talking about “eradicating” ISIS. It is of course impossible to ignore the contribution that America has made to the building of peace in various parts of the world, such as Kosovo. The sensitivity it displays on the subject of supplying humanitarian aid to almost everywhere in the world, despite its own economic problems, is also praiseworthy. There is also no doubt that democracy needs to come to Islamic lands and that the violence of ISIS needs to cease to exist for the sake of world peace. The important thing, however, is how this is to be done. 

One concrete fact stands after 13 years of military operations, from Afghanistan to Libya and from Nigeria to Iraq, radical terrorist groups have not ceased to exist through military force, violence and oppression, on the contrary, they grow even stronger. Statistics reveal that the USA has spent some $7 trillion in Afghanistan and Iraq. Again according to the figures, $10 million of US taxpayers’ money goes to the fight against terror every hour. The lives that have been lost are, of course, beyond any material measurement.
That picture can be changed, however. This is what needs to be done: 

1. All kinds of military operation, including air strikes, just further anti-Americanism. Such strikes lead to civilian deaths, damage cities and destroy infrastructure, causing increasing fury in the countries concerned and that fury mostly benefits radical organizations. Spending billions of dollars on producing people opposing it, and thus providing human resources for terror organizations, is a most undesirable state of affairs for the USA. 

2. Although killing off the leaders of terror organizations is presented as an effective technique by some military analysts, looked at from a wider perspective, no results are actually obtained from it at all. In the most recent incident, 25 people lost their lives in a suicide attack on a UN convoy in the immediate wake of the killing of the leader of al-Shabaab. Violence grows in proportion to the scale of the destruction, resulting in a vicious circle of violence. 

3. In order to break the spiral of terror, it is essential to see the factors affecting people in the region and to assess them accurately. The most influential of these factors is without doubt Islam. 

4. President Obama’s emphasizing that ISIS is not representative of Islam is a most valuable and important step: However, the ideology that ISIS does represent needs to be accurately identified. Indeed, ISIS does not represent Islam and Muslims, but unfortunately many of the values it espouses are based on interpretations found in basic Islamic works. Careful examination of the basic works of Sunni Islamic culture such as those of Bukhari, Muslim, Abu Dawud and Tirmidhi shows that they do refer to primitive and barbaric modes of punishment such as “striking on the neck and stoning,” even though these are not in the Qur’an. First and foremost, these remarks must be removed from Islamic sources and there must be a return to the essence of the faith, to the Qur’an in other words. The whole Islamic world must be told, in detail, that there is no violence in the Qur’an and that such interpretations are incompatible with the Qur’an. 

5. If we want a spirit based on love, compassion, understanding and affection to prevail across the Islamic world, the way to bring this about is a return to the moral values of the Qur’an, which have been ignored for centuries. Through such concepts as, “You have your faith and I have my faith” and “There is no compulsion in the faith,” Islam laid the foundations of secularism and democracy 14 centuries ago. Once people live by the Qur’an, nobody can be accused of heresy for belonging to a different sect, nobody will be killed for being a Christian or Jew, no criminals will be crucified and nobody will be enslaved because of a different ethnic origin. When people abide by the Qur’an, everyone, be they Christian, Jew, Muslim or atheist will live as first-class citizens, democracy will function properly and universal law will ensure the provision of justice. 

6. Therefore, what needs to be done is to expose, with evidence from the Qur’an, the invalidity of the information that ISIS and other radical terror groups use as supposed evidence and that appears in various Islamic sources. Thousands of young Europeans and Americans who have joined ISIS can be won back through education and by revealing the truth instead of error, not by killing tens of thousands of people in the Middle East and raining bombs down on them. 

7. As a superpower, the USA also has a powerful military. It has great expertise in the strategy of war and invasion. Yet what would really become the USA is to build and develop civilization and to contribute to progress. The way to do that is through educational and cultural activities. Correct education with accurate ideas needs to be implemented; teaching the true Islam based on the Qur’an, rather than the classic, orthodox conception of Islam, can make people who currently favor violence espouse peace, love and brotherhood instead. This would be far more economical than spending trillions of dollars on weaponry and later spending billions more on humanitarian aid, and is a method that will produce guaranteed results. 

8. Some circles in the USA are wary of supporting the teaching of the Islam of the Qur’an. One of the reasons for that caution is the false idea that “It is wrong for America to teach Muslims about Islam.” The USA should certainly not impose any particular idea or insist upon any particular opinion on Muslims. What the USA needs to do is to support cultural activities intended to teach and spread the Islam of the Qur’an. 

9. It would be a very good idea for Muslim countries to be included in the coalition to be set up against ISIS. However, it must not be forgotten that a harsh and radical concept of Islam, similar to that of ISIS, also prevails in many of the countries in that coalition. Beheadings as capital punishment are carried out in those countries, women are treated as second-class citizens and freedom of thought and expression is routinely trampled underfoot. It is therefore impossible for the mindset that imposes a ruthless lifestyle on its own peoples to fight against ISIS in Iraq and Syria or to provide the peoples of other regions with the peace they long for. Surely there are reasonable, rational and modern leaders in Iran, Iraq, Saudi Arabia and other Gulf countries. However, most of the time these people are forced to give in to the demands of the fundamentalists living in those countries. For this reason, it is paramount that these leaders are supported and made stronger. If the USA is to forge an alliance it must be with Muslims of the Qur’an, and it must develop common strategies with them. 

10. What the Middle East, with its hundreds of sects, beliefs and ethnicities, needs is not new micro-states in perpetual conflict with one another, but a union such as the European Union and a spirit of alliance. 

11. An Islamic world capable of acting as one in industry, economy, defense and most importantly of all in cultural activities will lighten the burden on the USA. It will be able to resolve its own problems, guarantee its own energy resources and prepare the ground for the ending of conflicts and regeneration. Implementation of the solutions summarized in this film is essential, not just for the Middle East, but for world peace. Instead of resorting to a new military operation that will doubtlessly last for years and produce no results, the rational thing is to turn to these proposals, which have never been tried before but that would indeed produce the desired results. Unless the foundations of terror are eradicated through educational and cultural activities - unless the swamp is dried up in other words - there is no point in simply swatting at mosquitoes. 

Our common prayer is to achieve a world in which there is no terror and violence, in which all people are valued, no matter what their religious beliefs, language or race, a world of joy and happiness. We hope that the USA will be instrumental in making that common prayer a reality and leading the way to peace and brotherhood.

face




the stories: 28
everything will be destroyed except the face of God...

love...don't cry
.......................................................................................................................
short story...

sweet memory...
sad memory...
which one?

i think that is a very sad memory
until you don't want to remember it
everyday i look at you, you make me smile
and sometime i couldn't stop laughing at you
and sometime i want to angry at you!!!
and i cancel/delete that anger 

you know why?
that is because your memory is sooooo sad -____-
and i feel pity with you
i don't want to cry with you
cause my life is love and happiness
don't waste my tear..that is so precious



and sometime you sulk so badly
carry on with your sulk if you want to
i just kidding...why so serious -___-

and your worst fear
are "good bye" "farewell" "bye bye"

it is okay, dear
if you don't want to remember
just don't remember it

and i know someday
you'll coming home
only after you're so exhausted with your illusion game
kidding again la~la~la

-unknown-



p/s: i feel so sleepy..
and i want to pray isya...
and if i don't feel lazy..i'll reading..
tomorrow..i only have one class 12-1 pm
"love" so sorry
if we're tired we should rest
this is what we're doing...-___-
rest...and recover
and be selfish haha
for your own good
but don't lose your faith and love
someday you'll learn about  true love 
no..you already learn it...but too slow..and uncompleted
cya..beginner of light
cya dark and light

-dark smile-kidding