Sunday, August 31, 2014


i feel so tired.
but i can't talk
cause i'm tired too ^____^.

your memory...i'll make example
you go to someplace/somewhere then you meet people at that place
their face are so familiar (it like meet people that you know)
because you're so don't want to think at all
and just look at them with one glance...and then passing

when you try to be close to God
when you try to love God
you'll feel tired...
they said.."feel tired" is one of the condition
every lover will feel tired
it doesn't mean they will stop to love
it just "tired"

you don't have to tell them
if you have all the old people around you
i mean...your mom,dad, grand dad, grand mom and above
ask them...what they use to read...what they use to hear
and all about them... (from childhood until now)
what they like..what they don't...
their character

it is know who you are

 p/s: i'll try to show you Muffin...
so cute awww

Saturday, August 30, 2014

let it go


moon will love like a brother la~la~la
how with sun?
idk la~la~la
a secret...
listen to their voice..then you'll know where they're coming from
their voice singing...but actually they tell all the story
you don't have to understand the word...

the melody
the word show something else (surface)
but the inside...will connect to the inside of someone else
and the song is telling something else
(sometime...the owner also didn't realize it)

then the trace/trail will not missing
even..thousand2 year passing
*you like it..then it is same as your story
p/s: la~la..okey i'll be home today
yes..saya merepek lagi..haha


all will lost...all will be seal
but your character will not change
you're still the same as before
nothing change

jangan pernah percaya pada cinta sejati
kerana mereka tidak pernah bersama
ia hanya penipuan semata-mata
hanya bersatu di dalam hati
rawatlah hati...

mana mungkin kau tidak akan gila
jika jalan ini yang kau pilih
bodohnya engkau

...all about song

should i give up?
should i choose alone way?
or should i be with you?

and my heart will ease
i never hate for real...
cause this eye is love

p/s: :P will always win..

Thursday, August 28, 2014


ya laitani mittu qabla haza wa kuntu nasyan mansiya

Wednesday, August 27, 2014


no one will hurt you anymore
-aihara hiedeki-

p/s: kind of make all this story :P
this is what will happen when we play seriously >___<
p/s: i miss home


Alhamdulillah, Israel has finally accepted Hamas's conditions for long-term ceasefire!
War has officially stopped. 


Tuesday, August 26, 2014


what kind of world is waiting...

and just talk to me
i want to know what you believe
maybe someday...maybe someday
somehow and somewhere
we can pray

p/s: where i can find this song >____<

Monday, August 25, 2014

Noah Ark 2

p/s: it is a strange thing to watch people talk...
>___< do you feel the same?
adorable.. :P


p/s: do you see any carpet here...

h.y 46

Hazrat Mahdi (pbuh) will open the Ark of the Covenant on Jerusalem’s Temple Mount together accompanied with the current Pope and rabbis

Adnan Oktar: Can they not stop launching rockets so we can establish peace and this horror can come to an end? What is the point? They are trying to escalate it every day! Let us establish peace so they can embrace one another. Let them announce that they are brothers. The two sides could even establish an army together. They should set up their own defense structures. Let us build the Temple of Solomon at once, and the lovely palace of the Prophet Solomon (pbuh). Then what should we do…?

Oktar Babuna: Let us climb to the Temple Mount.

Adnan Oktar: Let us climb to the Temple Mount. Look, the gate of Lot is closed. Let us get the rabbis to open it. Then let us get imams and the Pope, and the chief rabbi. Let us walk down from the Mount together, through the gate of Lot. That will be the end of the matter. 

Oktar Babuna: Insha’Allah. Will the Prophet Jesus (pbuh) be there, too? 

Adnan Oktar: We are waiting for him, otherwise we would long since have been there. It is no good without him, so we are waiting. If we have to wait too long, we will go there anyway. He will see and will hear and will have to come, insha’Allah. He will come to pray. He will come to pray at the Dome of the Rock. We will have to oblige him to come, otherwise he will not.

- When will he come? 

Adnan Oktar: Let me explicitly state that Jesus will not come until Hazrat Mahdi makes Islam prevail the world. It is not possible. He will not come until the Christian world feels an intense love for Islam. He will not come until the Jewish world feels an intense love for Islam. The responsibility for that lies with the Mahdi, a man of love. He is now awaiting God’s command. It has nothing to do with his saying, ‘I have come.’ He will say, 'I was made to appear.’ God is now making things hard for the Islamic community. There is great pressure on them. Blood is flowing in Palestine, Libya, Egypt and everywhere. But it will flow much more than that! Blood will flow until the Mahdi tells it to stop! 

That is what God desires. That is Almighty God’s command in destiny. We see the blood that has flowed before. It flowed even before the world was made. The angels above saw it and said, ‘The Lord will cause blood to flow. Do You create people in order to give them pain?’ Because God reveals mysteries to them. They know the entire past of the world. They see rivers of blood, particularly in the End Times, in the time of the Mahdi. Almighty God says, you cannot know, but I know. What do the angels not know? The appearance of the Mahdi, the appearance of Jesus the Messiah. They think there will just be bloodshed. Yet Almighty God will produce a light from that sea of blood. The Mahdi and Jesus the Messiah. Two brothers. We will see they closely resemble one another. That resemblance is another source of amazement. Their natures will also be very similar.

It is 2000 years since Jesus the Messiah ascended into the sky. The Mahdi has come 2000 years later, but they bear a remarkable resemblance to one another, in nature and appearance. Their meeting will be at the meeting of the two seas told in Surat al-Kahf. God also says that pearls and corals will appear where those two seas meet. That refers to Jesus the Messiah and the Mahdi. From where the two seas meet, says God. That is guarded language, but clear enough for those who wish to understand. The Qur’an is a sea of secrets.
Aylin Kocaman: Can we learn where the Prophet Jesus is?

Adnan Oktar: The location of Jesus the Messiah is a matter of which God is most jealous. He greatly loves Jesus the Messiah. The Roman soldiers climbed the stairs where Jesus was in order to crucify him. Had Almighty God so wished, they could have found him. They could have martyred Jesus the Messiah. He could have raised him into His Presence in that form. But He raised him directly into His Presence in the form of light. He raised him up in a living state, in the form of light. Now, in the End Times He is turning him into light and sending him back. His followers know that he is Jesus the Messiah. But his life is at risk at the moment. 

His return may drive some members of the Catholic Church completely crazy. It will drive members of the Vatican mafia crazy. It is something that will spur the Vatican mafia into action. Therefore, since his life is in danger God will conceal him until the last moment. But the Mahdi will create circumstances in which he commands the Islamic world and the Christian world also draws very close to Islam. 

Moshiach will descend from the Temple of the Mount. There will be rabbis there and Islamic scholars. The Pope will be there. The rabbi I spoke to (who visited from Israel) about this said the Pope will be there!
Oktar Babuna: Will that happen after the Ark of the Covenant?

Adnan Oktar: Yes, after the descent. The Ark of the Covenant will be opened. That is the reason for that procession, in any case. They will go up to the Temple of the Mount. It is not a very steep hill. There will be rabbis. The Mahdi will be there. Insha’Allah, I will be beside the Mahdi. I do not miss such encounters. The Pope will be there. They elected him specially for that task. The Pope knows about the Mahdi and Jesus the Messiah. I underline that – he knows. He knows what to do and how to behave to whom. 

Chief rabbis and Islamic scholars will be there on that day. They will be reasonable scholars though, not fanatics. There will not be any fanatics there on that day. 

They will descend from the Temple of the Mount. That rusted iron gate will be opened after 4000 years. Nobody has gone through since then. The gate will be opened and they will pass through. And from there to the al-Aqsa Mosque, insha’Allah. Maybe the Knights of the Temple will be there, and Freemasons. The Ark will be brought up. It will contain sacred relics from the time of the Prophet Solomon and the Prophet Moses. It will be the original Ark of the Covenant. 

It will be opened up to the accompaniment of expressions of faith, insha’Allah. The Jews will praise God out loud. Who do the Jews believe can open the Ark? Moshiach! Who will open it? The Mahdi. According to the Torah, only Moshiach can open the Ark. Nobody else. It is a sacred relic that has not been found until then. They failed to find the Ark for 4000 years. Then Moshiach found it and brought it. It is impossible for them to deny that. They have to accept that according to the Torah it is Moshiach who will find the Ark. 

Then the first stone of the Temple of Solomon will be laid. A piece of manna will be placed alongside it, insha’Allah. A very small piece of manna, the size of a tea spoon, left over from the time of the Prophet Moses (pbuh) will be put there. After that, the Prophet Jesus will come as Muslims are praying, insha’Allah. It may be a Friday prayer or any morning prayer. The hadiths speak of a morning prayer. The prophet Jesus (pbuh) will come during an unexpected morning prayer with a small number of select followers, no more than 10. He will come trusting in God. Because trust in the system of the Mahdi will have come about by then. He will smile. There will be no need for him to say to the Mahdi, “I am Jesus.” The Mahdi will realize when he sees him, insha’Allah. Believers will also realize. His followers will say, look whom we have brought. Believers will say, ‘Masha’Allah.” That is all. You will see. The time is close at hand, insha’Allah. 

Many Jews will become Muslims when Hazrat Mahdi (pbuh) appears

Our Prophet (saas) says, “When Hazrat Mahdi appears, he will discuss and prove the matters of which he speaks with the Jews on the basis of the Torah. As a result, many Jews will become Muslims.” 

Excerpt from Mr. Adnan Oktar's Live Conversation on A9TV dated July 31th &26 th, 2014

Sunday, August 24, 2014

k.y 24-2

love, i'm so sorry
i'm a gatekeeper of dark and light, day and night
this is our fate. it might hurt you
-Qurratul 'Ain-

Aihara: Qurratul 'Ain why you choose this way? hmmm
'Ain    : every door have it keeper.
Aihara: you can come along with me
'Ain    : every of us have it own way.
Aihara: Isn't that scar can be heal with pure love?
'Ain    :cause you're love about dark?
Aihara:dark, he'll be okay. he can live alone. that is his life.
'Ain    :this is his time. time for dark. dark expand more and more, 
          day by day can you feel it?
Aihara: em.
'Ain    :let me be in their way. i'm not fully dark. you show me the light
           and it seed buried in me.
Aihara:you're so cold.

Aihara: promise me to tell about Buddha and Brahma.
Inao   : Qurratul 'Ain she came from Malay's tribe. She need to know about herself.
            leave her alone. Let she pass through it. If not she'll not satisfied. Every soul
            is like this. We can't force them. They need time.
Aihara: hmm every tribe or human kind have their own gifted thing. They need it, 
            God give to them as a clue/sign/guide...for them to return to the Promise Land.
Inao   : Vishnu, Shiva, Adi Buddha, Purna, Abhava, Sunya/Sunyata, Brahman/Brahma,
            Atman, Purusha,Hiranya-garbha, Paramartha, Maurya, Deva, Dhanava, Bota,
            raksaksa, Vidhi, Pitamaha, Lokesa, Adi-Kavi, Samantabhadra, Chandra,
            Chatur mukha Brahma, Nahameru, Amarta Manthana, Hansa, Brahmanda,
            that all are ancient word (Sanskrite)
Aihara: it is a lil bit difficult to say it hehe. and what it mean? lotus?
Inao   : ^___^. be patient
Aihara: I remember something oo that is why that old man use lotus as medicine ..
            it is close to human being. The old man have a lot of secret -____-
            with his smiling face -________- moon and star (scary)
Inao   : Only know how "scary" that old man ^_____^. kidding

"Aku adalah khazanah/perbendaharaan yang tersembunyi
Aku ingin/cinta untuk dikenali lalu aku jadikan makhluk
supaya mereka mengenali-Ku"

p/s: :P
p/s: i miss you so much
i miss moon...haha



kerana dia seperti aku
tidak suka diikat
dilihat semuanya penjara
entah apa yang dicarinya...
entah apa yang dikejarnya
yang penting jiwanya ingin bebas

kamu tahu?

Russia 1


h.y 45

Love is very important. Love stemming from faith is the most beautiful thing in the world. Love covers all of Paradise as a whole. Love covers the whole humanity, maidens, young men, children of paradise, trees, flowers and all. Everything in Paradise seeks love, including matter itself. The matter is intelligent in Heaven, it has a soul and experiences love. It is after finding out how to make people happy, how to make things better, how to cheer them up. The aim of God in Heaven is to make His servants happy. He creates things they will like, whatever they may be. God does everything that will make people happy in Heaven.

But we don’t turn out to be normal if we do not go through these trials in this world. People just want to achieve Paradise as soon as possible; very well, but you would go there as an empty man. God placed the Prophet Adam (pbuh) in Paradise but satan said to him, “You have come here but let me tell you will not stay here forever. If you want to stay forever, trust me. When you eat the fruit of that tree over there, it will affect your body and then automatically you will live forever.” Take notice, he doesn’t say God will make you live forever, he says it will be because of that fruit. This is the thought of ascribing partners to God. He claims the fruit will benefit him. 

He also thinks that God does not know of this, however, Allah knows everything, He is the All-Knowing, the Omniscient. He thinks the fruit has some kind of power. The Prophet Adam hesitates in the beginning, but then he is convinced in satan. Surely God sees him and takes him out of Heaven. All of a sudden the heavenly clothing on him disappears. This clothing is like a curtain made out of some kind of light. He realizes he is naked and he immediately collects big leaves, which he can use as clothing.

After all the Prophet Adam became a Prophet after being trained in the world. He did regret matters deeply when he was sent to the world but he rose to such high morality that God made him a Prophet; he is one of the greatest Prophets. Now we want to achieve Heaven but we have to trust God based on our faith because if God wants, He can take away Heaven all of a sudden. He can also kill us all of a sudden and annihilate us. He can if He wants, but He doesn’t. We believe in Allah knowing that He will make us live forever.

Excerpt from Mr. Adnan Oktar's Live Conversation on A9TV dated July 27th, 2014

Saturday, August 23, 2014

song lyric 1

hello, hello
How many time have i fallen in love?
i can see , i understand immediately  carrying this downright jealousy
i notice this different me  this dangerous dream,
I want to feel it, something is wrong with me
Ah i would love to be in paradise but i can’t really jump up there, right?
you’ll surely laugh at my actual self, won’t you?
you, gentle demon, who led me astray

don’t stop pretending you don’t care anytime that I long for passion , that is so tough
in the shadow reflected in my eye i feel it won’t come true, so i want to forget it
but i would love to be in paradise

i will just close my eyes if we cuddle together,
if i acted that way , you’ll surely hate me, right?
you, cold demon, who led me astray
it would have been better if i never met you, say hello, say good bye
I can’t stop the start of this forebodement It’s mortifying but i started to like it

i start shedding tears from your retreating figure , 
you’ll probably won’t be coming back, right?
someday i’ll make you go crazy about me,
you, smiling cute demon