Monday, March 31, 2014


feel a little bit pity ... 1.40-2.00
no one want to be Jonas friend :(

it still a little mom and dad

ok bye

Sunday, March 30, 2014


earth without light

p/s: i can't imagine life without light
p/s: how the big bang occur? light begun...and also dark bigger it will be?



p/s: that english version isn't the real meaning of that song "haruyo koi"
p/s: i like the old version and the version that ayumi sing
p/s:  ^___^.

longing for something...(this is how i feel when i listen to that song) 
but spring still far away
my heart that i give to you
still waiting for the answer...

the spring mean happiness
cause when people see flower
their heart will feel happy
if someone didn't feel happy to see flower
something isn't right with that person

p/s: of course we have to give heart to Allah ^___^.
when it come to love...i just know Allah is love
Allah is springtime/happiness

Saturday, March 29, 2014

don't know


actually mom
i want to be with lil bro
no, i lied
i want to be with Allah
i can't grab anything that i love
can i ask HIM why?

did you agree with me?
ALLAH is mystery and we miss HIM
and our heart wounded 

and that old soul told...
 if someone love Allah she/he will never feel hurt
but love Allah it make my heart feel deep wounded heart
cause i don't know anything about Allah

Friday, March 28, 2014

i.s 2

p/s: i.s mean: isu semasa/current issue haha (a year ago)
p/s: what else do you think haaaa? >__<
p/s: my teacher always advising me to read and care about current issue
p/s: i care at that time cause it was an assignment haha
p/s: Minority Muslim in Denmark?...hmmm

 what wrong with your eye?


ehhh this is not fair
i want that dog too
anything look like snow. >__<
dolphin also fluffy...
what hehe : P

p/ will be a big battle if my cat meet dog >__< hehe


Thursday, March 27, 2014


tahajud prayer/night prayer 3 am 4 am 5 am....


p/s: if i want my dream to coming true..
p/s: i shouldn't leave my tahajud prayer
p/s: i want Quran to be in my heart
p/s: i want to be strong like them...
p/s: and be martyr 
p/s: so don't give up..till God fulfill my prayer


 ''We were told we were fighting terrorists; the real terrorist was me, and the real terrorism is this occupation''
(Mike Prysner: an American soldier) link

p/s: this is why i don't like soldier haha
p/s: okey..Allah teach us to forgive the people
p/s: learn to forgive and forget
p/s: for me to forgive and forget (a very though process)
p/s: it will take a lot of year with nightmare each night

ooo my class..i love this Thursday morning class...feel bless ^____^.
8.30 am-10 am..i hope it will be long than that mihihi
(no more potion class like last semester yeay) (i know i'm bad..i don't care)

hmm discussing about agriculture & Industry during Mamluk Period that located in Egypt.
That Nile river is a bless for Egypt until now (desert with little rain fall)

the preface is like this:
In Islamic history the word Mamluk mean a slave, more specifically a white slave, who was
train to be army from childhood time 5-10 year old/ 20 years old.
their parent sold them to slave trader or...and the Sultan bought...

it bring tear to read their history
maybe i'll write about them..someday
i'm not in the mood to write anything
i just want to look at picture..and release all the tension
and listen to the story..that mom, old people, teacher told me
when our brain can't accept no more...look to alphabet will make it worst

and one of my teacher she came from Baghdad, Iraq..She told us about how the situation
in Iraq(of course about Sunni and Shia quarreling with each other).

the moral value:
1. if you want to be rich at that time..just be the slave'll be billionaire ^___^.
2.and if you want to be King..kill your brother and sister so they can't take your Throne
3. insane
4. i think i'll be totally crazy if i live in that period
5. same as ancient Chinese/Korea Emperor behavior (that i watched/ or read the history)
6. i said to my teacher (she) "they're majnun/crazy" and she just laugh with my reaction
7. at last..i don't like king..(ok childish me)

moody talk

The moonlight is setting, a black moon is setting in my heart
It resembles me who cannot say anything

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Ikhwanul Muslimin (Egypt)


no, i think this is not the picture of Ikhwanul Muslimin (Egypt) maybe somewhere else..
i read all of 529 people are still alive...


We see people around us staring as we have stolen there teeth. But wait a minute we want to tell you a Hadith Of Our Beloved Prophet (SAW) about This SMILE

The Prophet Muhammad [PBUH] said: “Charity is prescribed for each descendant of Adam every day the sun rises.” He was then asked: “From what do we give charity every day?” The Prophet answered: “The doors of goodness are many; enjoining good, forbidding evil, removing harm from the road, listening to the deaf, leading the blind, guiding one to the object of his need, hurrying with the strength of one’s legs to one in sorrow who is asking for help, and supporting the feeble with the strength of one’s arms, all of these are charity prescribed for you.” He also said: “Your smile for your brother is charity.”
[Fiqh-us-Sunnah, Volume 3, Number 98]

Our beloved Prophet (SAW) always had a brilliant smile on his face

Abdullaah ibn Haarith said: “I never came across a person who smiled as much as Prophet Muhammad [PBUH]. Prophet Muhammad [PBUH] regarded smiling to a brother as an act of charity.”


p/s: learn from them...
p/s: they (Ikhwanul Muslimin) didn't strike back the government cause
(watch this vid...)

p/s: Islam is a peace religion...
p/s: anger is the cause of don't get angry easily
p/s: the strong people...are people that can control his/her anger
p/s: if we can't help all...we still can help one
p/s: if we can't help one...please help ourselves  
p/s: by the end of the day...what we do to help people is nothing...
p/s: all that come from Allah...Allah the one that give us the strength to help.
p/s: please don't forget about that.


let me warn you!
if you don't want to take care of all woman
let me take care of all of them...till the end of my life
Allah will give me the strength!
-Qurratul 'Ain-

Tuesday, March 25, 2014




^___^. hehe

release the tension haha




Monochrome 1

then follow your heartbeat
the first..not the second not the third...
your first intention..that is the way
don't be must
if it says leave..then leave
if it says stay...then stay
and wait and patient

it will be long...hold with your first intention
but you need the basic knowledge...
if you're crazy then no need to learn
just be crazy ^___^.

if you hope not to be crazy
learn and be patient

key: sincere
-Qurratul 'Ain-

Turkey 1

Turkey's armed forces shot down a Syrian plane on Sunday after it crossed into Turkish air space in a border region where Syrian rebels have been battling President Bashar Assad's forces. 

"A Syrian plane violated our airspace," Prime Minister Tayyip Erdogan told an election rally of his supporters in northwest Turkey. 

"Our F-16s took off and hit this plane. Why? Because if you violate my airspace, our slap after this will be hard." 

The rebels have been fighting for control of the Kasab crossing, the border region, since Friday, when they launched an offensive which Syrian authorities say was backed by Turkey's military. 

Syria said Turkish air defenses shot down the jet while it was attacking rebel forces inside Syrian territory, calling the move "blatant aggression." 

State television quoted a military source as saying the pilot managed to eject from the plane. The Syrian Observatory for Human Rights monitoring group said initial reports from the area said the plane came down on the Syrian side of the border.

Al Manar, the television station of Assad's Lebanese ally Hezbollah, said two rockets had been fired from Turkish territory at the Syrian jet. 

Ankara Turki 23/3/2014

h.y 8

It’s important to introduce the Qur'an to children 
Parents should read the Qur'an to their children, even if it’s only a couple of pages. They should just open it and show it to them. Because the kids don't know about the Qur'an. Usually many people don't ever open a Qur'an in their lifetime. If you want to give the greatest gift to your child, open up a Qur'an page, read a couple of verses, and then maybe another page and read some more verses. Then you would be introducing him to the Qur'an’s moral values. Or for instance, the young people do not know about the Treatise of Light collection. For instance, the Barla Addendum. It would be a great gift to give a small version to your child. Let’s look at it and see what it says: ‘Telling you about patience and trust in God in the face of these undesirable events is not necessary [because you already have it]. Actually you taught us the value of patience and trust in God, as before we used to complain about the slightest things, and you showed us how precious and joyful it is to trust God. Thank God, since that day, we are able to comprehend and appreciate the meanings of things better.’

For example a child doesn't know what is pain, or hurting, he doesn't know its causes, or the wisdom behind it: But when he reads the Treatise of Light, he understands that it is a test, he understands that there is wisdom and a good reason behind it. Then he won’t fall into childish traps of foolishness. Lots of dangerous things happen to children, and it’s happening because they don't know the Qur'an.

It would be great to read to them  from the Quran, some from the Treatise of Light and some from Harun Yahya books. For example ‘Pains of the False World’, or ‘The Religion of the Ignorant’ will greatly help a kid mature. Because in this way, he will be able to clearly see the dangers of a dark world which is the ‘religion of the ignorant’ and save himself from that. He would learn about the false worlds and then the true world. Just reading the ‘Religion of the Ignorant’ would completely change a kid’s life because Harun Yahya's books have a compact, concise style that effectively convey immense information.

When I was a kid, I was unaware of such books, I didn't know. It was really difficult to see a religious book around. We had a Qur'an in our house but it was in Arabic language and was hanging on the wall. For years it stayed there. We never knew back then what was written inside. But if you teach a kid the Qur'an, only ten pages of it, his whole world will change. Because kids already have good hearts, but when they are taught only evil, it creates a one-sided education. You shouldn't think ‘What would it change if I tell this to my child?’ Just do it and it will create a revolution in his soul. Maybe you won’t realize the change, but in reality his whole world will change. He will start to live in a different world, and even one page would suffice.

Give a copy of  ‘Quran's Miracles’ book to a kid, and his life would change. Giving books to children is very important, because then those kids would save their friends too. Usually children teach each other things that would influence them negatively, because they don't know any better. When I was a kid, I never saw a child that was talking about the Qur'an or Islam. Children are usually told wrong, strange, and unnecessary things. That’s why it would be a great gift to teach children about Islam from the Qur'an, the miracles of creation , Harun Yahya books, the Treatise of Light collection.

 Excerpt from Mr. Adnan Oktar's Live Conversation on A9TV dated March  12th, 2014

p/s: morning class 8.15 am...linguistic class ^____^.