Monday, January 27, 2014

1000 year

In the Quran God has drawn attention to the relativity of a thousand years. Jesus Messiah has been raised to the Presence of God in a thousand years and came back from the Presence of God in another thousand years. But that is as long as a blink of an eye. The Prophet Jesus peace and blessing be upon him closed his eyes, be raised to the Presence of God, opened his eyes and been sent back  to the world. That is it.

-A9 tv; 5/10/13


lately...i just take a tea break time ^__^.
as my teacher said :  after final exam go home and rest and don't think!

only bring my lappy, quran to home and other few thing
I try to focus on memorizing Quran I'm a very slow learner
so I wrote them hundred or thousand times on A4 paper...
(one paper for one verse) (i hope i won't getting lazy again)
I don't want it to disappear from my memory.
I wish it will be in my heart.

p/s: well, I still stubborn as I am
p/s: soon I'll beat you up muahaha
p/s: I can't wait the day that I'll beat you up
p/s: ganbatte

memory of snow


ok,,cya...never give up..embrace the pain as it is

Tuesday, January 14, 2014




this isn't an angel that acting as poor old man in Prophet time
to test the human...or what you think?
it still remain as a test from God to mankind


p/s: cya

10 thing

10 things I want my 10-year-old daughter to know:

1. It is not your job to keep the people you love happy. Not me, not Daddy, not your brother, not your friends. I promise, it's not. The hard truth is that you can't, anyway.

2. Your physical fearlessness is a strength. Please continue using your body in the world: run, jump, climb, throw. I love watching you streaking down the football field, or swinging proudly along a row of monkey bars, or climbing into the high branches of a tree. There is both health and a sense of mastery in physical activity and challenges.

3. You should never be afraid to share your passions. You are sometimes embarrassed that you still like to play with dolls, for example, and you worry that your friends will make fun of you. Anyone who teases you for what you love to do is not a true friend. This is hard to realise, but essential.

4. It is okay to disagree with me, and others. You are old enough to have a point of view, and I want to hear it. So do those who love you. Don't pick fights for the sake of it, of course, but when you really feel I'm wrong, please say so. You have heard me say that you are right, and you've heard me apologise for my behavior or point of view when I realise they were wrong. Your perspective is both valid and valuable. Don't shy away from expressing it.

5. You are so very beautiful. Your face now holds the baby you were and the young woman you are rapidly becoming. My eyes and cleft chin and your father's colouring combine into someone unique, someone purely you. I can see the clouds of society's beauty myth hovering, manifest in your own growing self-consciousness. I beg of you not to lose sight of your own beauty, so much of which comes from the fact that your spirit runs so close to the surface.

6. Reading is essential. It is the central leisure-time joy of my life, as you know. I am immensely proud and pleased to see that you seem to share it. That identification you feel with characters, that sense of slipping into another world, of getting lost there in the best possible way? Those never go away. Welcome.

7. You are not me. We are very alike, but you are your own person, entirely, completely, fully. I know this, I promise, even when I lose sight of it. I know that separation from me is one of the fundamental tasks of your adolescence, which I can see glinting over the horizon. I dread it like ice in my stomach, that space, that distance, that essential cleaving, but I want you to know I know how vital it is. I'm going to be here, no matter what, Grace. The red string that ties us together will stretch. I know it will. And once the transition is accomplished there will be a new, even better closeness. I know that too.

8. It is almost never about you. What I mean is that when people act in a way that hurts or makes you feel insecure, it is almost certainly about something happening inside of them, and not about you. I struggle with this one mightily, and I have tried very, very hard never once to tell you you are being "too sensitive" or to "get over it" when you feel hurt. Believe me, I know how feelings can slice your heart, even if your head knows otherwise. But maybe, just maybe, it will help to remember that almost always other people are struggling with their own demons, even if they bump into you by accident.

9. There is no single person who can be your everything. Be very careful about bestowing this power on any one person. I suspect you are trying to fill a gnawing loneliness, and if you are you inherited it from me. That feeling, Woolf's "emptiness about the heart of life," is just part of the deal. Trying to fill that ache with other people (or with anything else, like food, alcohol, numbing behaviours of a zillion sorts you don't even know of yet) is a lost cause, and nobody will be up to the task. You will feel let down, and, worse, that loneliness will be there no matter what. I'm learning to embrace it, to accept it as part of who I am. I hope to help you do the same.

10. I am trying my best. I know I'm not good enough and not the mother you deserve. I am impatient and fallible and I raise my voice. I am sorry. I love you and your brother more than I love anyone else in the entire world and I always wish I could be better for you. I'll admit I don't always love your behaviour, and I'm quick to tell you that. But every single day, I love you with every fibrw of my being. No matter what.

p/s: link

saya nak ingat ni

kelakar kawan2 aku niyyy

Jumarni Jum reading islamic mape
ha!! malam ni aku jadi YB BANDAR...membuka2 kota2 penting

  • Ameer Addin nnt bila dah hbis buka kota bg ak jd datuk bandar plak...haha

  • Jumarni Jum eh mna bole Ameer Addin...mstila X...ahaha..aku akn pecat ko dri ko pakgad je.
  • Ameer Addin Ak jd ketua pak gad seluruh kota ok jgk...

  • Jumarni Jum eh xda mknanya ko ketua pakgad sluruh kota ok...pakgad pintu masuk je.harap mklum.trima kasih.hahahaa

    p/s: we have to add more information to the map..who? when?
    p/s: ape yang aku rasa?
    p/s: aku rasa macam..okey aku buat je
    p/s: kawan2 aku okey je


    p/s: okey last exam..16 ni...pasni bye..aku tak mo dah tengok kertas2 ni semua
    p/s: kertas kerja ke..apeke...
    okey selamat maju dear..


    Mencari Hikmah was tagged in a photo.

    • Mrs'Merah Cendawan hurt a lot...

    • Badai Angkasa Learn n hurt
    • Alang Mat Latiff Me too, both.. learn n hurt a lot

    • Mr'Sonata Chitake Agree..i like it..

    • Mencari Hikmah and people change because of of the love ..xkenal maka xcinta.. bgaimana nk cinta Allah & RasulNya andai xkenal?? Allahu Rabbi.. syukran..

    • Dyan Iman I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

      Marilyn Monroe

    • Bunga Angkasa Hurt a lot

    p/s: okey... and me hmmmm
    p/s: i've been hurt a lot :P and it make me learn a lot
    then... i'll avoid anything that will make me hurt..
    if you hurt me, i'll say bye2 and i hope you regret what you've done!!!

     p/s: object that will hurt me : hmm flower, people, tiger, meow 
    (sometime clawing..and i said to meow "i don't wanna be your friend")
    "see what you've done!!! you hurting my finger with your claw

    believe or not my cat show her regret face hehe
    when she got pregnant before gave birth to all kitty, 
    she came to me while i'm praying and sleep near to me, and on evening
    she gave birth..weird cat

    something weirdo about her..she like to spoil me..when i do my homework, 
    she will be near me (only when i do my homework/or reading if not she won't
    care about me at all)

    i think she like pencil, book, paper.

    p/s: ok..nice thinking haha

    p/s: mama, i think i'm going nut again cause i've to finish all the thing before going home
    i hope i'll finish it here

    p/s: lazy..bye2

    and this one is funny..i saw this before..
    my english's lecturer post it haha


Azi's son

remember about Azi? yaa my best friend
this is her son...they didn't give name yet  to him
10/1/2014 /9 Rabiul Awwal 1435

in rabiul Awwal...hehe same as mine birthday month in Qamar calender/Islamic Calender

p/s: always love you and your family cause of Allah ^__^.
p/s: in love with your son haha
p/s: today 12 Rabiul Awwal..Rasulullah birthday/ or his birthday month
p/s: mine..15 Rabiul Awwal

Monday, January 13, 2014

my wish

 ya Allah, the day my faith is perfect
take me from this world

how do i see the scenery from here?
"it is just as you think it would be.." i answer

everybody go..everybody jump..i go my way too

you can fly higher
you don't have to be afraid
i'm just the same
here we go
we began to shine

Reported by Abu Hurairah (RA): Messenger of Allah (peace be upon him) said, "Allah the Exalted has said: 'I will declare war against him who shows hostility to a pious worshipper of Mine. And the most beloved thing with which My slave comes nearer to Me is what I have enjoined upon him; and My slave keeps on coming closer to Me through performing Nawafil (prayer or doing extra deeds besides what is obligatory) till I love him. When I love him I become his hearing with which he hears, his seeing with which he sees, his hand with which he strikes, and his leg with which he walks; and if he asks (something) from Me, I give him, and if he asks My Protection (refuge), I protect him". [Bukhari] 


there is nothing mysterious going on.
Almighty God is testing us.There is little time left till the Reckoning. The world will end even if
governments remain. You may maintain democracy, but God will put an end to it. There will be
no more courts, police station's or prosecutors' office. The Day of Reckoning will come . The
world will be destroyed. God will build a new system like this world, a new life, in its places.
The law of physics and chemistry will be different.At the moment, you get the shadow because
of the fall of light.Yet the shadow is really created separately and light is created separately.



Moon so bright Night so fine
keep your heart here with mine
life's a dream..we're dreaming

Race the moon Catch the wind
Ride the night To the End
Seize the day Stand up for the light...


meow..i love you so look like snowball

I want a fire breathing dragon. 

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Taylor Smith

this girl... 12 years old passed away : pneumonia on 5 January 2013

her parent find the letter she wrote to her future self .

 “To be opened by Taylor Smith on April 13, 2023 only unless said otherwise,”

“Sorry, baby, we opened it,” her father, Tim, told the television station, before reading it aloud with a sometimes-quavering voice. 

“Dear Taylor, how's life? Life is pretty simple 10 years in your past. I know I'm late for you, but as I'm writing this early, so: congratulations on graduating high school! If you didn't, go back and keep trying. Get that degree! … Do you have your own place yet? If we're in college, what are we majoring in? Right now I wanna be a lawyer.” The letter also addresses the importance of prayer and religious missions (she was, like her family, a devout Christian), Dollywood, her iPad (with a drawing of it attached) and the show “Dr. Who.” 

“Well, I think that’s all, but remember it’s been 10 years since I wrote this. Stuff has happened, good and bad. That’s just how life works, and you have to go with it.

Her father talks with WJHL about his feelings of grief. “Initially it's shock and waves of depression, and hoping that it's not real, and hoping that every time you take a nap or go to sleep you find out it wasn't real," he says. 

But, he adds, “If it's God's time, it's God's time, and he loved her more than we could ever love her. So much so that he said 'Come on.' A lot of people are probably wondering why it's so easy for a father who just lost his daughter to say something like that, to not curse God, to not hate God. The only thing I can say is that right now it's easy for me to trust God because my baby girl trusted him."

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