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Friday, June 21, 2013

Fly

yea..i'm fly again
it feel all the burden
all gone ^_^.

hi...
it feel good...
wish can lie down on the green grass behind the mountain
and be away from all this harsh...
ramadhan, me miss you..

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I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop

'Cause it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

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when all of the human souls were gathered in region of all souls- before they are born- when Allah asked them "Am i not your Lord." and we replied "Of course you are, Ya Allah."

They say saydina Ali r.a, because he has a very pure heart, and he can see through his heart what we cannot see through our eyes, - he can see through the eyes of his heart (basirah). Some people asked him one day "Ya Ali, about this verse, do you remember that day when Allah said to us in the region of the soul. He replied " Yes by Allah, i remember that day. And i remember who was standing on my right and who was standing on my left also."

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i just want to tell you something very important about this. If Allah loves you, do you know what He is going to do? He will open the doors of this life for you, and do you think He will say "Take whatever you want." No. Not that one. He Allah, will make this life seem too small so that you won't think of it at all.

Arrival of the soul

My child, what is called the ruh, the soul, is a ray of light that came from God. In the kingdom of the ruh, the souls exist as rays, as magnetic powers. Those rays were dispersed by God and scattered all over, filling all places in creation. They fell upon seven different places—upon earth, fire, water, air, and ether, and upon the light and the plenitude. Those rays, which were constantly in motion, became the countless lives of creation. What kind of life each ray became was determined by where it fell, which energy it fell upon. The rays that fell on the earth became earth lives, and those that fell on fire became fire lives. In the same way, water lives, air lives, and ether lives (lives of illusion) were created.

In other discourses, Bawa spoke of how a person who fails to realize God is "reborn" with various animal qualities. After each "rebirth," one loses some of the potential for the highest level of realization, and becomes capable of only a lower level of realization.

It is while you are living in this world, in this very birth, that you undergo all these rebirths - about 105 million rebirths. Every day, you are being reborn. Every new quality is indeed a rebirth . . .


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^_^.

http://suluk.wordpress.com/2010/06/26/pentingnya-shalat-dan-doa/

pesan Bawa

ANAK-ANAKKU, aku ingin menyampaikan pada kalian tentang maqam (tingkatan spiritual) dan ahwal (kedudukan)-ku. Aku datang ke dunia ini untuk melaksanakan doa, pemujaan dan meditasi dengan segala macam bentuknya, berbagai jenis zikir, tafakkur, shalat, salam dan shalawat. Aku sudah sangat tua, baik dalam pengalaman maupun dalam pemahaman. Usiaku sudah sangat, sangat tua.

Dulu sekali, ketika jumlah masjid masih sedikit, untuk mencapai masjid kadang kita harus berjalan kaki sejauh sepuluh sampai lima belas mil, hingga tibanya waktu Isya’. Untuk shalat Jum’at berjamaah (ke masjid yang menyelenggarakan shalat Jum’at—penerj.), kita harus mulai berjalan segera setelah Isya’ pada malam sebelumnya. Aku biasa berjalan sepuluh atau lima belas mil melewati hutan, berjalan kaki sepanjang malam untuk sampai di masjid pada jam satu atau jam dua pagi, agar bisa shalat subuh di sana. Lalu aku akan menunggu sampai tiba waktu shalat jum’at, lalu tetap di sana untuk shalat ashar dan shalat maghrib, lalu kembali berjalan pulang melewati hutan. Aku shalat seperti ini tanpa pernah kehilangan satu pun waktu shalat, selama delapan puluh tahun.

Maqam-ku ketika itu adalah maqam doa, dan semua perbuatanku tak ada satu pun yang tak diniatkan untuk Allah ta’ala. Setiap tindakanku adalah demi mencari Allah, dan keyakinanku tak ada lain selain hanya untuk menemui Allah. Tujuan hidupku hanyalah untuk bertemu Allah dan Rasul-Nya. Aku tak punya tujuan hidup yang lain. Niatku, tujuanku dan keyakinanku hanya itu saja, tak ada yang lain.

Selama delapan puluh tahun aku ada dalam keyakinan yang seperti itu. Aku duduk dari satu waktu shalat ke waktu shalat yang berikutnya, berzikir dan berdoa. Setiap kali aku memuji-Nya, aku bersujud setelahnya. Setelah setiap seratus pujian kepada-Nya, aku ruku’ dan sujud. Aku lakukan semua ini dengan duduk diam tanpa bergeser sedikit pun. Mengucapkan doa-doa adalah maqam-ku ketika itu, dan apa yang aku peroleh dari hal ini, yang aku dapatkan dari semua pujian dan pengagungan terhadap-Nya, dari semua ke-ahsan-an itu, aku memperoleh banyak sekali karomah, kekuatan-kekuatan dari Allah. Aku juga memahami bahwa bangsa jin dan peri pun memiliki kekuatan-kekuatan ajaib semacam itu.

Namun karena kekuatan-kekuatan itu pula, aku mendapatkan bangga diri dan kesombongan, ingin menunjukkan kemampuan-kemampuan itu. Pada akhirnya aku berkata, “Ya Allah, aku mencari Engkau, bukan semua ini.”

Lalu aku mengucapkan doa ini, doa kepada Allah, “Ya Rahman, yang paling pengasih pada hamba-hamba-Nya, selamatkan aku dari keadaan ini. Bukan aku yang seharusnya memegang kendali atas ciptaan-Mu. Engkaulah Tuhanku, ya Rahman, lindungi aku. Aku tidak datang ke sini untuk memperoleh semua ini. Ya Rahman, Engkau Tuhanku, dan tak ada tuhan selain Engkau. Engkaulah yang harus memberi keputusan dan melaksanakan ketetapan-Mu. Aku tidak datang ke sini sebagai hakim. Hanya Engkau yang sepenuhnya memahami urusan-urusan-Mu, Engkaulah penguasa segala sesuatu dan Engkaulah yang memahami semua ini hingga yang sekecil-kecilnya. Ampunilah aku, kendalikan amarahku, ambillah kembali kemampuan-kemampuan yang Kau berikan padaku itu. Akhirilah semua keajaiban dan tipuan yang mungkin berasal dariku. Tuntunlah aku ke jalan yang lurus, ke kebenaran. Aku hanya menginginkan Engkau, hanya Engkau, bukan yang lain. Aku tidak menginginkan semua kekuatan ini, kesaktian-kesaktian ini. Ya Rahman, yang paling pengasih, aku menginginkan sifat-sifat-Mu, tindakan yang berasal dari-Mu, perilaku yang berasal dari-Mu. Aku tidak menginginkan sifat-sifat dunia dan kemampuan-kemampuan duniawi, aku tidak menginginkan semua ini, ya Rahman.”

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dan ku tancapkan duri tajam, dan kau pun menangis, menangis sedih
http://suluk.wordpress.com/2006/06/08/mursyid-salik-dan-thariqah/
mursyid, salik, thariqah

Seorang Mursyid yang sejati, yang menerima perintah khusus dari Allah untuk menjadi guru bagi para pejalan sufi, bisa tampil dengan berbagai macam wajah. Ada kalanya ia tampak lembut dan sabar, begitu mudah dipahami. Ada kalanya pula ia tampil dengan galak dan keras, begitu membingungkan dan sulit dipahami.

Seorang mursyid akan mendidik murid-muridnya untuk belajar mengendalikan seluruh bala tentara hawa nafsu dan syahwatnya, untuk mengenal segala macam aspek yang ada dalam diri masing-masing, dan untuk memunculkan potensi dirinya yang sesungguhnya. Potensi yang diletakkan Allah dalam qalb masing-masing manusia ketika ia dijadikan.

Dalam tahap pembersihan diri ini, hampir semua murid biasanya meronta. Tentu saja, karena hawa nafsu dalam diri kita pasti meronta jika dipisahkan dari hal-hal yang disukainya. Tapi demi memunculkan diri muridnya yang asli, maka mau tak mau, Sang Mursyid harus melakukannya. Sang Mursyid harus memaksa murid-muridnya untuk belajar mengendalikan seluruh bala tentara hawa nafsu dan syahwat (Rumi menyebutnya sebagai ‘jiwa binatang’) dalam diri masing-masing.

Apakah ini berarti bahwa seorang murid harus memposisikan dirinya di hadapan gurunya seperti mayat yang dibolak-balik oleh pemandinya?

Nah, ini juga pemahaman yang perlu dikoreksi. Ada beberapa hal yang biasanya diajukan kepada para pejalan sufi yang ber-thariqat maupun yang memiliki mursyid, yang belakangan ini sering mengemuka. Berikut dua contoh representatif ketidaktepatan penilaian yang digeneralisir tersebut.

Pertama, “Saya bukan pengikut tasawuf formal. Saya tidak pernah bersumpah setia di bawah telapak tangan seorang guru spiritual untuk hanya menaati dia seorang, kerana saya tidak menyukainya. Saya fikir, tidak ada pemikiran dan kesedaran sehat yang bisa terbangun jika seseorang telah memutuskan untuk berhenti bertanya, dan bersikap kritis.” 2

p/s: haha
p/s: everyone is missing me..?
p/s: haha..mimi..i wanna slap your pretty face..wake up!!!
p/s: let see..if me can stay or not

Monday, June 17, 2013

Songs of Solitude


this, my God, for You is the greatest praise
we, the dust, become pearls...

but now, my yearning is always for You alone
will the pearls return to dust?

i am confused, mad and lost
but i keep returning to You
You are mysterious
You attract desires
like a maiden behind a curtain

what do i compare our life in this world with?
with the boat?

which paddles away at the break of dawn
leaving no traces behind...

my God, what lasts?

-amir hamzah-

to you alone
come you to me o death
release me from this agony

to you alone i've recourse
at this moment of complete darkness


the childs  that i'm looking for are hard to see
who understands the world
who even love tiny leaves
isn't common

they're all my loving friends 

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

sleep

^_^.

the wind is blowing again today
and birds are chirping chirpppp..chirppp like yesterday
and still i don't understand them all
the sign is like unfinished puzzle


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i didn't believe in red threads 
i thought that fate is something to be seized 
in the world that is spinning too fast
before i know it i'm worn out
i've become tired of this world

the echo won't reach your heart
cause itself never touch my heart
maybe the heart want to play hide and seek
everywhere  is too confusing...

-yura hiedeki-

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jigglypuff
so all the people..are sleeping ^_^.

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Di bawah sinaran ungu
Kau persembahkan syairmu untukku
Gemalai tarimu bagai
Sang pari-pari turun ke bumi

 Menjelmalah kau dari maya
Hiburkanlah hatiku gundah
Jangan biarkan aku... keliru
Memburu... dirimu

Masih berlegar di antara mimpi
Bagai nyata kau hadir dan bersenda
Telah kuhulurkan kasihku padamu
Tak kau genggam jiwaku yang tercengkam
Aku yang terseksa
Dan menanti


but the pieces is missing again ^_^.
 i won't care hehe
i don't want to play puzzle anymore..
cause it making me bored
me will continue to finish it
if me refresh again haha
i'm tired now
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hello hello
         my cute angel ^_^.
stay by my sides always
and

thank you...thank you
that's what i want to tell you
just the word, "Thank You"



In short, planning is important. But acting is unavoidable.

So all of you there… Start acting. You have already spent half of your life in planning.



WAKE UP

And

GOOD LUCK! 

-locomente-

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p/s: bye..bye 
p/s: me love you all cause of Allah
p/s: dark heart and white heart
p/s: both?

Saturday, June 8, 2013

Blue Bird




You said that if you could flap your wings.You would never come back down.You always aimed for that blue, blue sky. Still without remembering “sadness”. I begin to grasp “pain” .When these feelings reach you.They will change into “words”.

As you awaken from a dream . In an unknown world . Spread your wings and take flight.

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You said that if you would flap your wings.You would never come back down .You aimed for that white, white cloud .You know if you can just make it through.You’ll find what you seek. Keep trying to break free for that blue, blue sky .That blue, blue sky.That blue, blue sky

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Using a sound like harsh words. You broke the old window that was rusty .You got tired of seeing the cage. You threw it away and never looked back. The pulse that beats quickly .Catches my breath.  Kick this window and take flight

You said that if you ran. That you can do it . That far far voice that calls out to you . To take your very radiant hand. Just to search for that blue, blue sky . I understand if you fall .But continue to go after the light

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you know if you can just make it through
you'll find what you seek
keep trying to break free for that bluish sky

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habataitara  modoranai to itte
mezashita no wa  aoi  aoi  ano sora

 "Kanashimi" wa mada oboerarezu  "Setsunasa" wa ima tsukamihajimeta
anata e to idaku  kono kanjou mo  ima "Kotoba" ni kawatteku

 aisou tsukita you na oto de  sabireta furui mado wa kowareta
miakita kago wa  hora sutete yuku  furikaeru koto wa mou nai

 
p/s: my mind is puzzle like this...as dna puzzle...puzzle in my mind
p/s: don't listen to me..i'm out of mind  
p/s: virus ^_^.
p/s: ...
p/s: and the bird sound making me sick
p/s: afraid to hear the sound..their chirping sound
p/s: i want to close my ears and make it deaf 
p/s: ... please go away  ^_^.

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Gurando ni fuita kaze wo
Chiisana madokara suikonde tameiki 



 My dream kotoba ni dekinai dake na no ni
Dare demo ii kara to kizu tsukete naita yoru
Wakatte hoshii nante omowanai kedo
Egaita yume wo shinjikirenai yowasa ni tada shihai sareteta
  16 my dream 

Naru beku egao de itai keredo  ^_^.
Mamori nuku tame ni wa shikata nai deshou 
 Kitto uso nante sou 
Imi wo motanai no 
All my loving...
Sou ja nakya yatterannai 

Yume ni made mita you na sekai wa 
Arasoi mo naku heiwa na nichijou  

Ochikonda senaka ni Bye Bye Bye
 Kimi no Fighting Pose misenakya ... 

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Wednesday, June 5, 2013

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誰より大切って...

p/s: please don't think too much
p/s: this is just a result of bored me
p/s: ^_^.

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Wahai kamu,
Ya kamu...
Mari lihat mataku,
Mari lihat wajahku,
Apa yang kau temu?
Kau lahirkan permainan dalam diriku,
Sehingga rasa yang tinggal semua beku,
Senyumku tampak seolah pilu,
Tapi semua cuma permainan jika kau mahu tahu,
Ada sesuatu dalam diriku,
Yang kau tertinggal untuk ambil tahu,
Kerana teka teki diriku tiada siapa akan mampu,
Jelaskan semua yang telah ku buku,
Berjilid jilid telah ku lakonkan untukmu,
Dengan niat kau ketahui sesuatu,
Bahawa tindakan ku bukan kau penentu.

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The God of Universe
The God who create Sky and Earth
God is unknown yet feel the presence

the wind blows against  the silent you, that is so pleasant "i'll sing a little song"
the peaceful time and the sorrow of a small heart

world when you stare at me i can't really breathe soon everything will reach the sky
even the tiny world in our tiny hands are glittering shining as we're inside a dream
sooner or later peaceful time will pass away silently
~light~




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Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Pyar


^_^. hahahaha
let me talk about love...
since one of my name mean my love ^_^.
he told me don't get angry if people fallin in love with you

and me "what!!!!" okay
maybe in this world we attract to something opposite
my love + my hate ahahaha =  0 neutral

desire rage in my bosom like storm rising in sea
sometime it's the sailor who drown his own boat  

On Earth is Love
in Heaven is the Lord (Rabb)
Everything else is transitory
between Love and God
Says hundred thing that you wish
The meaning still remain the same
Love is the beauty create by Him
 And God is beautiful than anything

Love also His own name


this life my sweetheart ^_^.
...is like the flowing water
water will flow away
what remain is nothing
but if we check in Quran verse
Our Lord shall remain forever

oo Lord what is love?...me become stubborn day by day
forgive me...

oo my friend
could you tell me?
what is love?

and she told me...
love is God
God is love
God's love

oo my friend until now i couldn't understand it
when you told me. me was shocked and smile
cause i've been searching for it but can't find
i look at the sky, i search in my dream, i look around me
i seek it in sea. me haunt it on earth and i hope for it in my prayer
at last me cry hahahah

night turn into day
day turn into night
and i lost again in nothingness
shame on me ^_^.

what is love?
what is God?
why it hurt?

(let us put this character as Qurratul A'in) >_<

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Pyaar hua, iqraar hua hai
Pyaar se phir kyoon darrta hai dil

we are in love and we have declared it
why does the heart still fear with the world?

Kehta hai dil rasta mushkil 
Maaloom nahin hai kahan manzil

cause it tells us the path  is too difficult
and the destination is unknown

Raatein dason dishaaon se kahengi apni kahaaniyaan
Geet hamaare pyaar ke dohraayegi jawaaniyaan

the night will speak our love to all over the world
songs of our love will be repeated by other youths

Main na rahoonga, tum na rahoge
Phir bhi rahengi nishaaniyaan

you and i will no longer be there
but our remembrance will live on
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p/s: don't get me wrong..me only can see God in every love song ahahah
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ishq bina kya marna yaaro 
ishq bina kya jiina...

if not for love what's left to die for?
if not for love what's left to live for?
What is dying, without love? 
What is living, without love?


guD se miiTHa ishq ishq Love is sweeter than raw sugar;
imlii se khaTTa ishq ishq love is more bitter than tamarind.
vaada yeh pakka ishq ishq This love is a solemn promise;
dhaaga yeh kachcha ishq ishq                                   this love is an elemental bond.



did the path lead to the sea...and all of them drowned?  :( crazy

I have lost something; what is it that I've lost? 

Why are you so quiet? Speak, sway with me! 

Match your step to mine. Match my rhythm to yours.

Approach my heart, come along my heart's paths.

Whatever state you're in, I'm in it as well. 

Match your mood to mine.
Match my rhythm to yours.

(soon you'll be tired ^_^. haha and i'll laugh at you...)

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where in the world have You been hiding
i only wish i knew Your secret...
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-you must have been dreaming, stories like this can't come true
-you're talking in riddles, and it's not like you...

*He's with me...all around me

-it frighten me

*don't be frightened ^_^.

in sleep he sang to me. in dream he came
that voice that call to me and speak my name
and do i dream again for now i find

those who have seen your face draw back in fear
i'm the mask you wear..it's me they hear

 

 p/s: ^_^.
p/s: watch out your step dear...could it be poison that kill you
could it be honey that heal you