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Wednesday, February 27, 2013

ame


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in a sadly blooming flower
i saw traces of You
even though i love the rain
today it seems so cold









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even if i scatter the sands of time
i know i can never return to those days

i looked up at the sky suddenly
searching again for You
how many nights will it take
before tears become strength?

the seasons change. the forests are stained
the winds play a tune. thoughts overflow

p/s: why're you so sad...
born to be ^__^.
p/s: http://instagram.com/samhaseyebrows link

 

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under the shine that the Moon has created
play in the world of dreams~
under the winking forms of the sleeping stars

look look here
i want you to look here...

inao's diaries

dearest yura...

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 hiding away,
everyday,  i kept telling myself

"you're not alone", "it's okay!",
"it will be all right."

i couldn't say, i couldn't see
the truth that i needed help
and so i spent too many years full of lonely nights...

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walking alone the same old streets like i'd done before
it was a ordinary day, there is no reason why~
i started wondering if this is how it always be?
And all at once, i felt the tears welling up in my eyes
feeling like i was nothing but a tiny thing
all alone with nothing to believe...

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i always tried to be the strongest person that i could be
but being strong doesn't mean you won't feel the pain~

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i sing my song for you, my dearest angel, only for you
a little light to keep you shining as you do 
and everyday i'll always pray that you may never become
a victim of the sadness
and all the darkness that i've known~
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Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Badiuzzaman Said Nursi



today, i bought this book ^___^.
i'm waiting for so long to find this book hehe
m/s 452

Beliau adalah seorang tokoh Islam Turki yang terkenal dengan perjuangannya dalam memelihara
iman dan akidah umat Islam, ketika negara itu diisytiharkan sebagai negara 'Republik'.
Dengan pengisytiharaan itu, Turki bertukar wajah menjadi negara sekular lalu mengharamkan
semua syiar Islam. Al-Quran diharamkan, masjid dan sekolah agama ditutup, tulisan Arab
dan pemakaian hijab dilarang, dan kegiatan dakwah disekat.

Perjuangan beliau tidak pernah kenal erti menyerah, sehingga beliau menjadi individu 
yang paling digeruni oleh pemerintahan Mustafa Kamal Atartuk. Digeruni bukan kerana dia
mengangkat senjata, tetapi digeruni kerana ketokohannya. Beliau adalah
Badiuzzaman Said Nursi.

p/s: ^___^. 


Harun Yahya 2


Hazrat Mahdi is the most modern person of his time as he will bestow liberty

Hazrat Mawdudi says that the Mahdi is the most modern man of his time. He says that some
bigoted types with a traditional conception of religion will be shocked when they see him.
He says they will complain saying "he has abolished our faith".

that is because they see liberty when they were used to oppression
"where did you get this idea of freedom from?" they ask
he will bring beauty
"what are you doing?" they'll ask
"we want ugliness, but you're producing beauty", they say.

they want blood by the bucketful, tankers full of blood but Hazrat Mahdi will say.
" i'll not shed even a drop of blood".
those want to see rivers of blood. Communist, for example are very keen on bloodshed.
bigot also are very keen to shed blood.

Communist  say "a red sun will rise over the horizon of all that crimson blood".
look the communist say that the blood will flow like the sea.

and "red sun will rise over the horizon of that crimson blood"
what do the bigot say.

they have the same claim but what does Hazrat Mahdi say?

"Forget all that..", he says
"i shall not allow one drop of blood to be spilled".Not even a drop.
"Not even one's nose ever bleed" he says.

satan (evil) want rivers of blood that is what satan wants. he can never get enough blood. The Mahdi
is the anti-satan. he is the one who'll break satan's back. satan will be totally vanquished in the time
of Mahdi. We're told that satan who will be slain in the time of Mahdi. he is totally annulled, done with.
after being free as bird for thousand of years, satan will be laid now, insha'Allah.



Hazrat Mahdi will be in touch with the Jews

-(the account state that) Hazrat Mahdi will go to Byt al-Maqdis, to Jerusalem
so that means he (Hazrat Mahdi) will be in touch with Israel, that is to say he will be in touch
with the Jews.

the reason for that is; what does our Prophet pbuh says in his hadith...
"He (Hazrat Mahdi) will rule the Jews with the original of the Torah."
that is because he is the King Messiah that the Jews have been waiting for.

there is only one Mahdi anyway. The Mahdi they (the Jews) have been waiting for and the Mahdi
the Muslims are awaiting is the same.

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why is the sky so blue?
as if it's never known sadness
it always crumbles away
toward tomorrow
without hesitation

the sky is clear and the wind sings
i had a dream...
 the people made their way to find their true happiness

"or you should believe from this child's eyes
as we pass through the dark, I'll be there by your side
so you won't get lost, so that your eyes won't be a cost
of this world full of grief"
Allah i always asking You 
why is the sky...crumbling towards tomorrow?
almost, as if...nothing knows about life's true sorrows
where shall i go? if it will lead me to a path where i don't know if happiness will last

Allah the foolish me
always hesitate
and You listen to me that always says
"coming to life is never enough, some thing are filled with pain, right?"
You touch my broken and fallen heart

Allah the foolish me
always hesitate
and You listen to me that always says
"the sky is way up high, the wind is singing"
and with my wet eyes, always says and hoping that..
"people will finally be able to reach the joy they dream of..."

Allah the foolish me
always hesitate
and this child hope You will says
"I'll be by your side so you won't get lost"

i wonder where do dreams sleep
someday, there will be no one left
Allah You knows
i was born, lacking part of me
and deep inside , this pain filled inside of me
but then You gave a sign and touched my incomplete heart
and gave me the missing piece
but yet it still uncomplete

memories, that will lead to a bright tomorrow

the wind sing above, the sky remains high
while looking up towards this sky
to full my last wish
this heart is pain
and it hurt more
than yesterday

Allah
the sky is way up high, the wind is singing
memories of my dreams  and my cries
are now returning as gentle echoes of wind
-Qurratul 'Ain-


Monday, February 25, 2013

KazeYuki preview2


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inao... where're you?
this mysterious journey has begun but you're not here
you told me so...to follow the tunes and now i understand.
they had the same beat as ours, that is why we're crying

spread your wings and strongly fly to your destiny
i want to go to a new world, but

where did i hear such painful news
my loneliness overflows but it's not the end
an invisible power binds me 
to a birdcage where my heart is locked up
but i'll definitely put forth my courage
i won't hit the wall

a dream is where one's feelings begin
i'll try to make my dream come true
i faintly remember when the wind stopped blowing

the cloud blew away and my worries were healed
it's sad time, but i won't run away

i look up at the sky so wide
i know i want to be free and now i'm able to be spread
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inao the truth is i know it...but at the beginning i can't remembered even a single thing. 
The memories is locked and now it is open. After we separate at the bridge. All the sign came.

yes, i had the vision, the sun at the night had reborn, and the light particle surround us.
i think everyone will see it, but i'm false, it's only a few people. And when i run away, 
i heard their voice crying, and i'm falling down. Then three voices appears, they want me to repent.
 
and  the old man said 
"yes he knows but anybody won't believe you. if they had
the sincere heart they will know you". what is your desire inao?

it felt like i met him, our grandfather but i couldn't reach him. He called me but his
vision is blurring, it's more than once. And the other he, yes, he told us to be patient.

if i continue the journey, we'll met again. Feel it with your heart. i choose to be with them at this
moment. When my time begin...i would leaved...

-yura hiedeki- 
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Kazeyuki pre 5link

+ are you okay?
+then, what wrong with you?
- it is a sadness

+you hate this world that much?
-no i love it, don't you see the beautiful sky and star up there

+then you should be patient..
-...patient.

-there a dark side that no one knows...it still there full of hatred
-there's a seed of darkness is born now
-there's a seed of light as well

+what will happen when the darkness converge with the light?
-disappear

+sadness

+without forgiving anyone?
-i don't remember them either... the memories disappear

+you hate this world
-at the root of light darkness is born, it's so cruel

+it hurt you that much?
-it hurt me deep inside

+this is your sadness?
-...

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-you want to know the full stories?
+if you wish to tell me...

-all the stories i told you...
-it was a tell...
-i shouldn't...

cause i know the secret

then feel it with your heart
if you have the courage

help me...
without a word

if you don't ...please keep silent
and learn more...till you understand

cause anyone can falling down

it's begin now
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how tall is the blue sky?
how strong is the wind?
how clear is the water
tell me the deepest thought in your heart...

i saw in a dream we've the power to change the future
i saw in a dream the stone had reached the earth 
i saw in a dream patient is the answer for everything

it begin when our tribe have to run from them, the leader (our great grandfather) didn't want to see
the blood shed in his homeland. This place is the right place for us... it was 3 places back then..
they scattered to the 3 places...no one knows our origin...this life won't last forever. 

All the secret keeper had passed away hundred years ago...but now the secret is reveal... it doesn't
gave any meaning at all, but we love knowledge aren't we?

they keep coming and want us to reveal the secret...they shouldn't meet us, this is not the time.
why it is us? why not the others? i feel too afraid.

At the night it was a very bright light...it was their sign...i shouldn't see it, i shouldn't...
our great grand father shouldn't do this to us...it is not fair...
but he told us it was our destiny this is God will...but why now?
let the hidden be the hidden...

i don't believe this, when i keep silent, they keep coming and tell me...something that i don't want 
to hear...i don't want to meet this kind of people.Why this century is so weird?

our great grandfather...you know what happen to us...should i believe it?...
i'm not your grandchild... there are no prove..

i stopped and run from this...but where should i go...the people didn't realize, they won't believe
they're sleeping...
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Kaze Yuki review 1 link

(inao's diaries)

you don't even know my heart...
watch out your heart dear
don't make it darker

learn our feeling...not to misjudge a things
soon i'll leave you and begin my journey
i hate when you don't even try 
to make any sense of this sorrow



it was them but not me...don't you get it?
what a meaning of this life... (laughing slowly)
to get what i want? but what i want?
what on earth that i want?

will my fleeting tears melt this dark heart?

there will be unknown answer
have you understood yet?

every day passing front me
it will just give an endless sorrow
inside it cold...can you feel it?

i've known sorrow, i've known happiness
weakness make me change
this word will never reached
cause you won't understand this sorrow

what is the meaning of this fleeting existence?

(inao hiedeki)


deep within  heart...


are you staying strong? Are you suffering?
acting strong and just go forward....
a little suffering
and a little bit more patience...
then you'll win ^_^.

let me rest, for a little bit more
.when you tried to enter the door of awakening
there will be no more rest
then your eyes will see

you'll hear, you'll see...they'll come
who do you think they really are?

your frequency will be too higher, want it or not...you'll see them
anyone can be falling..so watch out your step...dear precious friend

what will be, will be...

the old man...there  a lot of old man that hold the key of puzzle...

there...one saying:
the secret is not to be reveal, reveal the secret then you'll lose
we'll be apart...
the game is easy...hold the secret, give them a clue and silence
and let them find that hidden treasure


what is the sign?
the sign "suffering" second sign "gifted"
only this two sign will awaken the sleep one...

i came to this weird century then i met you
  
-inao hiedeki-

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 hmm part of me...your silence tear, your silence way..
 this life...

-yura hiedeki-

p/s: something was missing

9 years ago...the bright light...it turn night into days...like sun in artic...but all the people
they sleep in very deep sleep. I know you saw the same bright light as me (here) it was in June
2004

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peaceful times
and the sorrow of a small heart
the wind blows against the silent you
even the tiny world is in our tiny hands
it feel just like we're in dream...

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"your voice will stay in everyone's memories and hearts..."

even if one day she disappears
she'll be in our hearts cause to most of us
she's our life

even she is just a voice and a story...
of someone precious to me...

 come ^_^.  laugh and cry with me...

 when i saw you weak for the first time, i couldn't do anything...i just, just held your hand
when you grew tired of it and started to drift off to sleep
you looked at me and mumbled "sorry" and smile a little that's the way you were...

the reason i couldn't even say goodbye properly was because i felt as if we'd see each other again...

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p/s: welcome to the new century
p/s: love you all cause of Allah...
p/s: this fiction stories...making me falling in love again and again
p/s: someday i'll fix the grammar mistake ok ^____^.
p/s: and you know what happen to Hiedeki's family...they all have been killed and inao too
but of course she will be amongst the last character that still alive..
p/s: what will last forever?

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Saturday, February 23, 2013

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the wind surrounds this city felt a little cold somewhere
i always alone i thought i was okay with it..

since the day when i met you my world began to change into color
though the season is ending soon, again
these color won't fade

that's why i want to deliver it to you, who is far away

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このをつつむ風は
kono machi o tsutsumu kaze wa
(in) this town shrouded by wind

どこか少し冷たくって
dokoka sukoshi tsumetakutte
it’s somewhat icy (desolate/bleak) everywhere

僕はいつもりだった
boku wa itsumo hitori datta
I’ve always been alone

それでいいと思ってたんだ
sorede ii to omottanda
‘but it’s okay’, that’s what I thought

あの日キミと出会ってから
ano hi kimi to deattekara
ever since the day I met you
世界は色をえていった
sekai wa iro o kaeteitta
the colour of the world has changed
季節はまたぎてくけど
kisetsu wa mata sugiteku kedo
the seasons have passed by again, yet
色あせることはないよ
iro aseru koto wa nai yo
the colour hasn’t faded
遠いキミヘとけたくて
tooi kimi e to todoketakute
I want to reach that faraway you
だから
dakara
and so/ that’s why
えたいコトバ
tsutaetai kotoba atsume
I’ll gather up the words I want to convey to you
小さな魔法をかけて
chiisana mahou o kakete
and put a little spell in it
さあキミのもとえと
saa kimi no moto e to okuru
and send to your side

ぬくもりさめないように
nukumori samenai you ni
Hoping that the warmth doesn’t dissipate
想いはカタチになるんだ
omoui wa katachi ni narunda
and my thoughts will turn into reality


どんなにれてても
donna ni hanarete temo
no matter how distant we are
待っててくれるキミが
matte tekureru kimi ga
you (please) wait for me
今僕に必要なんだ
ima boku ni hitsuyou nanda
right now, you still need me don’t you?

たくさんのコトバたち
takusan no kotoba tachi
the many words that
このウタにめ込んで
kono uta ni tsume konde
have been packed into this song
キミヘと届けにいくよ
kimi e to todoke ni ikuyo
do let it reach you

二人はこの空でいつも つながっている
futari wa kono sora de itsumo tsunagatte iru
‘the two of us will always be connected by this sky (above us)’

そう思えば 強くなれる
sou omoeba tsuyoku nareru
if i think that way I will be able to stay strong
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- "i'm interested in Islam,but i am only 14..."

 + SubhanAllah, Alhamdulillah... May Allah guides you always, aamiin..

insyaAllah no hurry sis..its ok...it same happen to me too. i remember when i was at your
age, i am interested in Islam but do not dare to tell anybody...just keep it secret in myself.

my journey to Islam since young and i could understand how is your feeling right now..

my advice to you, at the moment keep it secret to yourself. Even during Rasulullah pbuh
become Prophet and during early da'wah for Islam, he advise his followers to keep it secret
till the day it suppose to be and i believe it will be the same to you too.

right now you may study about Islam as you grows up and focus on your school studies as well.
Be a good daughter to your mom and dad. Shows good examples cause at the same time you're
practicing yourself to become a good muslim.

every simple thing in your life is all about to become a good muslim.

insyaAllah will try to meet you some day so that we could talk more about Islam. InsyaAllah
i make doa (prayer) for you too..

take care sis, do keep in touch yea...

http://nurainvivian.blogspot.com/2013/02/im-interested-in-islam-but-i-am-only-14.html

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 p/s: the background scenery of this vid...i wish i'll know where is the place...
p/s: for what?
p/s: cause the building...i see it somewhere...but i forgot...
p/s: it's important?
p/s: hmm..it's really important to me...
p/s: k..bye

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Friday, February 22, 2013

Asteroid



Harun Yahya says link (click)
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even peaceful time and the sorrows of a small heart

the wind blows against the silent you


Those who love me should also love Imam Rabbani, Abdul-Qadir Jilani, they should love the Bediuzzaman, they should love Sheikh Nazim al-Qubrusi, the sheikh of Shahs. And they should love them all very dearly. They should feel a great love for them all. How nice it is that you draw inspiration, you take richness from them, you take their light and that nourishes your heart. 
(A9 TV; February 15th, 2013)
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p/s: i love harun yahya cause of Allah.  may Allah bless you..
p/s: i love all of you cause of Allah

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Language





they learn ibrani language
Hassan Salama Primary School- Gaza


hito wa kanashii mono
hito wa kanashii mono na no?
hito wa ureshii mono datte 
sore demo omottete ii yo ne

人は哀しいもの
人は哀しいものなの?
人はうれしいものだって
それでも思ってていいよね

futari betsubetsu no michi demo
...

ふたり別別の道でも
...

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p/s: link1
p/s: i love you all cause of Allah

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nagakatta yo mou sukoshi de kogoesou de me o tojite'ta

it's been long. just a little more. it seemed like it'd freeze so i closed my eyes


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i can't tell anyone...i want to tell someone



Tuesday, February 19, 2013

dark cloud

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Sonzai ga tsudzuku kagiri    shikata nai kara basho wo toru 
Hitotsubun no hidamari ni    futatsu ha chotto hairenai


So long as we continue to exist, we can't help but claim our own place 
It's impossible for two to enter a single sunny spot



a glass marble was dropped. while i chased it. another one was dropped
in a single spot of sunshine, only one will remains

when their existences began. the moment their heart start to beat
they will take their position even if they don't want to
and they stay to protect it. with their silent wish, hoping it won't be taken away...




even though i kept my hands clean, they look dirty
before i began to doubt my memories, my memories doubt me
it question me back

cause i'm right here, always calling out to you
when we both fell for the same reason
when our worn out reasons overlap and sway
we'll know the meaning of our birth


it's a mirror to reflect

as our existence continues, people have no choice but to take this position till the end
but all can't really fit into a patch of sunshine that made for one

one glass marble fell, and when it fell something was expelled
in the place we fight for, we bask in the sun

i counted the footprints/footsteps that had been left behind
and i start to realize that they're nothing yet it just only not more than numbers 
what i really needed to know have been between 1 and 0

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