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Sunday, September 30, 2012

Kiroro


i'm sorry for making You wait such a long time
work came up suddenly again
always being unable to be together
i know i've made You feel lonely

at the times when we can't meet
Your voices cracks over the telephone
the smile on Your face that time when we met after so long
tugs at my chest

i've realized that You are deep within my heart
"i love You" i can't imagine myself saying those words!

trusting only in that thing You said
i've been waiting until today
i pray i won't forget how to smile
because i want to be with You

because when i am with You, laughing, i can open up
"i love You" even so, i can't imagine saying those words aloud!
i've realized that You are deep within my heart
"i love You" i just can't say it!

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look, do you see what's at your feet?
this the road you walk on

look, do you see what's up ahead?
that is your Future

my mother showed me so much tenderness
telling me again and again
to walk on with Love

(same as my friend , and also our God)

yet i was to young then to understand what they meant
but they still took my hand
and walked together with me

my dreams always seems so far away in the sky
i'm afraid i'll never reach it
but i'll keep chasing it

since this is my story
i don't want to give up

You held my hand when i was scared
and walk together with me
at time i hated that tenderness
and let go, not listening to them

look, this is the road you walk on
that is Your Future

turn to the future
and let's walk there on step at a time

p/s: can i love all my friend ya Allah?
      whoever they're?
      can i bring them with me?
      me are different person now
      at the time when
      i don't know what is love
      i hate You really much
      but You still gave the answer
      and patience waiting for me
      the day for me to understand
      
      Allah
      when will the day for me
      to understand all of this?
      
       Allah
       why this life hurting me?
       
       Allah
       trusting is easy to say
       yet harder...

       Allah, bizikrik...falimaza? liannani abd doifun...nasyan mansiyya
        allahumma amin...
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till we meet back, bye all my friend, have a nice day ^_^.



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p/s: finished...mereka yang belajar tamadun dunia, ambillah... 
      saya terlepas peluang untuk ke Thailand padahal dekat saja dengan Kedah.
      saya tahu saya pasti sampai juga nanti amin.
      guru, dulu saya dengar saja tentang sejarah-sejarah tempat tu, sekarang Allah
      sudah bagi peluang, banyak yang dapat saya belajar, bila lihat tempat orang...
      seronoknya di lahirkan dekat Malaysia.
      Indonesia, Singapura...dah pergi, nanti insyaAllah saya pergi lagi...

p/s: journey to indonesia  sorry, me still lack of vocab...Laktoba's Lake, 
      and i can't remembered it name...
      



Forget-Me-Not


if we didn't come across each other
i wouldn't have loved you this much
please don't ever forget me
you've bloomed into Forget-Me-Not

swaying slowly in descending dance
even now my heart feels strangled
as the seasons repeat the cycle of change
the brilliance turns to monochrome

the moon light reflected on the water surface
your smile drift into my mind

our coincidental meeting was so full of pain
our coincidental meeting was so much like a dream
our coincidental meeting was overflowing with tears
our coincidental meeting was so much like gazing at the heavens

thanks, but im sorry
the truth is i caused us to stop
if we've the chance to meet again
i'd like to paint your dream's colour

your sweet and kinds words
was pierced and pervaded me like the wind

if we didn't across each other
i wouldn't be what i am now
i won't ever forget you

a Forget-Me-Not has bloomed in my heart



me love this letter bee's stories ever

love all my friends cause of Allah
p/s: watch this anime...it was just like my KazeYuki ^_^.

Saturday, September 29, 2012

just awake


no matter how tough we have been shaken
we still unable to hear the shaking deep inside 
cause our heart are breaking into pieces

once you've lost sight it's left to fall apart

let's start it over again
rebuild and combine all the pieces we've lost

MISERY IS NOTHING!
it is all up to your thoughts
and belief to bring in success within your life

Don't You Compare Yourself With Other People
That's A Waste Of  Person You Are
So Why Not Be Honest To Your Emotion?
Don't Forget!

All The Promises
Broken Into Pieces
And Turn Into Sand Of Time

let's escape from this colorless world to find myself
and tomorrow (that) i'd live

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(wow it sound so scary right...but that is macedonia's heart)


If you keep living in a cosy place 
soon your smile will vanish into the dark clouds 
Standing in that violent wind is not something you'll be able to do

The relentless challenge will go on and on 
If you don't start running now
even holding the image of your dream 
Nothing will begin nothing will come true


What lies is waiting for us tomorrow 
We don't know yet, but we want to figure it out 
There are always doubts, there are always worries 
But always believe in ourselves
never stop to believe

cause the daily adventure will go on and on 
Even if there are no obvious answers 
Surely the important thing is not this nothingness places 
but to keep moving forward

What lies is waiting for me in the future 
i don't know, but i want to see it 
At the speed that won't lose to anyone 
Let's aim for the beginning of the rainbow 
Holding the courage

No matter how many times we fall, even if we shed tears 
We won't give up
Let's go beyond the limits of the sky 
Let's open a new doors



better not to hear it 
love hunter x hunter stories



Friday, September 28, 2012

Thailand


inao's diaries...(KazeYuki preview)

even though we want to meet
we can't meet
tonight the window is shaken violently
more by the raging storm than the rain

we'll love each other more
since we can't meet
it's alright even if it burns out
this is the last of our faith

our first encounter was a common one but
it's always more noticeable than with anyone else

i can't really describe this feeling but
it is given to people by fate right?

it becomes painful when you think of someone doesn't it?
an unseen power makes me calm down
i can't forget that painful night
it's my last destiny

the night i thought about the mysterious world, i cried
it's completely a lost memories
it's too late to go back
this is the last of my faith...
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we're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create
the illusion for the moment that we're not alone?

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yura

to prevent your spirit from being broken because of your weakness
you converge with my way

i dont even know
when will it last
but i'm sure it just only the short time

there's no reason for me wanting to see you
it was all the fate by the Creator of the Universe

i look up at the tiny sky and take a breath

open space that has smell of greenery familiar scenery
the scenery of tomorrow that's different from today's

i spread these wing wide
i want to find why i was born
before i see the world end
i want to find the promise land

i flew into the night sky within the thousand twinkle star

(inao hiedeki)

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yura, now is the day when the secret is reveal....
doko otosan, okasan? you asked this to your aunt 8 years ago...
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"it was your lost memories, we were there, but we can't even remembered"
who we are....?
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the person who i met 8 years ago? the person just disappear...
the same person who teach you something...but you can't even remembered it...you locked it.

where is your family? where is your tribe?

they killed all of them...that is why you're alone now same as me. 
our tribe run from them, they are crazy. we don't know what they are fighting for.

the won't get anything...they can't fight the destiny, they can't. If they do it, soon their world will end.

Cause they against something that they shouldn't, they'll be punished

the person who they're waiting for is here now. They can't recognize cause they're blind.

the  person told you to be patient, and you choose not to hear it? it was ridiculous isn't it?
what you see, what you heard, you told that was a lie... admit it yura.

the lost tribe...

they're waiting for you to wake up. they can't reach you now...
cause you closed it, they can't see you...open your heart...
logic is not the answer for everything on this world, you had been through something..
and it can't be explain...

(even this universe it can't be describe, this blue planet is flowing and spinning, where it goes? 
where it destiny?)

and you choose not to tell me, the war is near, you can't run.

the secret can't be reveal if you don't try to meet the One, the keeper of  all secret..
the universe owners, you don't believe it, aren't you?
if you choose their ways...

all your parent sacrifice just gone futile it was hard to run from them...
your aunt, your grandfather, your mum and dad. 

all the tragedies...(KazeYuki's tragedies)
they're wicked...i can't describe who they're, they're not human...

i can't stay here any longer...till we meet back, yura hiedeki
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p:s/: when the secret is reveal what will happened next?
p/s: dont take it to serious, this is just a fiction stories okey ^_^.

Dalam mencari kepastian terkadang manusia umpama lalang hilang sebuah keyakinan...
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p/s: i am not satisfied with them

my mum, sis and my cousin...they leave me here...KL alone...huhu
my sis replace me, i can't go to Thailand...this day..i want to be there...weekend
why they leave me? cause you're studying here...stubborn girl!
this is unfair!!!  ^_^.
uni...is not a fun place... -_-!!!

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

Preview KazeYuki-pre


*hi...what you’re doing yura?

-oh it is you. Nothing at all…
-listen, isn’t this nice?

*emm it’s good (sugoi) ^_^.

-I guess something was missing (00.25-00.42), am I right ?
-can you help me to find the full tune?

*any clues?
-something that I miss in deep of my heart

*more clues
-it is like dejavu…

*is it human?
-i don’t know…

*I guess is it not human nether soul nor a place
- Do you think im crazy little brat, ha my friend
*haha, (laughing)  I don’t think so.

*they also can’t tell the secret
-meaning?

-they didn’t realize as well as…

*this tune make me cant even fall asleep at night
-you will find it…

*I guess so, I’ll follow the tune… ^_^.
-emm, you got to fulfill the promise, I’ll wait, we meet back soon, here (bridge)

*ok,  I’ll figure it out soon…
*farewell, my friend…got it, here, soon..promise
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yura hiedeki

 I guess all of them want to know you
I would said you are  ..., we always fight for anything that we call
“THE TRUTH”

and they always ask what is you in my life
 you are…special in my heart and also their heart

and now  I told them the stories of yours.

(Qurratul 'Ain Al-Azra)


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my precious

my precious ^_^.

if the tips of my clothes get wet
then i should wait for them to dry
water bounced off with a sound
you taught me so much, i'm not scared anymore
i have to let go of your hands that are holding me

even if i'm alone i'll go on, even if it hurts
i'll never forget the dream i shared with all of you

i'm glad to be with everyone
i'm glad to have been with everyone

but on the morning i wake up, no one is there...

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if i look back now, no one's shadow is there
only the puddles were shining
living is the same thing as fighting

if i understand that, then i only need the courage to step forward...

i'll go anywhere, that's what i learned here
i'll show you that i'll fulfil the dream known as happiness

even if i'm separated from everyone
no matter how far apart we are
i'll live on in a brand new morning

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even if i'm alone i'll go on, even if i want to die
i can hear your voice telling me i mustn't give up
even if it hurts, even if i'm trapped in the dark
deep in my heart, a light has been lit

turning and flowing, the times change
i can't recall what happened any more
but if i try to close my eyes,
i can hear everyone's laughter

somehow that's now my most precious treasure...

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miss all my friend cause of Allah

p/s: i'm so sorry, still bad in my second and third language
i mean english and arabic, couldn't understand malay language right?
my writing, i think it is not necessary or useful, but i still continue the writing cause
i want to find back my "lost" self.... ^__^.

when i find it, maybe i'll stop, cheer up dear friend, cause our heart still connected
this feeling is awkward, my friend always tell me about friendship...
yaaa the awkward "word" for me is friendship

she told me about the love for friendship,
"God Himself gave it to human, and He put it inside our heart
the feeling that can't be describe?"
i kept silent cause i don't understand it, i learn a lot from them.

My writing, presently, it's about my past life, it is not necessary,
i think i shouldn't write it, but i write it
cause i still can't find my self... (i'm crazy right now -_-!!!)
it is a battle inside me...it's just like two people, two voices, and me felt tired.
study and fighting with my two self, oh God, this is totally crazy.

if i shared it with all my beloved friend, the burden itself become more lighter,
i tried hard not to feel sad, but it still there. i know dear/rest friend,
all of you can be the best, and be anything that you wish for.
Believe in yourself. And everything you wish for will come true

From this writing, i met all of you, and somehow cheer my life, me love all my friend.
Lately me feel, i miss heaven really much, i miss the locked memories
about the place, the place that most of us can't even remembered it, it was a locked memories.
and i make the stories of KazeYuki Light And Darkness based on the locked memories.


pesanan sahabat saya:

"saya cuma rindu dan nak tahu keadaan sahabat-sahabat saya, sebab itu saya menangis,
rasa rindu, cinta, kasih, risau dan sayang ini Dia (Allah) yang anugerahkan dalam hati ni.
tak dapat nak diungkap dengan kata2 dan perbuatan. Hanya Dia (Allah) saja yang tahu. Mampu
doa dari jauh, tapi tanpa khabar tentang sahabat2, tetap rasa perit"

"hati berada di jantung manusia, adanya ia, seperti rasa manis pada gula,
rasa masin pada garam..Tidak boleh dilihat, hanya boleh dirasa, dengan hati itulah kita saling
menyayangi,mencintai,dan merindui. Dan ketahuilah saudaraku sayang, hati ini merinduimu
kerana-Nya. Mulakan hari-harimu dengan senyuman" ^_^.

(saya sangat bertuahkan dapat sahabat-sahabat yang periang macam ni. Segala puji hanya milik Allah)


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Tuesday, September 25, 2012

heaven

heaven
don't you miss it?

paradise
would you explain it to me?


it is wonderful...
isn't it?


heart
where it disappear to?

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hell fire
don't you miss it?

heart
who you should blamed it to? 
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even this life is a short times to be count
the small wound deep inside sparkle brightly
i love Him very much

you still keep silent
hiding in the  wind
i was just so happy about it
so i sang for a little song of woe

when i was stared at
i truly can't breath
no, don't laugh at me!

The short time of this life
are passing front of me quietly
without realizing...
the time...?


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love all of you cause of Allah..

Sunday, September 23, 2012

It Ends Tonight

today's song is...

your subtleties they strangle me
i can't explain myself at all
And All The Want And All The Needs
All i Don't Want To Need At All

the walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
maybe it's best you leave me alone
a weight is lifted on this evening
i give the final blow

when darkness turns to light 
it ends tonight, it ends tonight

a falling star, at least i fall alone
i can't explain what you can't explain
you're finding things that you didn't know
i look at you with such disdain

the walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving
maybe it's best you leave me alone
a weight is lifted on this evening
i give the final blow

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
Just A Little Insight Wont Make This Right!
it's too let to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight

now i'm on my own side
it's better than being on your side
It's My Fault When you're Blind
it's better that i see it through your eyes

all these thoughts locked inside
NOW YOU'RE THE FIRST TO KNOW...

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight

just a little insight won't make this right 
it's too late to fight, it ends tonight
it ends when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight
just a little insight won't make this right
it's too late to fight, it ends tonight, it ends tonight
tonight, insight

when darkness turns to light it ends tonight 
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lo, i found it nowhere else but closer than my vein. it was a moment of relieve. then was when i put aside of my control. trusting nothing but the event itself. i didn't know what would happen. i had a feeling it would turned out the way it used to be. but there was also hope in presence.
but i let them all go.

it was a battle i wasn't sure to win. so i let go. it was said that samurai went to battle prepared to die.
but he won and lived after all. everyone has doubt.

every soul has certain evil spot installed in it. but we prevail. i would say that it is not courage which conquers all. it is not believing in yourself which saves you. rather, it is when you have the courage to declare that you have actually done it all, and that the outcome of all falls under the domain of the One....
kopicina(click here)

well, the purpose of birth. "A peaceful death" i said. He flinched and trembled. He argued with tremor.
Death cannot be the purpose of birth. But i asked, "Why not?"
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think and thinking and thinker
insight...just a lil insight wont make this right

bye love all of you cause of Allah...

Sunday, September 16, 2012

kaze yuki pre-4


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Kaze yuki pre-4
dear me
im so proud of you
thanks, for never gave up
we need to still alive
the light is born now
i saw in a dream we have the power to change the future
i walk within the blowing wind
i want to know why i was born?
even if the present(future) come and i will losing something
i still choose to embrace it

(inao hiedeki)
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inao’s diaries...

Yura Hiedeki, sometime the truth would turn to be falsehood (doubt and trust)
and you’ll lost in nothingness just in a second...
the feelings that you’ve come to face, you can’t run and you can’t hide cause it still linger there deep inside of your heart and it won’t go anywhere.

you tried hard to understand but you won’t find the answer. At last you’ll just sealing the loneliness inside, lock it tied never tried to open it.

you said im happy with my life, just go with your fake happiness. Just go through with your fake truth, fake reality, fake fantasy world that you’ve create...at last you’ll feel exausted but still continue to live your life with fake happiness, cause the world keep spinning, day and night,day and night, day and night...you can’t stop it, you don’t have the strenght to stop it...even if you have a long life...

the time flows
the stars flow round
people flow away
tears flow
where do they go?

though you cry yourself hoarse and tear your body to shreds, though you keep searching for the exit, you succumb to the love that blooms in the night and unable to escape the ‘flow’, the whereabouts of a period with no destination this sad ‘flow’ keeps repeating


in the wind, my promise gone
in the sea, my wish disappears
life goes to the sky
my heart falls
where does it go?

my eyes fade unable to find anything. This yearning, this pain, i long for you....
the truth itself was falsehood and i lost in nothingness?
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yura

At the roots of light darkness is born
truth wavers in falsehoods
piercing through my heart
even if the night freezes at my touch
i’ll continue calling out for the shadow of the desire
called “Dream”

truth is overlapping with suspicion
the feeling that you’ve come to face
the promise we’ve made in our connected heart
don’t care about the wound of eternity
and leaves their mark

before it disappears in the crevice of time

the answer: follow the tune yura...follow the tune...they will find you soon..it was their sign...
That is the promises we’ve made in our connected heart, it is just you the one who choose not try to
recall it.

Give a smile cause the truth is overlapping with suspicion. you’ll see the truth...
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where am i walking now?
i lost sight of the light
to compensate for my broken heart
i wonder if thinking of someone will ease it?

i wonder if you’ll understand
if i write in a paper
wonder if you’ll see
if i make it into words
i didn’t lost anything
but my body felt heavy

the words that i carry in my heart
i trust to a letter
one words is fine
i want it to reach you
a tear drop fell..

(yura hiedeki)
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p/s: again and again me like to combine the song hehe, just want to know the secret...what we will find next? this cold wind kept overflowing...make me felt cold...snow-snow go away...i dont need you... what wrong with the grammar? ^___^.



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