Monday, May 22, 2017

janam..janam...jahanam hehhehe :P

i try singing janam-janam-Forever...infinity

friend always said it as"jahanam...jahanam" -malays word-
mean something like disaster/hell/damn/inferno/blasted ahahaha
they're crazy =_=

wait...does it mean..infinity/forever is kinda disaster/hell ahahahaha

but they love listening to this hindi song
and they will laugh...hahahahahahaha
there is something bout them...
yoooo..friend...tell me your secret!!!!!!!! bwahahahaha

my friend be like...
she just wanna rest at her dormitory..for half day
and tomorrow..i'll meet her again...
but she hug me...and tell..."o my i already missing you"...and laugh 

-she must be people of love-
-i'm kinda of dark...but God bless me with people of love :P-

ok..listen...from 5 y0 me
i don't caught in mad love
so..maybe my voice will not reach your heart as mad love
maybe will sound like...friendship kind of love...muah..hug
everybody love me
i love me too
thank you

 imaginary prince
will teach me bout mad must be hurt..right?  ouch
-i don't like prince!!!!-and i don't like king!!!i love mom..n i love me
meet me in grave. dear prince bwahahahaha...i gonna be your disaster!!!!!

i'm jelous listening to his voice
it sound..beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Janam janam janam 

Saath chalna yunhi  
Walk by my side 

Kasam tumhe kasam  
Promise me 

Aake milna yahin 
that you will meet me again 

Ek jaan hai bhale  
We are two bodies 

Do badan ho juda  
but our hearts beat as one 

Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna  
Be mine, forever 

Kabhi na kehna alvida  
Do not leave me ever 

 Meri subah ho tumhi  
You are my dawn
Aur tumhi shaam ho  
You are my twilight 

Tum dard ho  
For you, my heart aches 

Tum hi aaraam ho  
and only you can allay the pain 

Meri duaaon se aati hai 
I have only one wish ever 

Bas yeh sada  
Be mine, forever 

Meri hoke hamesha hi rehna  
Do not leave me ever 

 Kabhi na kehna alvida 
Do not leave me ever


Friday, May 19, 2017

I think

I think
Got a very big crush on me

It visiting me again 😂😂😂😂😂

Thursday, May 18, 2017

Mama cat n 5 kitten: library

I just went home for 3 days
And she 😂😅😘
She love her kitten
I'm jealous with kitten
Cause mom is there 😂😂😂😂😂

Said she gave birth on monday at noon

All orange...

Monday, May 15, 2017

Lucie Jones- Never Give up on you


dance of the goddess

Shakti that turn to be Kali

p/s: good nite-love

Sunday, May 14, 2017

alenjandro sanz e ivete sangalo-no me compares

i found this song
and i love listening to it
dont know
what they said.....

this song

i love her voice the most
she sound soooooo harmony
imma gonna find the meaning

Agora que gemem mais pálidas nossas memórias,
que há neve no televisor.
Agora que chove nas sala e se apagam
as velas do barco que me iluminou.
Agora que canta o tempo chorando seus versos
e o mundo enfim despertou.
Agora perdido em um silêncio feroz que quer desatar esses nós.
Agora enxergamos direito e podemos nos ver por de trás do rancor.
Agora te digo de onde venho e dos caminhos que a paixão tomou.
Agora o destino é ermo e nos encontramos neste furacão.
Agora eu te digo de onde venho e do que é feito o meu coração... 

Você não sabe por onde andei depois de tudo amor.
Eu sou a chave, da porta onde encontraste alguém…
Não (No) me compares…
Não busque nela o olhar que dei a ti,
Imperdoável, que eu não seja igual a ela…
Então não fale, que alguém te toca como eu toquei.
Que se acabe e que tu partas sem saber
e para sempre, ninguém te toca como eu toquei.
Que se acabe... Yo soy tu alma, tú eres mi aire.

ok..i see it...
that is why i love her voice ahahahahaha
my tribe ahahahaha

and for the -his-solo music video
no me compares
i be like

i love voice
but when i see his video
i be like

if I see my boyfriend
- ok pretend i have boyfriend la~la~la-
making music video
touching another girl
then…for sure


my jealous is not kind of 
forgiving you
and let you stay with me
like second chance

my jeolusy...
will make you
out from my life like forever
dont ever appear...anymore

THIS one nevermind…cause i don’t have boyfriend…and i really don’t care…
like demi sang… EVEN IF THE STAR &  MOON COLLIDE

- i wrote this..before...reading the song meaning-
-let's see the meaning of this song...why i wrote it like this-

p/s: o my again...
i'm imbalance ahahaha

Me & Voice & Sound & Music

it is like im translating their hidden secret

i hear your voice
and suddenly...i'll write something
feeling that i feel..when i'm listening to it...

it always
end up
i'm writing your history
without noticing it

i always remind myself

dear me...
you're reading their aura
that is not yours

keep calm

you don't even have enemy
 you don't even know how to hate
you're natural

don't feel bad
bout it

dear me
your aura is like
transparent...crystal clear
but it still weak

you're like
confuse with human being
5 yo angel

p/s: that is my light side...
what i don't like about light
light will attract dark
dark is light bodyguard -___-!!!!

it feel like

i don't like dark
i scared to sleep in dark for so many year
i'll scream
so many time..friend n mom caught me screaming 
ya..i caught in trauma..n scream
cause...i saw..they have no face
i see..dark figure...that was why i scream....
and i don't want to be surround by monster
i'll take care of myself
dont need bodyguard

still piss off with dark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrr ahahahaha crazy
kill dark!!!!

fairytale end ahahahaha
light turn to be wicked

p/s: you're so right
i'm the key
don't compare me with anyone else
with him or her

cause they all will perish...

don;t make me jelous
cause when i don't like you
i mean your behaviour
you're doom 

i love you too much
it can't be explain with word

my jealousy always turn to be the curse 
and you'll suffer like infinity
cruel/wicked beloved ahahahaha 

Saturday, May 13, 2017

I'm walking alone 😅

I'm waiting for my burger
So...I decide to walk
N admire/appreciate my surrounding
My beautiful greenery scenery

I found this

Ya...this uni
Is reserved forest anyway

But where is the mommy???

About me

I think I have a lot of
Dark princess inside of me

Even a simple thing about (feeling,) (empathy)...

I learn that thing by observation to others

I don't feel sorry, pity...N not even sad seeing human die...

Example: I don't felt sad when my grandmother passed away...

@animal die...too
I don't feel sad
Even that was my pet

I took care of them
Give em bath...
Give em food
But when it die...
I don't feel sad
I just look at how it breathe...the last breathe

I just like zero feeling

You, know
Something like, I don't have a heart
And it is not acting....
I just don't feel

Basic thing that human should have...

N it isn't fair...
Why am I like this

So I keep asking God why?


My journey to know me